29) When the Magic Grows Up

Does choosing stability mean the magic has to die? After years of living out of a suitcase, I’m putting down roots in Portland, Oregon, and this episode is the real story underneath the tidy announcement. We’re getting into grieving a chapter you loved, the resistance that can hide inside big dreamer energy, and what happens in your nervous system when life (and love) starts to feel steady. In this episode: Grieving the end of my nomadic chapter, and why I’m letting myself feel it instead of rushing toward the next adventure The hard truth a powerhouse friend told me about skipping steps, and why I paused Sacred Rage even though it was working Why I’m probably getting a job, and the part of the wellness world’s success story that almost never gets shared Dating someone who shows up fully with no games, and the commitment fears it’s bringing to the surface How so many of us mistake intensity for aliveness, and how stability can become the container that lets the magic mature A short embodiment practice for noticing where you’ve filed “safe” and “trapped” in the same drawer Links & Resources to work with me: Living Tantra Retreat, Northern Bali, January 30 to February 6, 2027 (early bird through January 2) Work with me 1:1: learn more Sacred Rage interest list Hiring for operations or project management in the wellness space? Let’s talk In Portland: Living the Practice, October 24th In Portland: Kirtan at Dvāra Sanctuary, November 7 Join my newsletter here