My Beautiful Believer BREATHLESS!

BELIEVING BROKENNESS Episode 8 THE BROKENNESS - Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION LIFE AMONG THE ASHES The Paths that we oft’ travel
 are full of loss and pain
 The Hearts of all the Broken
 cry tears that fall like rain It seems we are surrounded 
 by Death at every door 
And Hope beyond the turmoil 
is what we’re searching for Lost, with no direction 
isolated by our pain
 we hide within our Loneliness 
and feed our sense of Shame Desperate in our Darkness 
we search for meaning there
 We feel Anger and Confusion
 How could a Good God care? How can we find rejoicing
 amidst these trials of grief?
 How do we mend our Brokenness?
 When will we find relief? When finally we reach our end
 and look to find the Light
 God’s beams of Love pour down on us 
 and hold us in our Fight Bridges of Compassion 
 reaching over thorny trails
 bring comfort to our empty souls
 His Hands first bore the nails Our Grief He took upon Himself
 our Sin and Sickness too 
 He took our Shame upon the Cross 
He carried these for you Life among the Ashes 
begins with just one Breath 
A gift from our Creator
 Overcoming Death! For in this Breath, this moment
 we are given Life and Choice
 Our Suffering and Sorrow will never steal our Voice Compassion for the Hurting 
is the Prize we will receive
 And Passion with a Purpose
 to help Rescue those in need BELIEVING BROKENNESS Episode 8 THE BROKENNESS - Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual CONDITION We live in a world of Brokenness. Broken Relationships, Broken Lives, and Broken Hearts all have affected our ability to experience God’s LOVE in the midst of our own Suffering circumstances. We are Spiritually Blind. We are Living The Broken. We are Believing Brokenness. We Believe it with our whole Heart. It is all we KNOW. It is WHO we are. It is who we have BECOME. Our Brokenness defines us. It is our Story. It is our History. Our Brokenness becomes who we define ourselves to BE. It is what we have overcome; the Battles we have fought, the Battles we have been bruised, or beaten by. The Battles we still bear. It is the secret Scar that is never shared, but is always present. It is the failures of our Past, the furious fight for our Future. It is the Giant Goliath we meet in the mirror every morning, and yet we see it as ourselves. We know nothing apart from it. We are the Brokenness we Believe in our Heart. It is the Pain that pushes us forward on a path to restitution, or to resolution. It becomes our Identity, Righteous or not. We are Believing Brokenness. We own it. And yet, we can have Victory over it. The Sufferings we suffer, become the Brokenness we Believe. We live, and Breathe, the Battles we fight. They are the passion of our Purpose. We live within an Abusive place, stealing our face, stealing our Voice. We live within an Invisible War, against the Traumas we have survived in silence. We live within the symptoms of a Sickness. We deal daily with a diagnosis of a Disorder, or a Disease. We are defined by our own survival. We are Survivors. We are Warriors. Yet, we are weary of the War. The War becomes the weapon we are crushed under. We live within the sufferings of a Broken Body, or a broken Bone, isolated, and battling the fight all alone. Waiting for recovery, and trapped in a place of Brokenness, often leading to Hopelessness. Crushed by the crushing. We live, and Breathe, and Believe Brokenness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of the Brokenness we believe, nor have we known how to be beyond it. Therefore, as a Broken Body of Believers, we BECOME what we Believe. We stop Believing the Beautiful. We stop Believing in the Word of God. We stop believing in the Healing Heart of Heaven. And we hold Hatred in our Hearts . We stop Believing the Beautiful, and we begin Believing Brokenness. We believe the Brokenness because we have lived the Brokenness. We BECOME what we Believe. We ARE what we Believe in our Hearts. “As a man thinketh in his heart so is he…” “As a woman thinketh in her heart, so is she.” Proverbs 23:7 (KJV) We have become Spiritually Sick Soldiers. We have become Weary & Wounded Warriors. We have become Physically Broken Believers. We have become the Broken Body of Christ. We have BECOME what we BELIEVE in our Hearts.   We are hoping for our Healing, and yet we are not Healed. We are left hopeless in our Hearts. We are weary in well doing, because we are bearing the Burden of the Broken, and yet WE ARE The Broken. We are Believing Brokenness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of our Brokenness. Therefore, we have not been Healed Emotionally. We have not been Healed Physically. We have not been Healed Spiritually. We are Bound by it again, and again, and again. Trapped within the Bondage of our own symptoms. Suffering, and hating ourselves in our Hearts. Suffering, and hating God in our Hearts. Suffering, and separating ourselves from the LOVE of God, from the LOVE we so desperately desire. We are suffering from Spiritual Blindness. We have not understood the Spiritual Reality of our Healing, even as Faithful Followers of Christ, therefore we are prayed for, and yet we are not Healed. We are anointed with oil, and yet we are not Healed. My Beautiful, beloved Pastors, Preachers, Ministers, and Teachers, in the Body of Christ, have not understood Spiritual Issues of the Heart, or Biblical Principles of Healing. They have not been taught. They have not Believed. They have not sought. They have not Received. There are so many Beautiful Believers who are dying in their Disease. There are so many who are Living Broken in the Body of Christ who have left the Church. Hurt, disillusioned, disappointed, and Unbelieving. All because of a lack of understanding concerning HEALING within the Broken body of Christ. They have put their Hope in Man, rather than in God. They have put their Hope in Man’s Wisdom, rather than in GOD’S WORD. All HEALING is Spiritual first. All LIFE begins and ends with God, therefore, all Healing begins and ends with God. This means ALL HEALING begins the same because Healing begins in the Heart. The Brokenness of our Hearts, the Brokenness of our Physical Bodies, and the Brokenness of the Spiritual Body of Christ, are all a result of own, and individual Brokenness. They all are the result of our own, and individual Spiritual Health. We are Believing Brokenness. Our Brokenness is our truest reality in our Physical realm. Our Physical senses tell us this. Our Physical symptoms tell us this. Our Physical circumstances tell us this. Our Psychological screenings tell us this. Our Doctor’s Diagnoses tell us this. Our X-Rays tell us this. We are Broken, Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually. We have become the Brokenness we Believe in our Hearts. We Believe it. We Agree with it. We Receive it. And we are ONE with it. And the Deceiver whispers his lies in your ear…”You are Broken! Look at yourself! You will never Be Beautiful! You will never be truly Accepted! You will never be truly LOVED!” And you listen to the lies of Temptation, of Accusation, and of Rejection, and you believe his words over the Words of God, your beloved Crafter and Creator, who says, “You are My Beautiful Believer!” You have become the Brokenness you Believe. As a devious Dart of the Enemy, pierces and penetrates the Heart, and has stolen what was rightfully yours: Love, Joy, Truth, Honor, Respect, Honesty, Purity, Beauty, Riches and Glory, Peace, Purpose, and Protection. LIFE. He stole LIFE. He stole the Unity, and Wholeness of Being ONE with Us, in Spirit, in Mind, and in Body. My intended Purpose. ONE with LOVE itself. Instead you have become ONE with Sin. ONE with Sickness and Disease. ONE with Death. ONE with that which Separates you from Me. You have listened to the lies of The Brokenness, and you have become ONE with it, in Spirit, in Mind, and in Body. It has become your First Truth. It has become your only Truth. Believing as Truth, what you can SEE rather than what you cannot SEE. Believing a LIE only leads to Death. Sin begets Sin. Brokenness begets Brokenness. LOOK with the eyes of the Spirit. LISTEN to the Love in your heart. BELIEVE in the Hope of your Calling. Believe in Me. Believe My Word. Believe the Beautiful! You are reaping the consequences of the SEED you have sewn. You are reaping the consequences of the Brokenness you have Believed. You are reaping the consequences of the very words you SPEAK, of whatever you BELIEVE, and Agree with in your heart. Romans 10:8  (KJV) 8 But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; Romans 10:8 Tree of Life (TLV) “But what does it say? The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart; that is the word of faith we are proclaiming:” Luke 6:45  (KJV) 45 A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh. Proverbs 18:21 (KJV) 21 Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof. Romans 10:9-10  (KJV) 9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. 10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. Mark 11:23  (KJV) 23 For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith. James 3:10  (KJV) 10 Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. Luke 4:38-39  (KJV) 38 And he arose out of the synagogue, and entered into Simon's house. And Simon's wife's mother was taken with a great fever; and they besought him for her. 39 And he stood over her, and rebuked the fever; and it left her: and immediately she arose and ministered unto them. Romans 10:8 (TLV) “But what does it say? The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart; that is the word of faith we are proclaiming:” Psalm 34:11-14  (KJV) 11 Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the Lord. 12 What man is he that desireth life, and loveth many days, that he may see good? 13 Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile. 14 Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. A Season of Sorrow Sleepless nights beget me Tears are a constant friend You alone can change my course When will this Season end? Suffering now my companion Grief sustains my heart This is only the beginning Of the painful lonely part How am I Lord, to serve you? In this desperate place of mine Each day a physical struggle To take one step of this climb Body Broken and Battered By wars to Heal my heart Sanctification has marred me Crippled now from the start Wounded by an Enemy A Spiritual Battle ensues Listening to the lies of the lost I’m captured by the muse Battling scars of rejection Loneliness tears me apart Calling me to the knees my failures Only Love can heal my heart Lost in a Season of Sorrow My Brokenness calls me to You Restore the Joy of my Salvation Father, hold me until Your through Believe the Beautiful!

