77. I Would Never Believe in a Spiteful God

I would never believe in a God or a universe that was spiteful or judged me. I would never personify the idea of God, an overlord, or an energy of some sort as being hateful. I think that's incredibly internally abusive …..and it’s not your fault. AT ALL. ..Religious indoctrination and purity culture pushes this idea that God/the universe/source energy is going to punish you for the “wrong” shit that you do. Even if you’re not religious, these ideas are in the air you breathe. Literally that “life” is somehow against you. ..This drives you to be in a trauma response (fight, flight, freeze, fawn) on the daily. But…. ya know what’s cool??? You get to decide what attributes your god/universe has. ..God/the personification of the energy of the universe is created in your own head. & that's the best news ever. There's no out there, out there. & she/he/they/it can be as real as anything else. You get to conjure something or someone beautiful as your spiritual guide(s) - a wise, kind parental figure. An energy of the most blissful love. Pure acceptance of every part of who you are, a hilarious magical gnome….Or stay in fear, lack, and shame by creating an absolute ass-hat persecutory POS as ‘god’ that reminds you of your abusive dad. Keeping the outer (and therefore inner) critic LOUD...You get to decide what serves your life best. ..Join me in un-shaming yourself and connecting with your spirituality in a way that works for you, with you <3 Linky below https://danelle-gallo.mykajabi.com/spirit-guides