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EPISODE · Apr 1, 2026 · 14 MIN

47 | I Thought I Was “Doing What Needed to Be Done”… I Was Actually Avoiding My Life

from Ash to Dusk · host Ashley Morena

Most of us think we’re just doing what needs to be done…Showing up. Working hard. Holding it all together.But what if the thing you’re most proud of…is actually what you’ve been hiding behind?In this episode, I’m sharing a realization I didn’t see coming — that for years, I wasn’t just committed to my work… I was using it as a place to feel safe. A place where I felt in control. A place where I knew I wouldn’t fail.And without even realizing it, I was avoiding parts of my life that felt harder, more uncertain, and more personal.If you’ve ever found yourself: Constantly working (even when you don’t have to)  Struggling to “turn off” your brain  Feeling more confident in your career than in your personal life  Or wondering why rest feels uncomfortable… This episode is going to hit close to home.We’re talking about: Why high performers often hide in work  The connection between control, comfort, and avoidance  How your home life and work life are more connected than you think  And what happens when you finally start showing up in the areas you’ve been avoiding Because the truth is…You don’t need to choose between success and your personal life.But you do have to be honest about what you’ve been avoiding.If this episode resonates with you, make sure to follow the podcast and share it with someone who needs to hear this too.You can find more resources at: ashleymorena.com Or connect with me by mail: PO BOX 457Green, Ohio 44232

Most of us think we’re just doing what needs to be done… Showing up. Working hard. Holding it all together. But what if the thing you’re most proud of… is actually what you’ve been hiding behind? In this episode, I’m sharing a realization I didn’t see coming — that for years, I wasn’t just committed to my work… I was using it as a place to feel safe. A place where I felt in control. A place where I knew I wouldn’t fail. And without even realizing it, I was avoiding parts of my life that felt ...

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