2023.09.28_Desire vs Discipline

In decision-making, I constantly battle between desire and discipline. My ego-driven desires clash with the need for maturity and self-control. I believe in practising discipline to overcome immature thoughts and make conscious choices. Accessing higher frequencies, like through cannabis, requires self-moderation to avoid immaturity. I focus on magnifying either desires or discipline based on where my attention lies. Exploring the duality between ego and high states suggests there might be more players in this game of choice.