168: It's Not a Spiritual Attack. It's Not Agoraphobia. Here's What It Actually Is.

I'm recording this from my front porch because I've been carrying something for 37 years that I've never had words for until this weekend, and I feel absolutely called to share it now. What I'm walking you through today is my own story, raw and chronological, from crowded school gyms as a little girl to the worst season of my marriage to burying my mom, and how all of it finally connects to one term I'd never heard in 15 years of coaching: post-traumatic derealization. If even one person listens to this and feels like someone finally gets it, this episode did exactly what it was supposed to do. ✨ Topics Covered ➡️ Becky's lifelong experience with derealization and why it took 37 years to find the right name for it ➡️ The difference between dissociation, depersonalization, and derealization, explained in plain language ➡️ How grief and major loss can push the nervous system into shutdown, and why that's not weakness ➡️ What has actually helped Becky move through her longest episode yet, from crying to breathwork to therapy ➡️ The triggers and warning signs to watch for in your own nervous system If your body still hasn't caught up to all the inner work you've done, Root to Rise 2.0 is your next step. One week, 15 women, $57 for the first spots. I'd love to have you in this container 👇 ➡️ https://www.idobreakthrough.com/rtrhousewarming ———————————————————————— Love Note From Becky Aste: How free is your voice? ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.idobreakthrough.com/voice⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ I’d love to hear from you! Dm me "PODCAST" on Instagram and I’ll send you a free training that pairs perfectly with this episode 💬 ➡️ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram.com/becky_aste⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Want to learn more about working with Becky? Book a call with her right here: [⁠⁠https://calendly.com/idobreakthrough/free-connection-call⁠⁠] Would rather stalk before we talk? No judgement here ;) Here’s my website!➡️ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.idobreakthrough.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ XO Huge Hugs - Becky