8. BELIEVING BROKENNESS / THE BROKENNESS – Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION

BELIEVING BROKENNESS Episode 8 THE BROKENNESS - Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION LIFE AMONG THE ASHES The Paths that we oft’ travel
 are full of loss and pain
 The Hearts of all the Broken
 cry tears that fall like rain It seems we are surrounded 
 by Death at every door 
And Hope beyond the turmoil 
is what we’re searching for Lost, with no direction 
isolated by our pain
 we hide within our Loneliness 
and feed our sense of Shame Desperate in our Darkness 
we search for meaning there
 We feel Anger and Confusion
 How could a Good God care? How can we find rejoicing
 amidst these trials of grief?
 How do we mend our Brokenness?
 When will we find relief? When finally we reach our end
 and look to find the Light
 God’s beams of Love pour down on us 
 and hold us in our Fight Bridges of Compassion 
 reaching over thorny trails
 bring comfort to our empty souls
 His Hands first bore the nails Our Grief He took upon Himself
 our Sin and Sickness too 
 He took our Shame upon the Cross 
He carried these for you Life among the Ashes 
begins with just one Breath 
A gift from our Creator
 Overcoming Death! For in this Breath, this moment
 we are given Life and Choice
 Our Suffering and Sorrow will never steal our Voice Compassion for the Hurting 
is the Prize we will receive
 And Passion with a Purpose
 to help Rescue those in need BELIEVING BROKENNESS Episode 8 THE BROKENNESS - Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION We live in a world of Brokenness. Broken Relationships, Broken Lives, and Broken Hearts all have affected our ability to experience God’s LOVE in the midst of our own Suffering circumstances. We are Spiritually Blind. We are Living The Broken. We are Believing Brokenness. We Believe it with our whole Heart. It is all we KNOW. It is WHO we are. It is who we have BECOME. Our Brokenness defines us. It is our Story. It is our History. Our Brokenness becomes who we define ourselves to BE. It is what we have overcome; the Battles we have fought, the Battles we have been bruised, or beaten by. The Battles we still bear. It is the secret Scar that is never shared, but is always present. It is the failures of our Past, the furious fight for our Future. It is the Giant Goliath we meet in the mirror every morning, and yet we see it as ourselves. We know nothing apart from it. We are the Brokenness we Believe in our Heart. It is the Pain that pushes us forward on a path to restitution, or to resolution. It becomes our Identity, Righteous or not. We are Believing Brokenness. We own it. And yet, we can have Victory over it. The Sufferings we suffer, become the Brokenness we Believe. We live, and Breathe, the Battles we fight. They are the passion of our Purpose. We live within an Abusive place, stealing our face, stealing our Voice. We live within an Invisible War, against the Traumas we have survived in silence. We live within the symptoms of a Sickness. We deal daily with a diagnosis of a Disorder, or a Disease. We are defined by our own survival. We are Survivors. We are Warriors. Yet, we are weary of the War. The War becomes the weapon we are crushed under. We live within the sufferings of a Broken Body, or a broken Bone, isolated, and battling the fight all alone. Waiting for recovery, and trapped in a place of Brokenness, often leading to Hopelessness. Crushed by the crushing. We live, and Breathe, and Believe Brokenness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of the Brokenness we believe, nor have we known how to be beyond it. Therefore, as a Broken Body of Believers, we BECOME what we Believe. We stop Believing the Beautiful. We stop Believing in the Word of God. We stop believing in the Healing Heart of Heaven. And we hold Hatred in our Hearts . We stop Believing the Beautiful, and we begin Believing Brokenness. We believe the Brokenness because we have lived the Brokenness. We BECOME what we Believe. We ARE what we Believe in our Hearts. “As a man thinketh in his heart so is he…” “As a woman thinketh in her heart, so is she.” Proverbs 23:7 (KJV) We have become Spiritually Sick Soldiers. We have become Weary & Wounded Warriors. We have become Physically Broken Believers. We have become the Broken Body of Christ. We have BECOME what we BELIEVE in our Hearts.   We are hoping for our Healing, and yet we are not Healed. We are left hopeless in our Hearts. We are weary in well doing, because we are bearing the Burden of the Broken, and yet WE ARE The Broken. We are Believing Brokenness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of our Brokenness. Therefore, we have not been Healed Emotionally. We have not been Healed Physically. We have not been Healed Spiritually. We are Bound by it again, and again, and again. Trapped within the Bondage of our own symptoms. Suffering, and hating ourselves in our Hearts. Suffering, and hating God in our Hearts. Suffering, and separating ourselves from the LOVE of God, from the LOVE we so desperately desire. We are suffering from Spiritual Blindness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of our Healing, even as Faithful Followers of Christ, therefore we are prayed for, and yet we are not Healed. We are anointed with oil, and yet we are not Healed. My Beautiful, beloved Pastors, Preachers, Ministers, and Teachers, in the Body of Christ, have not