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Fumbling Towards Awakening
by jennmnoble
An exploration of spirituality, self-discovery, and living authentically. Join me as I share my journey through Tantra, Ayurveda, Yoga, meditation, and life’s beautiful messiness, uncovering what it means to be fully and unapologetically myself. Each episode is an invitation to reflect, grow, and embrace your own unique path. Whether you’re seeking inspiration, empowerment, or practical wisdom, this podcast will guide you toward a deeper connection with your most authentic self. Perfect for seekers, dreamers, and anyone ready to live their truth and come home to themselves.
Episodes
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29) When the Magic Grows Up
Does choosing stability mean the magic has to die? After years of living out of a suitcase, I’m putting down roots in Portland, Oregon, and this episode is the real story underneath the tidy announcement. We’re getting into grieving a chapter you loved, the resistance that can hide inside big...
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28) Beyond Burnout
When did rest start needing a receipt? We're getting into burnout in this episode, not the corporate buzzword version, but what it actually looks like when the part of you that always has to be useful runs the whole show, including the day you told yourself you were finally taking off. In this...
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27) The Cost of Becoming
What does it actually cost to become who you truly are...and do you still deserve love on the other side of it? We're getting into the receivership wound in this episode. Why good things can feel more threatening than hard ones, why your nervous system flinches right before something lands, and…
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26) Trust Falling Into Your Own Life: Vision Quests, Witches & the Courage to Play
What does it actually look like to trust the flow when the flow is expensive, uncertain, and you can't see the next three steps? In this episode I'm sharing the story of how a trance meditation, a disappearing flight, and a feisty ancestral Celtic crone sent me on a vision quest to Ireland, and...
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25) Nature Knows: What the Intelligence of Life Can Teach Us About Riding a Death Cycle
There's an intelligence running through every living system on this planet. Through root systems and mycelium networks and the forests that even crept back over Chernobyl's abandoned roads. It doesn't plan, or manage. It just keeps orienting toward balance, unconditionally, one root at a time.…
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24) When the Ground Moves: Choosing Trust When Everything Falls Apart
I had a week recently that tested everything I teach. And I mean everything. This episode is the unpolished version of that story, and what it revealed about trust, steadiness, and what years of practice is actually building in you, whether you can feel it yet or not. I think a lot of us have...
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23) When You Can't Hear Yourself Anymore
What happens when the urgency drops, the intensity finally settles... and the quiet turns out to be the harder thing? I'm freshly back in Bali after five intense months in the United States... and completely upside down. In this episode I talk honestly about the nervous system whiplash of moving...
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22) Fierce & Tender: Staying Open Without Falling Apart
Content warning: In this episode I talk about some heavy stuff - the Epstein files, ICE enforcement and fatal shootings, collective trauma. Listen when it feels right for you. How do we stay present and connected when the world feels overwhelming? In this episode, I talk about holding both...
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21) Staying With Yourself: Boundaries, Attachment, and Nervous System Truth
Why you can know your boundaries and still cross them sometimes...(hint: there's nothing wrong with you!) This episode is a real-time reflection on boundaries. How they show up in the body, how they collapse under attachment, and what it takes to stay with yourself when desire and grief are...
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20) Tantra Isn’t What You Think It Is: The Truth About Turn-On, Desire, and Surrender
When I say turn-on, what comes up for you? Most people think sex - but it is so much bigger than that. In this episode, I unpack what Tantra actually is (and isn’t), how it connects to desire and aliveness, and why being turned-on has more to do with presence and surrender than performance or...
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19) Reiki, Resilience, and Remembering Who We Are
What if the hardest things you’ve lived through could become the very thing that heals you? In this episode, I sit down with my longtime friend Melissa, a bodyworker, energy healer, and sound practitioner based in Massachusetts, to talk about how she turned deep trauma and loss into a life rooted...
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17) The Question That Changed the Room
What if the hardest question to answer is also the one that sets you free? On a recent Sacred Rage call, I asked the women: 👉 “If you could do anything you wanted… what would it be?” And the room went silent. Eyes wide. Nervous laughter. One woman whispered: “I’ve never even thought about that.”...
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18) When “coming home” doesn’t feel like home anymore
After three years abroad, I’ve been back in the U.S. for just over a week...and it’s been a lot. Reverse culture shock, old family dynamics, friendships that feel different, and the intensity of re-entering this cultural climate. In this episode, I share: 👉 Why coming home can feel like an...
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16) Sharks, Desire & the Dance of Boundaries + Longing
Boundaries and desire are meant to dance - but what happens when they step on each other’s toes? In this raw episode, I share two real stories - one about love, one about work - and how both brought me face-to-face with fear, longing, and the messy balance between desire and boundaries. You’ll...
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15) When Transformation Gets Co-Opted: On Bodies, Beauty, and the Messy Truth
⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode includes personal stories about disordered eating, body image struggles, and diet culture. Please take care while listening. In this raw, real, and slightly ranty episode, I’m diving into something that’s been stirring in me for a long time...and honestly, I’ve…
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14) Befriending Fear
This one’s for the weirdos, the truth-speakers, the ones in the midst of big shifts, and the tender-hearted humans learning to ride the waves. This is my favorite episode to date, because it’s the first one where I’m not flying solo. I got to sit down with my dear friend and former client Shell…...