THE BROKENNESS DEFINED Episode 7 THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION Living Broken for Your Throne ***** Who is it I’m supposed to be? Reckless emotions mess with me Plans I planned are all of naught Nothing happened as I thought Stripped out from beneath my feet Hollowed bones need now to treat Trampled, tripped up by my own Whirling, crashing in my home In an instant rush of pain Living Broken once again Your Beauty broken in a day. Was I headed the wrong way? Was I not supposed to teach? Who am I supposed to reach? Was I to sit and not to stand? Apparently this is Your Hand. Shamed within this Brokenness. Brought back to my helplessness. New scars now mark this fragile frame. Sunken muscles. Almost lame. Lost direction. Lost my voice. Lost my witness. Lost my choice. Lost my freedom in this place. Bound by Brokenness, Hell’s embrace. Suffering silence once and still. Lost my Heart, my Hope, my Will. Submitting to Your Sovereignty. Is this, O LORD, My Destiny? There is nothing that I hold You are my Breath, my Life, my Gold  You alone hold me in place  Mended healed in Broken Space My Brokenness is Yours to bear. You alone can take me there. You have suffered for my pain. Make me strong to walk again. By Your stripes I am made well. Guard me from this living Hell. One day down and three steps back. Forgive me for the faith I lack. The days I bathe myself in tears Father take my pain, my hurt, my fears. And when I shelter in Your Wing Give me strength to soar again. Lift me from this Broken place Cover me with love and grace Be the balm I need to Heal Let your Beauty be revealed. Hold me when I’m all alone. Living Broken for Your Throne. I give my life to Glorify. To share Your Work and Testify. ***** THE BROKENNESS DEFINED Episode 7 THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION . The consequences of Adam and Eve’s Act of Disobedience brought with it, not only Spiritual Death, and Separation from God, but also brought with it the curses of Generational Sin, Pain, Sickness, Disease, and with it premature, or early Death, which we are ALL now suffering from on a Daily basis. We are reaping the consequences of our own Sins of Disobedience. We now live within this reality of BROKENNESS. It is a SPIRITUAL REALITY. We now live within a Spiritual Battle within our Physical realm, in which we are Spiritually reaping the Consequences of our Physical choices. Obedience and Disobedience both have Spiritual consequences. We are always given a choice. Adam and Eve were given a choice. We reap the consequences of the SEED we sow. SPIRITUAL BROKENNESS OUR NEW REALITY There are Spiritual consequences of sowing and reaping, through our own actions of Obedience or Disobedience. The Law of God has fruit. The Law of Sin has fruit. The fruit of obedience is Health…Life and Peace. The fruit of disobedience is Disease and Death. Following the Law of God produces Health. Following the Law of Satan produces Disease. We will follow one Law or the other. This is a Spiritual Truth. We bear the fruit of the Seed we sow, Good or Evil, Blessing or Cursing. God did not give us Disease! Through the consequences of following the Law of Sin, we have reaped the fruit of Disease in our lives. We are going to reap the Consequences of one kingdom or the other. We are bearing the fruit of the Seeds we have sown, and we are bearing the fruit of The Sins of our Fathers. Spiritually. Whenever we choose Death over Life, Disobedience over Obedience, we make Satan our lord in one area of our life, and we force God to withdraw from His lordship in that place. It is our Choice. God gives us free choice, and yet we each individually, reap the consequences, Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually, of the choices, we each, individually, make. I am responsible before God, for my own choices of Obedience or Disobedience. And no one else. You are responsible before God for your own choices of Obedience or Disobedience. And no one else. We have learned, our Invisible Enemy still deceives us now, through Thoughts and Impressions, or Feelings, which are Vain Imaginations. He tempts us in our Minds. He tempts us with Thoughts sounding like our own. Yet, they are not our Thoughts. These are the Temptations of evil spirits, trying to lure us into Agreement with them, and lead us to Fall into Sin. We hear them as though they are our own Thoughts, and so we are tempted to Believe them to be True. We listen to the Lies of the enemy, and we Believe them. Then, they become our Thoughts. Then, they become our Truth. And, we have fallen into Agreement with the Enemy. Romans 7:19-21  (NIV) 19 For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. 21 So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. Romans 7:22-23  (NIV) 22 For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; 23 but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. We have been Trained in these areas, and they have become our instant responses. We have Become THE BROKENNESS we Believe in our Hearts. We have Become ONE WITH SIN. We have become an Invisible Enemy ourselves, bearing the Fruit of the seeds we have sewn. God said, “Who told you were Naked?” “Who told you to be Afraid?” “Who told you to be Depressed?” “Who told you to be Hateful?” “Who told you to Blame, and to Accuse?” “Who told you you were Ugly?” “Who told you to Reject yourself?” “Who told you to Reject others?” Who told you? Paul said the LAW OF SIN resided in his members—his Spirit, Soul, and Body. “It is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me.” It is SIN living in me. YOU are not the problem! Just because you have been struggling with SIN in these areas of your life, does not mean you are a bad person. It just means you have been Trained in the LAW OF SIN, and you think it is you, but it’s NOT. It is a Spiritual Battle. It is another Law, waging War against the Law of God in your Mind. It is the LAW OF SIN. Adam and Eve’s thoughts were not their own. Paul had thoughts that were not his own. It is the LAW OF SIN at work within. They were TEMPTATIONS. These thoughts you struggle with, these thoughts you wrestle with, these thoughts you are tempted with, are not you! They are NOT you. They are Evil Temptations, from Evil spirits, manifesting their Evil Nature, in your thoughts, and in your imaginations. REDEEMED FROM THE CURSE OF THE LAW The Curse of the Snake, of the Man, and of the Woman, begatt the Beginning of Brokenness, and with it The Blessing of the Broken, or The Curse of the Law. A Spiritual Heritage, as our inheritance, and a New Beginning of SPIRITUAL BROKENNESS. Brokenness begets Brokenness, from one Generation to the next. We reap the consequences of the Seed we sow. Our children reap the consequences of the Seed we sow. It is a Spiritual Inheritance of Brokenness. Now, we suffer the SINS OF OUR FATHERS as a Spiritual Inheritance. We have been Battling invisible forces of Evil, keeping us in Bondage to our own Brokenness. To the Brokenness before us. The Darkness gets Darker, yet the Light has already come. We have already been Freed, and Jesus Christ has already Won. He has reached down into The Brokenness, and is Breathing His Healing Breath of Life into her. Arise, Shine, for the Light has come, and the Glory of the LORD is risen upon you! No more Curses! No more chains! Only the Beautiful Bride, in the Becoming! We have been trapped in a cycle of Sickness, where we reap the consequences over, and over, again. We have been trapped in a cycle of Disease, coming down through our Family Trees. We have been caught up in the curses of The Generations coming before us, as a consequence of their Acts of Disobedience, and are reaping Generational Curses, and the Spiritual Oppression of it, Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually. We are suffering the consequences of our own Sins. We are suffering the consequences of the Curse. And yet, Jesus has REDEEMED us from the CURSE OF THE LAW! The SEED OF THE WOMAN, Jesus Christ has brought Victory from The Blessing of the Broken, and has brought Healing in Redemption, for every Beautiful Believer, Living Broken, for now and forevermore! It is a Finished work! The Bible testifies, and bears witness, that Jesus bare our sins in His own body on the tree. His body was Broken for you. His was body was Broken for me. His body was Broken for our Healing. We are dead to sins, now living unto righteousness, which is our Sanctification. Now, we are able to walk as His Beautiful Believers, with a Spiritually Transformed Mindset, from Brokenness to Beautiful, Spirit, Mind, & Body. By His stripes we are Healed! An Invisible Voice ***** Who is it for ABBA, when no one is listening? When I cannot speak?   An Invisible Voice battling to breathe, trapped beneath the surface of a calling. Gasping for air to be free, yet no one can hear or see. The Words all lost in the Falling. An Invisible Voice burning in me, that shouts in my Spirit, Run! Be Free! But I cannot run, because of an Enemy. Trapped inside a room, again. Trapped inside a barrier again. Words trapped inside my Heart.   I cannot run! I cannot play! I cannot get away! I am all alone. I am lonely still, always and again. I cannot Speak, again. Living Broken Again, alone. I cannot get out. I cannot shout. Being Broken for a cause. Being Broken for the lost. I have nothing to say and have no one to listen. An invisible Voice. An Invisible Voice screaming inside me, remembering the rage, remembering the cage, where I lost my Voice, where I lost my choice. Spirit broken with no Words spoken.   Day after day, I can’t get away. Run! Be Free! But I cannot run, because of an Enemy. Trapped inside a room, again. Trapped inside a barrier again. Words trapped inside my Heart. I have nothing to say and have no one to listen. An Invisible Voice.   Your Words Jesus, with no words. As You went to the Cross. As You hung on the Cross. An Invisible Voice battling to breathe. You had done it all, finished Your call. An Invisible Voice calling for us, screaming for us to hear You! Who is it for ABBA, when no one is listening? When I cannot speak? Psalm 118:17 “I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord.” Believe the Beautiful!