understood Spiritual Issues of the Heart, or Biblical Principles of Healing. They have not been taught. They have not Believed. They have not sought. They have not Received. There are so many Beautiful Believers who are dying in their Disease. There are so many who are Living Broken in the Body of Christ who have left the Church. Hurt, disillusioned, disappointed, and Unbelieving. All because of a lack of understanding concerning HEALING within the Broken body of Christ. They have put their Hope in Man, rather than in God. They have put their Hope in Man’s Wisdom, rather than in GOD’S WORD. All HEALING is Spiritual first. All LIFE begins and ends with God, therefore, all Healing begins and ends with God. This means ALL HEALING begins the same because Healing begins in the Heart. The Brokenness of our Hearts, the Brokenness of our Physical Bodies, and the Brokenness of the Spiritual Body of Christ, are all a result of own, and individual Brokenness. They all are the result of our own, and individual Spiritual Health. We are Believing Brokenness. Our Brokenness is our truest reality in our Physical realm. Our Physical senses tell us this. Our Physical symptoms tell us this. Our Physical circumstances tell us this. Our Psychological screenings tell us this. Our Doctor’s Diagnoses tell us this. Our X-Rays tell us this. We are Broken, Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually. We have become the Brokenness we Believe in our Hearts. We Believe it. We Agree with it. We Receive it. And we are ONE with it. And the Deceiver whispers his lies in your ear…”You are Broken! Look at yourself! You will never Be Beautiful! You will never be truly Accepted! You will never be truly LOVED!” And you listen to the lies of Temptation, of Accusation, and of Rejection, and you believe his words over the Words of God, your beloved Crafter and Creator, who says, “You are My Beautiful Believer!” You have become the Brokenness you Believe. As a devious Dart of the Enemy, pierces and penetrates the Heart, and has stolen what was rightfully yours: Love, Joy, Truth, Honor, Respect, Honesty, Purity, Beauty, Riches and Glory, Peace, Purpose, and Protection. LIFE. He stole LIFE. He stole the Unity, and Wholeness of Being ONE with Us, in Spirit, in Mind, and in Body. My intended Purpose. ONE with LOVE itself. Instead you have become ONE with Sin. ONE with Sickness and Disease. ONE with Death. ONE with that which Separates you from Me. You have listened to the lies of The Brokenness, and you have become ONE with it, in Spirit, in Mind, and in Body. It has become your First Truth. It has become your only Truth. Believing as Truth, what you can SEE rather than what you cannot SEE. Believing a LIE only leads to Death. Sin begets Sin. Brokenness begets Brokenness. LOOK with the eyes of the Spirit. LISTEN to the Love in your heart. BELIEVE in the Hope of your Calling. Believe in Me. Believe My Word. Believe the Beautiful! You are reaping the consequences of the SEED you have sewn. You are reaping the consequences of the Brokenness you have Believed. You are reaping the consequences of the very words you SPEAK, of whatever you BELIEVE, and Agree with in your heart. Romans 10:8  (KJV) 8 But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; Romans 10:8 Tree of Life (TLV) “But what does it say? The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart; that is the word of faith we are proclaiming:” Luke 6:45  (KJV) 45 A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh. Proverbs 18:21 (KJV) 21 Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof. Romans 10:9-10  (KJV) 9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. 10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. Mark 11:23  (KJV) 23 For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith. James 3:10  (KJV) 10 Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. Luke 4:38-39  (KJV) 38 And he arose out of the synagogue, and entered into Simon's house. And Simon's wife's mother was taken with a great fever; and they besought him for her. 39 And he stood over her, and rebuked the fever; and it left her: and immediately she arose and ministered unto them. Romans 10:8 (TLV) “But what does it say? The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart; that is the word of faith we are proclaiming:” Psalm 34:11-14  (KJV) 11 Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the Lord. 12 What man is he that desireth life, and loveth many days, that he may see good? 13 Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile. 14 Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. A Season of Sorrow Sleepless nights beget me Tears are a constant friend You alone can change my course When will this Season end? Suffering now my companion Grief sustains my heart This is only the beginning Of the painful lonely part How am I Lord, to serve you? In this desperate place of mine Each day a physical struggle To take one step of this climb Body Broken and Battered By wars to Heal my heart Sanctification has marred me Crippled now from the start Wounded by an Enemy A Spiritual Battle ensues Listening to the lies of the lost I’m captured by the muse Battling scars of rejection Loneliness tears me apart Calling me to the knees my failures Only Love can heal my heart Lost in a Season of Sorrow My Brokenness calls me to You Restore the Joy of my Salvation Father, hold me until Your through Believe the Beautiful!