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13) Boundaries Aren’t Walls - They’re Doorways
Ever had one of those weeks where life cracks you wide open… and everything connects? That’s where I am right now. And I’m bringing you with me. In this episode, I share: A somatic exorcism that cut a decades-old ancestral cord A vulnerable moment on what I thought was a date A heart-dearmoring...
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12) They Weren’t Kidding About Entrepreneurship Being a Spiritual Initiation
In this episode, I pull back the curtain on what it really means to build a soul-led business - the beauty, the terror, the full-body spiritual initiation of it all. I talk about waking up with panic, hiring support that stretches me, and confronting the deep ancestral fears that rise when we…
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11) The Sacred Death of Old Patterns: Self-Responsibility, Rage & Being Met
What if healing didn’t always feel like a breakthrough - but more like a heartbreak? And that's OK? In this episode, I share what’s been unfolding behind the scenes as I hold space inside Sacred Rage - and how launching this container cracked me open in ways I didn’t expect. I speak honestly…
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10) Sacred Fire, Steady Strength: How Kali and Durga Rewrote My Story
What if your breakdown was the beginning of your becoming? In this episode, I share how the fierce feminine archetypes of Kali and Durga helped me make sense of some of the most disorienting—and liberating—moments of my life. From breaking my back in my twenties to losing identities…
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9) What My Grandmother Told Me from the Other Side: Reclaiming Power Through the Witch Wound
Trigger Warning: This episode includes references to family trauma, abuse, and a homicide-suicide. Please take care of your nervous system and listen in a way that feels safe for you. Episode Description: There’s a reason so many women fear their own fire. It’s not just personal—it’s ancestral.…
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8) The Fear of Being Big
Why do so many of us fear being “too much”? In this episode, I explore the deep, often hidden fear of taking up space—emotionally, sensually, and energetically. I share a vulnerable moment from a recent Tantra retreat, unpack the historical roots of this fear through the lens of the witch trials,...
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7) Anger: The Sacred Steward of Our Boundaries
In this episode, we explore the true power of anger — not as something to suppress or fix, but as a sacred force for clarity, right action, and deeper connection to ourselves. I’ll share reflections on my personal journey with rage, and how learning to honor it has brought more strength, trust…
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6) The Power of Integration – Making Transformation Stick
This episode is the final piece in our series on the Four Elements of Transformation and Healing—we’ve explored Somatics, Neuroscience & Mindset, Spirituality & Tantra, and now we land on Integration. Breakthroughs are exhilarating—those aha moments that shift everything in an instant. But real,...
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5) Surrendering to the Mystery – Tantra, Spirituality & Transformation
Continuing our exploration of the 4 Elements of Transformation and Healing, let's dive into different angles of spirituality, including its intersection with science. I share a little bit of my journey, as well as the difference between Classical and Neo-Tantra, and how they can all support you…
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4) Rewriting Your Reality: Mindset & Transformation
What story are you telling yourself? In this episode, I explore mindset as one of the Four Elements of Transformation and Healing—alongside somatics, spirituality and Tantra and integration. I dive into how our thoughts shape reality, how neuroscience supports mindset shifts and why reframing...
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3) Somatics & The Body’s Wisdom
This episode is part of a series on the Four Elements of Transformation and Healing—a framework I’ve developed through my own journey and work with clients. Today, we dive into somatics, exploring how the body holds emotions and why true healing isn’t just about the mind. Learn how embodiment can...
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2) Love It All
In this episode, I share a raw plant medicine journey that revealed the profound power of unconditional love and acceptance. Through deep shadow work, I explored the balance between embracing what is and saying “no more” to patterns that no longer serve. Reflecting on nature’s cycles and life’s...
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1) The First Podcast - Just do the thing
Welcome to my debut podcast episode, where I share my journey to finally launching this project. From perfectionism and self-doubt to navigating podcast logistics in Bali, I reveal how losing my voice taught me the power of using it. This episode is about embracing imperfection, overcoming fear,...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
An exploration of spirituality, self-discovery, and living authentically. Join me as I share my journey through Tantra, Ayurveda, Yoga, meditation, and life’s beautiful messiness, uncovering what it means to be fully and unapologetically myself. Each episode is an invitation to reflect, grow, and embrace your own unique path. Whether you’re seeking inspiration, empowerment, or practical wisdom, this podcast will guide you toward a deeper connection with your most authentic self. Perfect for seekers, dreamers, and anyone ready to live their truth and come home to themselves.
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An exploration of spirituality, self-discovery, and living authentically. Join me as I share my journey through Tantra, Ayurveda, Yoga, meditation, and life’s beautiful messiness, uncovering what it means to be fully and unapologetically myself. Each episode is an invitation to reflect, grow, and...
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