THE BETRAYAL OF THE BEAUTIFUL Episode 5 THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION The Garden of Affliction “Then the LORD God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to tend and keep it. And the LORD God commanded the man, saying, “Of every tree of the garden you may freely eat; but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die.” Genesis 2:15-17 NKJV In The Garden of Eden, there is Perfect Beauty. There is Perfect Relationship. There is Perfect Protection. There is Perfect Love. There is Perfect Provision. There is Perfect Choice. There is Perfect Work.  And with every new day, there is a New Beginning, and there is a job to do, to tend and keep what God has given. There is a God given Garden to tend, and a Divine Work to Do within it.  The Beauty of Eden. The Beautiful in the Beginning. The Beautiful Work of Creation given to me. Given to you. Can you See it? Can you Breathe it? God Breathing LIFE.   Everything that lives, Breathes LIFE. God’s LIFE. God’s Breath-of-LIFE. It is mine. It is yours. There is God given LIFE, and there is a Choice to make, to cultivate, and to create, something Beautiful from the ground God has given. To create something from the Garden God has put me in. With every new day there is opportunity to stay, within the Boundaries of Obedience. I can choose to eat of any tree of the garden, or I can choose Death.  In The Garden of Affliction, there is Perfect Beauty. There is Perfect Relationship. There is Perfect Protection. There is Perfect Love. There is Perfect Provision. There is Perfect Choice. There is Perfect Work. And with every new day, there is a New Beginning, and there is a job to do, to tend and keep what God has given. There is a God given Garden to tend, and a Divine Work to Do within it.  The Beauty of Affliction. The Beautiful in the Becoming. The Beautiful Work of Creation given in me. Given in you. Can you See it? Can you Breathe it? God Breathing LIFE.  Everything that lives, Breathes LIFE. God’s LIFE. God’s Breath-of-LIFE. It is mine. It is yours. There is God given LIFE and there is a Choice to make, to cultivate, and to create, something Beautiful from the ground God has given. To create something from the Garden God has put me in.   With every new day there is opportunity to stay, within the Boundaries of Obedience. I can choose to eat of any tree of the garden, or I can choose Death.  Within The Garden of Affliction, I can choose LIFE or I can choose Death. I choose LIFE! What will you choose? “For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.” Romans 8:18 THE BETRAYAL OF THE BEAUTIFUL Episode 5 THE BROKENNESS: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION I am taking you on a Biblical Journey, through The Betrayal of the Beautiful, when SIN Entered In, to the place where we begin BELIEVING BROKENNESS. Today I am going to explain, and expose, the “WHO” of our BATTLE against ALL Brokenness. The Entrance of our Spiritual Enemy. We will begin BEFORE BROKENNESS, in The Beautiful Garden of Eden, where we left off last. Picture Heaven’s Heart for every BEAUTIFUL BELIEVER. Picture yourself there, in His Heart. You are His Beautiful Creation. His Beautiful child. His Beautiful Son. His Beautiful Daughter. Perfection, exactly AS you are. You are a Spirit breathing Life, with a Soul, living in a Physical body. Created as an Image Bearer of LIGHT, of LIFE, and of BEAUTY. You are a Bearer of THE BEAUTIFUL, begotten by God. You are a child of GOD. You are Spirit, and Mind, and Body, and you have intimate Fellowship WITH GOD. You walk with Him, and you talk with Him, in Perfect Relationship, in Perfect Communion, in Perfect Harmony. You know NO FEAR. You know His HEART. You know His VOICE. You know His LOVE. You know His PROVISION, and His PROTECTION. And, you know His COMMAND. Genesis 2:15-25 (NKJV) ”15 Then the Lord God took [a]the man and put him in the garden of Eden to [b]tend and keep it. 16 And the Lord God commanded the man, saying, “Of every tree of the garden you may freely eat; 17 but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you[c] shall surely die.” This is why it is so important to SEE and KNOW, WHO we were created to BE, and WHO we were created to BELIEVE. This was a test of their faithfulness, through Obedience. Obedience and Disobedience both have consequences. We are created with Free Will, and Choice, so that we might choose obedience. We reap the consequences of the choices we make, of the seeds we sow. The consequences of the Choice of Obedience are: Spiritual Life, Health, and the abundant Blessings of God’s Provision, Protection, and Peace with God; which is intimate fellowship, and communion with God. The consequences of the Choice of Disobedience are: Spiritual Death and Separation from God; a loss of Intimacy, loss of Provision, Protection, Life, Health, Peace, and Communion. So the enemy, distorted The Word of God. He used a portion of the Truth, but not the whole Truth, of the Word of God, to manipulate her thinking. He made her question God’s Words, and question God’s Authority in her situation, as though God had withheld something good from her…Wisdom! She was deceived by the Lies, and by Satan’s manipulation of the Word of God. As she was Tempted, she saw that the fruit was good for food, the Lust of the Flesh, that it was pleasing to the eye, the Lust of the Eyes, and that it was desirable for gaining wisdom, the Pride of Life. This is the same way Satan tempts us all today. -He lies to us about our circumstances. -He distorts the Truth of the Word of God to manipulate our thinking. -He tempts us to question God’s intentions for our good. -He tempts us to doubt God’s Authority in our circumstance. -He tempts us to Believe that what he has to offer us, is better than what God has already given us. -He tempts us to Believe his word as truth, over the Authority of God’s Word as Truth. -He tempts us to disobey the Word of God, and sin. This was a Physical act with Spiritual consequences. Sin, and Death, entered humanity through this Act of Disobedience. Now, there was not only Good in the Garden. Now, they had knowledge of both GOOD and EVIL. The eyes of both of them were opened, and they KNEW. (Genesis 3:7) They knew EVIL. Evil entered into the world, through an Act of Disobedience to the Command of God. GRASPING YOUR GRACE When there seems but a glimpse to hold onto I close my eyes to make Fear go away and my Heart lifts its’ cries up to you, LORD grasping Your Grace for today I rest in the Peace that surrounds me when there is no peace to be found Lost in the list of Confusion as yesterday’s News brought me down LORD, You are my Strength and my Courage My Resting Place when I am weak You are the Rock that I stand on the Foundation of Love that I seek Faithfulness comes to the Faithful when all we Believe slips away And Your arms are the Wings that we fly on when everything else goes astray Believe the Beautiful!

