7 shevat chapter 18 part 1/3 “but this part of me IS too big and bad to be seen with love”… lol.

It’s time to start noticing- is this my animal soul fighting my animal soul ? Or is this my godly soul? “Moach shalit al Halev” is not when we compulsively try to control ourselves. It is the state of being in which we are sitting in the THRONE of our soul. Where our divinity and worthiness and aliveness and breath and ability to CHOOSE is not up for debate. It is when we have access to the state of expansiveness LIGHT… and light does not FIGHT darkness. When light shows up- darkness sees itself for what it truly is. Godly soul isn’t afraid to differentiate between godly soul and animal soul… (“this is a part of me” vs. “this is me”) bc godly soul/ self knows that this is actually what the animal soul desires!!! To finally be seen through the lens of our godly soul. To finally “belong”. To finally have a mother. When our godly soul shows up, our animal soul finally has what she always wanted …. A mother. A home. God. TYH.