17 teves chapter 10 part 3/3 can I start to see myself the way the tzadik sees me?

Can I allow my healing to come from a place of wholeness instead of brokenness? Can I see every part of my emotional experience and details of my story as valuable and essential and even PRECIOUS parts of the bigger picture pf hashems unity and His love. There’s infinitely more things to talk about in this conversation… especially what the AR just brought up about the tzadik engaging with life like a child feels towards his parents … #innerchild. I don’t feel like this recording did this part of Tanya justice … BUT turns out… that’s part of the unity too(: lol