BEFORE BROKENNESS Episode 4 THE BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING: Our Emotional, Physical, & Spiritual POSITION and CONDITION The Beauty of Being. After the Abuse, After the Cancer, After the Miracle. The Darkness of my night is over  and I am Awakened to BEAUTY. I am Awakened to The Beauty of Being The Beauty of Being here The Beauty of Being loved  The Beauty of Being beyond The Beauty of Being able  The Beauty of Being alive The Beauty of Being free The Beauty of Being transformed The Beauty of Being a Butterfly The Beauty of Being me BEFORE BROKENNESS Episode 4 THE BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING: Our Emotional, Physical, & Spiritual POSITION and CONDITION Genesis 1:1- 4 NKJV “Thus the heavens and the earth, and all the host of them were finished. 2And on the seventh day God ended His work which He had done. 3Then He blessed the seventh day and sanctified it, because in it He rested from all of His work which God had created and made. 4This is the history of the heavens and the earth when they were created, in the day that the LORD God made the earth and the Heavens," Then He blessed the seventh day and sanctified it, because He rested from all the work which God had created and made. in the day that the LORD God made the earth and the Heavens. God Blessed and Sanctified His completed work. (Genesis 1:3) Imagine a place where you are encompassed by LOVE itself, communing with God, Before Brokenness, living in The Beautiful in the Beginning. The Beautiful Garden of the LORD. Living in The Garden of God, with GOD. Surrounded by The Beautiful, surrounded and safe, living within a Boundary of Obedience. Imagine a place where Beauty, and Harmony, and Order, coexist together. Sound and Light emanate from every Living thing. Color, itself has LIFE, LIFE that dances. Imagine a place where your Words have creative, and imaginative Substance. Whatever Adam called each Living creature, that was its’ Name (Genesis 2:19). His task was to Speak, to Declare, and to Name, every Living creature. And so it was. The Tiger. The Leopard, The Jaguar, and The Chimp. The Giraffe. The Lion. The Stallion, and The Imp. The Beauty of a Word. The Beauty of Creation. The Beauty of a Creative Word. The Beautiful in the Beginning. The Creative force of a Living Word. Spoken. You Speak, and it Becomes. You Declare, and it is So. Isaiah 55:11 NKJV “So shall my word be that goes forth from My mouth; It shall not return to Me void, But it shall accomplish what I please, And it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.” Imagine, a place where there is Righteousness and Holiness, Purity and Justice. It is the purity of innocence, that has no Shame. Imagine the Freedom, and the fullness of Joy, expressed just by BEING. Imagine, there is a Foundation of Truth, on which all knowledge, and wisdom, is understood. The Knowledge of God is perfect, and pure, His Wisdom, endless. There is Peace that passes understanding. There is Hope that never ends. GOD WITH US. Perfect Communion. Perfect Union. Perfect Trust. Imagine, there is no ugliness, there is only BEAUTY. Imagine a place without Fear, Hatred, Anger, or War. Imagine a place without Suffering. Imagine waking up and living without Pain, or Sickness, or Disease. God’s Perfect creation. Perfectly Free, perfectly Loved, perfectly Beautiful, perfectly Whole, The Beautiful in the Beginning, in The Beautiful Garden of the LORD, EDEN. God’s Kingdom come, on earth as it is in Heaven. Blessed and Sanctified. Imagine LIFE without Brokenness. Imagine your LIFE without Brokenness. Imagine LIFE Before Brokenness. Image LIFE Beyond Brokenness. Imagine LIFE Healed. Imagine LIFE Healed, Whole, Holy, and Complete. Imagine, the BEAUTY of such a place. The Beautiful in the Beginning. Imagine BEING there in the Beginning, Before Brokenness. Imagine, the Beauty of Being. The Beauty of Being in the Presence of God, all the time. Walking with God in Glory. Talking with God in Glory. Imagine THE BEAUTIFUL. Imagine THE BEAUTIFUL. This was The Beauty of Being, in the Beginning, Before Brokenness. This is the LIFE God intended for all of us, as His Beautiful Creation, as His Beautiful Children. As His Beautiful Believers. As His Beauty Bearers. As ONE with God. This is the LIFE God intended for every Beautiful Believer. This is the LIFE God intended for you. LIFE in Eden. He calls you, “My Beautiful Believer.” You are ONE in Him, and you are ONE with Him, you are ONE in relationship. You are ONE with the Heart of Heaven. Before Brokenness, was Perfection. Here, in the Book of Isaiah, Isaiah, Prophetically speaks of EDEN as a place of flourishing LIFE. It is a place of Completeness and of Wholeness. It is a place of God’s Comfort, of Compassion, and of Love. EDEN is a place of Promise, of Healing, and of Hope. It is a place of Restoration and of BEAUTY to Zion, to the People of God. To you, My Beautiful Believer! YOU are Zion! Isaiah 51:3 NIV “The Lord will surely comfort Zion And look with compassion on all her ruins; He will make her deserts like Eden Her wastelands like the garden of the Lord Joy and gladness will be found in her, Thanksgiving and the sound of singing.“ This is God’s Promise of Redemption, for His Beautiful Ones, Living Broken. It is a promise to you. It is a promise to me. He says, “I WILL.” He looks with Compassion on all your ruins. He not only sees them, but He Promises to comfort you, in the midst of them, on the journey, in the waiting, and on the way. In the problem, in the process, in the promise, and in the pain. What ruins are you living in, My Beautiful One? What desert are you living in? What place of Brokenness are you needing to be Healed from, Rescued from, Delivered from, or Saved out of? A Step of transformation, to your next step of Beauty. He Promises to deliver you OUT of them. He promises to Heal your Brokenness and to Recover your Beauty. He promises to bring you back again to The Beautiful Garden of the LORD. To bring you back again To EDEN. To a place of Transformation. To a place of ONEness. To a place of Relationship. To a place of Completeness. To a place of Beauty and Harmony, WITH Him. Back to The Beautiful in The Beginning. Your ruins, your deserts, and your wastelands are Transformed into The Beautiful Garden of the LORD! To a place, to a state of Being. To The Beauty of Being. Before Brokenness. To a place of Restoration, of Healing, of Wholeness. Joy and Gladness are found there, Thanksgiving, and the sound of Singing! To Believe is Beautiful. To Believe and obey, is to do it God’s way. Healing begins by walking in Obedience. Psalm 119:73-80 NKJV י YOD 73  Your hands have made me and fashioned me;
Give me understanding, that I may learn Your commandments. 74  Those who fear You will be glad when they see me,
Because I have hoped in Your word. 75  I know, O Lord, that Your judgments are [a]right,
And that in faithfulness You have afflicted me. 76  Let, I pray, Your merciful kindness be for my comfort,
According to Your word to Your servant. 77  Let Your tender mercies come to me, that I may live;
For Your law is my delight. 78  Let the proud be ashamed,
For they treated me wrongfully with falsehood;
But I will meditate on Your precepts. 79  Let those who fear You turn to me,
Those who know Your testimonies. 80  Let my heart be blameless regarding Your statutes,
That I may not be ashamed. YOU ARE MY PEOPLE! Isaiah 51:12-16 New King James Version 12 “I, even I, am He who comforts you. 
Who are you that you should be afraid 
Of a man who will die, 
And of the son of a man who will be made like grass? 13 And you forget the Lord your Maker, 
Who stretched out the heavens 
And laid the foundations of the earth; 
You have feared continually every day 
Because of the fury of the oppressor, 
When he has prepared to destroy. 
And where is the fury of the oppressor? 14 The captive exile hastens, that he may be loosed, 
That he should not die in the pit, 
And that his bread should not fail. 15 But I am the Lord your God, 
Who divided the sea whose waves roared—
 The Lord of hosts is His name. 16 And I have put My words in your mouth;
 I have covered you with the shadow of My hand,
 That I may [a]plant the heavens, Lay the foundations of the earth, And say to Zion, ‘You are My people.’ ” Beautiful in its’ Time. Ecclesiastes 3:11
 "He has made everything beautiful in its’ time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end." He has made everything Beautiful in its’ time.
 I am who God created me to be,
yet I am not who I will Become.  
 Today, I am exactly where God wants me.
 I cannot move ahead at a faster pace, 
 nor can I choose to change my place.   
I cannot turn back time to yesterday
 And my tomorrows will always arrive, as another today. 
I am in the center of God’s will right here, right now.
 His Eternal time clock has set my course in Divine measure.
 I cannot arrive at its’ end too soon, nor can I be late.
 His perfect purpose has already been set in motion.
 There are Blessings behind and there are Blessings ahead,
 yet I cannot fathom what God has done from Beginning to End.
 He has given me Life and Breath and Today.
 Therefore, I can rest in this Truth in peace, and be thankful.
 He has made everything Beautiful in its’ time. This Dream Jeremiah 29:11 This Dream I have a Dream That I Believe I have my Faith In something I can’t see I know one day This Dream I have in me Will finally Be my Reality This Dream This Dream within me Has become a part of who I am And the Hope that this Dream gives me Keeps me Walking when I can’t stand And I know Deep in my soul That this Dream is what points me toward a goal And as long as God is in Control I’ll never let it go I have a Dream That I Believe I have my Faith In something I can’t see I know one day This Dream I have in me Will finally Be my Reality This Dream This Dream within me Is more than wishing on a star Because Dreams are all from Heaven A gift of Hope, planted in our Hearts And I know Deep in my soul That our Dreams are meant for us to hold And as long as you have the strength to Hope Never let it go God can make our Dreams come True He has put your Dream in YOU! I have a Dream Jeremiah 29:11 New International Version 11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Believe the Beautiful!

BORN TO BE BEAUTIFUL Episode 3 THE BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING: Our Emotional, Physical, & Spiritual POSITION and CONDITION - A Mother’s Heart - There is something about a Mother’s heart Unending love right from the start Given by God knit in the womb Woven whispers that burst into bloom Melodious harmonies of life can be found With every heartbeat creating new sound Visions of Purpose planted within Creating its’ path again and again Love interwoven into each breath Never abandoned even at death At the miracle of birth Angels burst into song Rejoicing the life God has carried along Seen and created in that Secret place Known and wrapped in God’s warm embrace Made perfect and pure, protected from harm Till it can be held in its Mother’s arm A heart that believes in Love at first sight will carry her through the darkness of night No shame, no regret, for the choice she has made of the gift of a child God created to save Though others throw stones rejecting the Truth This life has great worth of purpose and proof A future bought for by death on a Cross Already given, paid at a great cost The heart of a Mother sees Beauty and Grace Every time she sees that beckoning face Her heart has a hold that nothing can tear A bond not broken but burdened to bear A Mother’s Heart, holds Heaven in hand Spirit breathed LIFE purposed and planned Heavenly glimpses of Glory on earth God’s Image Bearers of Beauty at birth You were Born to Be Beautiful. Before the foundation of the world, God saw you and knew you. Out all of creation, He chose you. He chose you, and He created you, just as He purposed you to BE. He knew the day, the time, and the season of your Birth. He knew your form, and stature, and the value of your Worth. He knew the sparkle of your eyes. He knew the things that make you cry. He knew the freckles on your face, and the days you would need Grace. He knew the Love placed in your heart, and the Dreams that He would start. He knew you before you Became. He knew the Righteousness you would gain. The Beauty from ashes you will Proclaim, and the Glory you’ll bring to His Name. He knew the rebellious time of your youth, the search for Love, Security and Truth. He saw the adventure in your eyes, and the hope for Dreams, not yet realized. He knew the passion, and fire inside. The days you would run and hide. He KNEW you then, and He SEES you now. He knew everything about you, intimately and perfectly. His perfect creation. Perfectly Beautiful. And He breathed His Breath-of-LIFE into YOU. And He looked at all that He had made, and it was Very Good! Psalm 139:13-16 NKJV “For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother’s womb. 14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well. 15 My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. 16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, The days fashioned for me, When as yet there were none of them. Your days were fashioned for you, by God, before any of them came to BE. You were, before You Became. You were in the Heart of Heaven. His eyes saw your substance, being yet unformed, being yet unborn. And in Your book they all were written, the days You fashioned for me, before I came to BE. “I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works!” (Psalm 139:14) Just as God Spoke everything into creation through a creative and Living Word. You have been created, and are ALIVE, through that same creative, and LIFE giving, Living Word. Created to BE, by God’s Breath of LIFE! Apart from God, we are BREATHLESS! Song of Songs 2:10-15 The Passion Translation 10  The one I love calls to me: Arise,[a] my dearest. Hurry, my darling.[b]     Come away with me![c]     I have come as you have asked     to draw you to my heart and lead you out.     For now is the time, my beautiful one. 11  The season has changed,     the bondage of your barren winter has ended,     and the season of hiding is over and gone.     The rains have soaked the earth[d] 12  and left it bright with blossoming flowers.[e]     The season for singing and pruning the vines has arrived.[f]     I hear the cooing of doves in our land,[g]     filling the air with songs to awaken you     and guide you forth. 13  Can you not discern this new Day of Destiny     breaking forth around you?      The early signs of my Purposes and Plans     are bursting forth.[h]     The budding vines of new Life     are now blooming everywhere.     The fragrance of their flowers whispers,     “There is change in the air.”     Arise, my love, my beautiful companion,     and run with me to the Higher Place.     For now is the time to Arise and come away with me. 14  For you are my dove, hidden in the split-open rock.[i]     It was I who took you and hid you up high     in the secret stairway of the sky.     Let me see your radiant face and hear your sweet voice.[j]     How beautiful your eyes of worship     and lovely your voice in prayer. 15  You must catch the troubling foxes,     those sly little foxes[k] that hinder our relationship.     For they raid our budding vineyard of love to ruin what I’ve planted within you.     Will you catch them and remove them for me?     We will do it together. God is calling you to Himself. He has heard your HEART cry. He is drawing your Heart to His. He is beckoning you to come, and to BECOME, all He has called you to BE. He is drawing you out of your hidden place, and leading you out of your Brokenness. He is calling you into a new Day of Destiny. Now is the time, My Beautiful One! Come. The Season has changed. The Bondage of your barren Winter has ended, and the Season of hiding is over, and gone. The Season for Singing, and pruning the vines, has arrived. It is a New Day of Destiny, breaking forth around us. You are His Beautiful companion. He is calling you up to a Higher Place. He wants to see your radiant face, and hear your sweet voice as you sing! Arise, My love, My Beautiful One. He says, “Run with me to the Higher Place.” Won’t you run with Him? YOU ARE CHOSEN! Isaiah 41: 8-13 NKJV 8 “But you, Israel, are My servant, Jacob, whom I have chosen, The descendants of Abraham My friend, 9 You, whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, And called from its farthest regions, And said to you, ‘You are My servant, I have chosen you and have not cast you away: 10 Fear not, for I am with you; Be not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you; I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’ 11“Behold, all those who were incensed against you Shall be ashamed and disgraced; They shall be as nothing, And those who strive with you shall perish. 12 You shall seek them and not find them— Those who contended with you, Those who war against you Shall be as nothing, As a nonexistent thing. 13 For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, ‘Fear not, I will help you.’ “Fear not, I will help you.” Isaiah 41:13 He is calling you to BE CROWNED WITH HIM IN GLORY, and out of the Shame of an old Abusive story. He is calling you to BE THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD IN CHRIST, past the Burdens you have bourne, yet have carried all your Life. He is calling you to BE HOLY AS I AM HOLY, Sanctified by Him, and Healed in Spirit, in Mind, and in Body. He is calling you OUT OF THE DARKNESS and into HIS MARVELOUS LIGHT. He is calling you to BE THE BEAUTIFUL BRIDE OF CHRIST. He has already done it. He has made The Way for you. “This is the way, walk in it.” (Isaiah 30:21) You are A WARRIOR! You wear Warrior Wings! You will Defeat Darkness! You will Overcome by the Blood of the Lamb, and by the Word of your Testimony! You will be Washed in the Water by the Word! God has already done it! It is a finished Work on the Cross! Take up your Spiritual Authority, and Walk in it! You were BORN TO BE BEAUTIFUL. You have ALL Spiritual Authority over ALL the power of the enemy, in Jesus name! God has already won the Battle! You will take up your Sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God, and you will slay your Spiritual Enemies! The Battle is not yours but God’s. (2 Chron. 20:15) Take everything back the Enemy has stolen! In the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth! Amen! They Are Who You Are They are who you Are They are the Echos of your eyes The Voices of your shadow The Pattern of your life They are who you Are The Force within your soul They are the Promise of your future These Children that you hold They are who you Are They are the Product of your seed The Living, breathing meaning That Drives this life you lead They are who you Are The Treasures of your worth They are the Greatest contribution You will have upon this Earth They are who you Are They are the Chisels in God’s hand The reason that I Love you The Making of the man He Sent His Word and Healed them! Psalm 107:19-22 New King James Version 19 Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,
And He saved them out of their distresses. 20 He sent His word and healed them,
And delivered them from their destructions. 21 Oh, that men would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness,
And for His wonderful works to the children of men! 22 Let them sacrifice the sacrifices of thanksgiving,
And declare His works with [a]rejoicing. An invisible Voice from the inside out. Believe the Beautiful!

THE HEART OF HEAVEN HERE At CREATION Episode 2 THE BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING: Our Emotional, Physical & Spiritual POSITION and CONDITION Beautiful for You  I want to be where I can feel Your presence  Let me come before You LORD  and Worship from my very soul I want to love You from my very essence  and give to You my everything, my all LORD take me to the place of true submission  Where nothing in my life  would keep my heart from being true  I want to be a pure and Holy vessel  So I may be Beautiful for You I want to be Beautiful for You  I want to be Holy through and through I want to be everything You want me to be  I want to be Beautiful inside  where I have nothing left to hide  LORD, I want to be Beautiful The Beauty of this World is ever fading and the confidence I have cannot be in what others see  My deepest longing is to have a life that pleases You  A life that shows an inner purity I want to be Beautiful for You  I want to be Holy through and through I want to be everything You want me to be  I want to be Beautiful inside  where I have nothing left to hide  LORD, I want to be Beautiful You sacrificed Your life out of Love for me  and every day I live my life so selfishly  Won't you cleanse me from my sin  Purify me from within  that I might truly be Beautiful LORD, I want to be Beautiful  “I will give them a HEART to know me, that I am the LORD. They will be my people, and I will be their God, for they will will return to me with all their HEART.”                                    Jeremiah 25:7 The Heart of Heaven. Who can see an invisible force of LOVE? Or the PATH it takes? Who can know it? Who can speak of it? It is in the wind, as the Breath of GOD. It shines as Beauty in the mountains, and on the sands of the seashores. It rises with every morning, and beats its’ beat. The Heartbeat of Heaven. Hallowed in the Heavens, and on the Earth. It fills all space and time, throughout Eternity, yet cannot be measured. It is Holy, and it is Infinite. It is LOVE. Its’ GLORY feeds the sunrise, and the sunset. The Heartbeat of Heaven sustains all LIFE. It is in the flower. It is in the forest. It is in the lion. It is in the lamb. It is in the bug. It is in the butterfly. It is in every fish of the sea, in every bird of the air, and in every beast of the field. It is in ALL of Creation. But the most BEAUTIFUL of all creation is YOU. Genesis 1:1-4 NKJV “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. 2 The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. 3 Then God said, “Let there be light”; and there was light. 4 And God saw the light, that it was good; and God divided the light from the darkness.” “Then God said, “ Let there be light”; and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good; and God divided the light from the darkness.”(Gen.1:3-4) In Heaven there is Light. In Heaven, there is no Darkness. In Heaven, there is LIGHT, and LIFE, and LOVE, and BEAUTY, and the fullness of the GLORY of GOD, and all that is Good, and Holy, and BEAUTIFUL. GOD Spoke into the Darkness and there was Light. GOD Spoke into Creation and it was so. GOD, The Living Word, Spoke. John 1:1-5 NKJV “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made. 4 In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.” In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with GOD, and the Word was GOD. (John 1:1) The Living Word. All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made. In Him was Life. In Him IS Life. The Life IS the Light of men. (John 1:3,4) All Light, and Life, and Beauty, were Created with the creative force of A LIVING WORD. The Living Word spoke, and it Became living. The Living Word spoke, and it Became creation. The Living Word spoke, and it BECAME. The Living Word of GOD, spoke The Beautiful in the Beginning. The Living Word of GOD spoke LIFE, and LIFE was. The Living Word of GOD spoke LIFE, and it obeyed, and Became, all that GOD had purposed, planned, and intended it to BE, in the Beginning. The Living Word of GOD spoke, and it Became. It was performed, and perfected, and accomplished. The Beautiful in the Beginning, is the Creative force of The Living Word of God spoken, obeying, and Becoming. It is God’s Word in fulfillment. The Living Word of God is perfect, and pure. The Living Word of God is Holy, and True. The Living Word of God is Beautiful. From the HEART 
From the HEART of WORSHIP springs a fountain Overflowing melodies rejoice within the soul From the HEART of FAITH there lies a mountain Overcome by knowledge that our God can do it all From the HEART of BROKENNESS lies wisdom For there is the beginning of a life that God can use From the HEART of PRAYER flows God’s forgiveness To overcome the bitterness and pain from Hell’s abuse From the HEART of THANKFULNESS comes laughter Gratefulness and worry cannot mingle side by side From the HEART of SERVICE grows a leader Humility is honored far above our Human pride From the HEART of HEAVEN  comes a Healer Who reaches past the walls we’ve built to shut out all our pain From the HEART of GOD comes our Redeemer A Savior sent to DIE for us so we can LIVE AGAIN! A Little of You I look around at others And I see You work in them I see You in their lives I see You in their eyes I look at myself in the mirror And I look for a little of You My face looks back at me But what do I really see? I see a simple reflection Of what my appearance is I see the outside picture Without seeing what is within I know that my inspection Is only one point of view I hope that through their eyes They see a little of You I know that You are with me And You’re making me more like You You are building me into A smaller reflection of You But even though I’m changing I still see the “me” that I was Lord, I want others to see A little of You in me I want others to see Jesus in me… I see a simple reflection Of what my appearance is I see the outside picture Without seeing what is within I know that my inspection Is only one point of view I hope that through their eyes They see a little of You HIDDEN IN YOU Hidden in You You are my Refuge Hidden in You You are my Peace Hidden in You You bear my Burdens Hidden in You I find Release Hidden in You You are my Sustenance Hidden in You You are my Breath Hidden in You I find my Comfort Hidden in You You are my Rest Hidden in You You are my Confidence Hidden in You You are my Strength Hidden in You You are my Righteousness Hidden in You I’m made Complete Hidden in You You are my King of Kings Hidden in You You rescue Me Hidden in You You are My Beautiful One Hidden in You You set me Free Hidden in You You rise in Majesty Hidden in You I will Believe Hidden in You Baptized in Holy Fire Hidden in You My Destiny Hidden in You You are my Life Line Hidden in You You are my Love Hidden in You You are my Butterfly Dreams Hidden in You Blessed from Above Look at Your HEART Look at your Heart What do you See? Do you feel Trapped? Do you long to be Free? If you answered Yes Then here’s what to Do Trust in the Lord Jesus He’s Calling for You He’ll fill in the Void You’re feeling Within He’ll answer your Prayers And cleanse you from Sin He’ll show you He’s Real When you ask from your Heart He’ll change your whole Life Giving you a New Start So if Life seems as though It’s not worth the Pain Then there’s nothing to Lose But only to Gain Try talking to God It’s the right thing to Do And you’ll find New Life It’s Waiting for You Proverbs 2:1-8 (KJV) My son, my daughter, if you accept my words And store up my commands within you, Turning your ear to wisdom And applying your heart to understanding, And if you call out for insight And cry aloud for understanding, And if you look for it as silver And search for it as for hidden treasure, Then you will understand the fear of the Lord And find the knowledge of God. For the Lord gives wisdom, and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. He holds victory in store for the upright, He is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, For he guards the course of the just And protects the way of his faithful ones. Romans 14:17 (KJV) For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. Our HEALING will not come out of Good Nutrition, but from A Spiritually HEALTHY HEART. In Your Presence Psalm 16:11 English Standard Version 11 You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore. In Your Presence I bask in Your Glory In Your Presence There is fullness of Joy In Your Presence I am drawn to Your Throne room In Your Presence I am transformed and Whole In Your Presence I am changed by Your Beauty In Your Presence I am wrapped in Your Love In Your Presence I am righteous and Holy In Your Presence I am raptured above In Your Presence I worship The King of Kings In Your Presence I cry tears at Your feet In Your Presence I am Broken before You In Your Presence I am made Complete In Your Presence I worship You in Holiness In Your Presence I am lifted on Angel wing In Your Presence I am dancing in Your Glory In Your Presence I am worshiping my King In The Shelter of Your Presence You Hide Us Psalm 31:19-24 New King James Version (NKJV) 19 Oh, how great is Your goodness, Which You have laid up for those who fear You,
 Which You have prepared for those who trust in You 
In the presence of the sons of men!
 20 You shall hide them in the secret place of Your presence 
From the plots of man;
 You shall keep them secretly in a [a]pavilion
 From the strife of tongues. 21 Blessed be the Lord,
 For He has shown me His marvelous kindness in a [b]strong city!
 22 For I said in my haste,
 “I am cut off from before Your eyes”;
 Nevertheless You heard the voice of my supplications
 When I cried out to You. 23 Oh, love the Lord, all you His saints!
 For the Lord preserves the faithful,
 And fully repays the proud person.
 24 Be of good courage,
 And He shall strengthen your heart,
 All you who hope in the Lord. Believe the Beautiful!

THE SANCTIFICATION OF THE HEART From BROKENNESS to BEAUTIFUL - The Path of LIFE on this Journey Episode 1 Are You Weeping? Are You weeping Lord Jesus, when Your Spirit is grieved as You watch while Your children are slowly deceived? Do You sigh as a mourner, who mourns for the lost While You see Your own Sheep pay a desperate cost? They are losing their lives, giving in to Disease as they pray not for Healing but only for peace. They have lost all their Faith in “the God who Heals Men” saying yesterday’s Wonders were only for then. They no longer Believe in the Wonders and Signs that You Sovereignly did within Biblical times. And they say that those gifts You dispersed to your sheep were for only a few, and for them not to keep. For the Words of Your Power have been somehow misread, and the babes are then taught from those sadly misled. The whole of this Teaching is the fruit of a Lie and because of this fruit there are people who Die. Lord we claim all the Power that You have to give. For we know that in You, we may reign, not just Live! At the moment You died, by Your blood we were sealed, our sins all forgiven; by Your stripes we were Healed. And that Power which raised You to where You now sit was meant also for us, if we’d just Ask for it. For Time has gone by, it seems Ages have passed, yet the pool is untapped because no one has asked. Father, pour out on us Your incredible might. Pour upon us Your Spirit that we might Win the fight. Let Your Healing begin through the vessels You’ve made, for it’s time that we Build on the groundwork You’ve laid. Let the Blind see again and the Lame start to walk. Let the Deaf hear the sound of the Mute as they talk. Let the Faith of a child raise the Sick from their bed. Let the Voice of a Warrior call men back from the dead. Let the Body of Christ prove your Power and Word, And let Faith follow quickly when your Message is heard. Through the Oneness of us, Your Temple will stand, and the Works we will do will be that of Your hand. And all Glory and Honor will be given to You as the world sees the Signs and the Wonders we’ll do. And Your Children who doubted will no longer say, “The Spirit of God does not move today!” Psalm 56:12-13 King James Version 12 Thy vows are upon me, O God: I will render praises unto thee. 13 For thou hast delivered my soul from death: wilt not thou deliver my feet from falling, that I may walk before God in the light of the living? Ezekiel 34:11-12 NKJV “For thus says the Lord God: ”Indeed, I Myself will search for My sheep and seek them out. As a shepherd seeks out his flock on a day he is among his scattered sheep, so will I seek out my sheep and deliver them from all the places where they were scattered on a cloudy and dark day.” Our local Pastors, Ministers, and Lay Leaders are not trained or equipped to minister Healing to the Emotionally Broken, to the Physically Broken, or to the Spiritually Broken Body of Christ, within our own Congregations, or within our Surrounding Communities. As the Global Church, here and around our World, we have not sought God first, for our Healing. As a Society, within the Body of Christ, we seek first our Medical Communities when we need Physical Healing, and we are helped, yet we are not Healed. We seek first our Psychological Communities when we need Emotional Healing, and we are helped, yet we are not Healed. We seek first our Churches, or Religious Communities when we need Spiritual Healing, and we are helped, yet we are not Healed. And yet somehow as Believers, we are all still Living Broken. As a Broken Body of Believers, we have stopped Believing in the POWER of God to Heal us. We have stopped Believing in The Healing Heart of Heaven. We have not understood our Spiritual responsibility for this Mandate of Ministry among us. The Church of Jesus Christ is supposed to be a place of HEALING for the Sick, for the Oppressed, for the Rejected, for the Abused. For The BROKEN. We, as sheep, have been scattered. Because there was no Shepherd. We have become food for all the beasts of the field. Scattered over the whole face of the earth. We, as a Broken Body of Believers, have sent our own Broken Ones away, and out of our midst for Healing ministry. This is NOT Scriptural. There is nowhere to go. There is no HEALING MINISTRY among us for Believers within the local Body of Christ. We have erred from the Truth. We have sent our Emotionally Weary & Wounded Warriors away. I was one of them Battling Abuse. We have sent our Physically Broken Believers away. I was one of them Battling Breast Cancer. We have sent our Spiritually Sick Soldiers away. I was one of them Battling a Traumatic Brain Injury, and the hereditary Disease of Huntington’s, We have sent those with Broken Bones, and Broken Bodies away. I was one of them Battling a Broken Femur, and out of our midst for HEALING MINISTRY. We have LOST our way, because we have not known our way. I am here to help show you The Way to Healing Brokenness and Recovering Beauty. The Truth is, all Healing is Spiritual first. All LIFE begins and ends with God. Therefore, all HEALING begins and ends with God. All Healing begins at The Spiritual Level, through a Process of the Sanctification of the Heart. All Healing begins the same, because Healing begins in the Heart. The Brokenness of our Hearts, the Brokenness of our Physical Bodies, and the Brokenness of the Spiritual Body of Christ, are ALL a result of our own, and Individual, SPIRITUAL BROKENNESS. They all are the result of our own, and individual, Spiritual Health. Ezekiel 34:5-6 NKJV “They were scattered because there was no shepherd; and they became food for all the beasts of the field when they were scattered. My sheep wandered through all the mountains, and on every high hill; yes My flock was scattered over the whole face of the earth, and no-one was seeking or searching for them.” We have Believed the Lies so long that we don’t BELIEVE anymore. I have SEEN the Broken Body of Christ. I have BEEN the Broken Body of Christ. Our Spiritual Body, as a whole, is Broken and needs to be Healed. It is through this Spiritual Brokenness that we have become weak and unable to stand. We are Spiritually Sick as a Church, as THE Body of Christ! This is why we are NOT being Healed physically. This is why we are not being Healed when we are prayed for, and anointed with oil. This is why we are Sick, and dying in our Disease. We are not being trained in righteousness. We are not being taught how to fight our Spiritual Battles. We are Spiritually Sick Saints, and we are suffering as a Church Body, and we are not being ministered to in the area of Spiritual, Emotional, or Physical Health. We are taught about Salvation. We are taught about Evangelism. We are taught about Missions. We are taught about Grace. We are taught about Ministry. We are taught to serve, and to Minister to the needs of those around us, all around the World. And yet, we are NOT TAUGHT to minister to the Spiritual, Emotional, and Physical Brokenness of those who are within our own walls, of our Houses of Worship. We are NOT taught about Healing! We are not taught about the Sanctification of the Heart. We are not taught How to Heal the Broken. We are all LIVING BROKEN, and we are in desperate need of the Healing Power of God within the Church. We are in desperate need of THE HEALING HEART OF HEAVEN! My Beautiful One, You were BORN TO BE BEAUTIFUL! You were born from the HEART OF HEAVEN to BELIEVE in your HEART. You were created PERFECTLY in my sight and in my image. As an image-bearer of LIGHT and LIFE and BEAUTY. As an image-bearer you are triune in being, created in SPIRIT, in MIND, and in BODY.  You are ONE, just as I AM ONE. Together we are ONE. The BROKENNESS of this world and SIN have brought brokenness to our RELATIONSHIP, to all relationships. SEPARATION, ISOLATION, and REJECTION are all a result of this BROKENNESS in MY BEAUTIFUL BODY of BELIEVERS. Unity & Community are BROKEN as a result. The HARMONY of My beautiful Body of Believers has been broken. The HEART of My beautiful Body of Believers has been broken. The HOPE of My beautiful Body of Believers has been broken. You have not known THE HEART OF HEAVEN. You have forgotten your first LOVE.  You have forgotten THE HEART OF HEAVEN, but Heaven has not forgotten you! YOU are THE HEART OF HEAVEN, MY BEAUTIFUL BELIEVER. I AM …. BREATHING LIFE into the BROKEN. ONLY BELIEVE! My beloved spoke and said to me, “Arise, my darling, my beautiful one, come with me.” Song of Songs 2:10 Your Heavenly Father Believe the Beautiful!

THE MIRACLE AT THE BEAUTIFUL GATE: A Beautiful Miracle Testimony of Healing BEAUTIFUL is its' Name! Acts 3:9-10 (NKJV)  9 And all the people saw him walking and praising God. 10 Then they knew that it was he who sat begging alms at the Beautiful Gate of the temple; and they were filled with wonder and amazement at what had happened to him. ***** BEAUTIFUL is its' Name! My day began much like yesterday for these days are all much the same. I was carried again to the Temple Gate- BEAUTIFUL is its' Name. Day after day I come to this spot where I sit with my hand out and beg. I hope that some generous person might give to this cripple who can’t use his legs. It was three o’clock, the hour of prayer and the courts were starting to fill. I held up my hands to each passerby, yet they often came down empty still. Then two men, together, approached the Gate. They were two fishermen, I believe. When I asked for alms, one replied, “Look at us!” So I looked expecting something. He said, “I do not possess Silver and Gold” I listened as he continued to talk. “But what I do have I give to you- In the Name of Jesus Christ – WALK!” He took my right hand, and helped me up. My ankles and feet became strong! I leaped to my feet and stood upright, then I started to walk all alone! I went inside the Temple with them. I couldn’t stop praising the LORD! I could stand! I could walk! For the very first time! I’d received what I had prayed for! The people all saw me Walk and Praise God! Their faces showed they were Amazed! They remembered the cripple who sat at the Gate – BEAUTIFUL is its' Name! ***** Acts 3:1-10 New King James Version A Lame Man Healed 3 Now Peter and John went up together to the temple at the hour of prayer, the ninth hour. 2 And a certain man lame from his mother’s womb was carried, whom they laid daily at the gate of the temple which is called Beautiful, to [a]ask alms from those who entered the temple; 3 who, seeing Peter and John about to go into the temple, asked for alms. 4 And fixing his eyes on him, with John, Peter said, “Look at us.” 5 So he gave them his attention, expecting to receive something from them. 6 Then Peter said, “Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you: In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk.” 7 And he took him by the right hand and lifted him up, and immediately his feet and ankle bones received strength. 8 So he, leaping up, stood and walked and entered the temple with them—walking, leaping, and praising God. 9 And all the people saw him walking and praising God. 10 Then they knew that it was he who sat begging alms at the Beautiful Gate of the temple; and they were filled with wonder and amazement at what had happened to him. THE MIRACLE at The Beautiful Gate of the Temple… Beautiful is its Name. It was a Physical Miracle. It was an Emotional Miracle. It was a Spiritual Miracle. All three areas of BROKENNESS; Healed, Whole, Delivered, Sanctified, Redeemed, and Restored! What was it that allowed this man to receive his MIRACLE of HEALING? He had to Expect it. He had to Believe it. He had to Receive it. He had to Anticipate it, and Act on it. He had to STAND! He had to STAND on his Faith, or he would not STAND at all! It was at the Hour of Prayer. It is always at the Hour of Prayer, at the time when we are Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually spent, and desperate for God, in the 9th Hour, when we go to meet with God, needing a MIRACLE of HEALING! We are going to God with our Brokenness, in our Brokenness. We are going to the House of God, needing His Healing. Needing His Heart. Yet, we aren’t always allowed to enter in through the Gate! The Gate of Religion. The Gate of Pharasareism. The Gate of Humanism. The Gate of Traditionalism. The Gate of Racism. The Gate of Legalism. The Gate of Conformity. The Gate of Hypocrisy. The Gate of Man. We go to the House of God, wanting to meet God there, to worship, to pray, to hear the Word of God, Spoken. We come seeking God, to hear from The Healing Heart of Heaven, but we are the outcasts, because we are different. Because we look different. Because we aren’t Beautiful. Because we are Broken. Because we Worship differently. Because we Believe differently. Because we have never Believed. Abandoned at the Gate. We are left out. We are the lost ones. We don’t belong. We don’t fit in. We are forced to remain outside the walls of Community, unable to enter in, unable to serve God within the System. We are the outsiders. We are The Broken Ones. The Broken Ones. The lame, the abandoned, the rejected. The abused, the misunderstood, the neglected. The Ashamed. The ones outside of the System. All needing Healing, and yet not always finding a welcoming entrance, through that Gate. Not always finding the Healing we have hoped for, withiin the Temple Gate, within the Church Doors, within the Religious Systems of the Day, within the Broken Body of Christ. And yet, we need God! And yet, we meet God! GOD, in His Faithfulness, Mercy, and Love, meets us where we are, as we come to Him, at THE BEAUTIFUL GATE of His Temple. At The Beautiful Gate of His Heart, ALL may enter in! He waits for us where we are, to come to Him as we are. He Sees us where we are! He Heals us where we are! Outside of the rules and regulations of the Law. Outside of the rules and regulations of the Church. Outside the Gate. We are the ones He came to Save. Jesus Sees us! Jesus Frees us! Jesus Heals us! My Glorious Abba Heavenly Father, Thank You for The Beautiful Journey You are taking me on. You know my Heart. You know the Brokenness of my Heart, and the intimate places in my Spirit, my Mind, and my Body, where I need Healing and Restoration. I give them to You now. Teach me to open my heart to Your Spiritual Truths, during this Bible Study BOOTCAMP. Please open my Spiritual understanding, that I might have Spiritual Eyes to see, Spiritual Ears to hear, and a Spiritual Heart to understand, that I may turn, and Be Healed, and Become The Beautiful One, You have called, and created me to BE! Your Beautiful Believer! Please, help me to change my Toxic Thinking. Give me a Spiritually Transformed Mindset, from Brokenness to Beautiful! Your Word is Beautiful! I Believe! Forgive my unbelief. I thank You Father, for The MIRACLE of The Healing of my Broken Heart, right now. Thank You for my WARRIOR WINGS! In Jesus Name I pray, Amen. MEET ME AT THE ALTAR ***** Meet me at the Altar Let me lift my arms in praise Meet me at the Altar With one voice my heart I raise Meet me at the Altar Let me raise my voice and sing Meet me at the Altar Let me worship Christ, my King Meet me at the Altar Let me worship in my pain Meet me at the Altar Let my heart be whole again Meet me at the Altar Sing a song of sacrifice Meet me at the Altar Bring my offering to Christ Meet me at the Altar Let me dance before my King Meet me at the Altar Let me praise with tambourine Meet me at the Altar Let me stand in one accord Meet me at the Altar Purify my heart, Oh LORD Meet me at the Altar Let me sing in suffering Meet me at the Altar Let me give You everything Meet me at the Altar Let my Brokenness be healed Meet me at the Altar Let my righteousness be revealed Meet me at the Altar Let me worship on my knees Meet me at the Altar Let me walk in love, and peace Meet me at the Altar Let my heart be always true Meet me at the Altar Let me only worship You ***** Meet Me at the Altar And receive my saving Grace Meet Me at the Altar Let my Power fill this place Meet Me at the Altar And be Healed of Brokenness Meet Me at the Altar In Me, you can put your trust Meet Me at the Altar I will meet you where you are Meet Me at the Altar Let No Fear keep us apart Meet Me at the Altar Come on Broken bended knee Meet Me at the Altar I will set my people Free Meet Me at the Altar I will wash you white as snow Meet Me at the Altar I will cleanse the past you know Meet Me at the Altar I will bring you LIFE again Meet Me at the Altar I will Heal the Hearts of Men Meet Me at the Altar I AM waiting for you here Meet Me at the Altar Let My Spirit draw you near Meet Me at the Altar Let My Loving presence fall Meet Me at the Altar Won’t you hear the Master’s call? Meet Me at the Altar I Inhabit ALL your praise Meet Me at the Altar King of Kings. Ancient of Days. Meet Me at the Altar Let My Glory fill this house Meet Me at the Altar I will pour My Blessing out Proverbs 4:20-27 (KJV) My son, pay attention to what I say; listen closely to my words. Do not let them out of your sight, keep them within your heart; for they are life to those who find them and health to a man’s whole body.  Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life. Put away perversity from your mouth; keep corrupt talk far from your lips. Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you. Make level paths for your feet and take only ways that are firm. Do not swerve to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil. Believe the Beautiful!

SEASON 3! BREATHLESS! Podcast BREATHING LIFE! - A SPIRIT CALL AWAKEN A SPIRIT CALL AWAKEN I walk along the shadow of Your Spirit I hear the gentle whisper of Your Voice Behold the Morning Glory of Your Presence You beckon me come closer and Rejoice There is a New Beginning at the dawning Bringing forth the cleansing of the Soul Behold there is a Spirit Call Awaken Arise and lift your voices to the Call I AM the High and Holy One of Heaven Listen with your Heart to hear My Words Bringing forth My Beauty out of Ashes Bringing Light into the Darkness of this World Let Hope become the harbor for the Hopeless Let Faith arise and fill the Broken Soul Let Comfort cover lives with Pure Compassion Let Love restore and Heal to make Hearts Whole There is a Coming Time into this Season Blessed are those who call unto My Throne The Purifying, Cleansing has a reason – To bring the Hearts of men to Heaven’s Home This is A SPIRIT CALL AWAKEN! From the Heart of Heaven, to every Hurting Heart. To every Restless Heart. To every Broken Heart. To every Lost Soul. To every Unbelieving Believer! To every Beautiful Believer, LIVING BROKEN AGAIN. The SPIRIT OF GOD is Calling all hurting Hearts to THE HEALER! He is Calling YOU to His Heart, to The Healing Heart of Heaven. The Spirit of God, is Calling into your Spiritual Brokenness, to Meet you there, to Love you there, to Heal you there. It is a Process of Sanctification. It is a Process of Transformation. It is a Process of The Transformation of Your Spiritual Mindset; from Flesh to Spirit, from Death to Life, from Sickness to Health, from Bondage to Freedom, from Creation to Redemption, and from Brokenness to Beautiful! The Spirit of God is Calling to your Broken Heart, My Beautiful One, ARISE! He is Calling your Name. He is Calling His “Little Broken Ones”. To Arise. To Believe. To Begin Again. To Be Beautiful Again. To Become His Beautiful Believer. My Beautiful One! Come! He is Calling His KINGDOM to COME! To Come, on EARTH, as it is in HEAVEN! HERE and NOW! Today! It’s Time! It’s Time to BELIEVE! It’s Time to BELIEVE with me, and AGREE with GOD! For your MIRACLE! I BELIEVE, therefore I AM. Believe the Beautiful! YOU ARE The Beautiful in the Becoming. I AM The Beautiful in the Becoming. We are all, THE BEAUTIFUL IN THE BECOMING. And together, we BECOME HIS BEAUTIFUL BRIDE Sanctified, Holy, Pure, and True, on Earth as it is in Heaven. My beloved spoke and said to me, “Arise, my darling, my beautiful one, come with me.” Song of Songs 2:10 Listen with your Heart. Can you feel it? Can you hear it? Can you hear The Heart of Heaven Calling you? Can you hear the Holy Spirit Call AWAKEN? To My Beautiful Believers, Living Broken, “Arise, shine; for your LIGHT has come, and the GLORY OF THE LORD is risen upon YOU. For behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and deep darkness the people; But the LORD will arise over you, and His glory will be seen upon you. The Gentiles shall come to your light, And kings to the brightness of your rising.” Isaiah 60:1-3 Listen with your heart. Can you feel it? Can you hear it? Can you hear the Heart of Heaven Calling you? Can you hear the Holy Spirit Call AWAKEN? Arise, My Beautiful One, and come with me! LIVING BROKEN IN THE SPRING Living Broken in the Spring Crying over Everything World outside is fresh and green Bursting forth New Life unseen Storms and rainfall fill the earth Bringing dormant ground New Birth Calling Winter now be past Light and Life be beaconed fast Buds on trees are blossoming Blooming colors kissed by a King Waiting for the Word to grow Heaven putting on a show God’s own Glory on display Breathing LIFE in every day Birds are nesting in the trees Capturing flight upon a breeze The Sunshine calls me, “Come outside” “Little Broken One, Arise” Lift your weary head and see The life that calls you, “Come be Free!” Open up your Heart that mourns I was Broken. Wore the thorns Bore the Pain that you now feel So your Brokenness may Heal Walk this Broken Path with Me Your life is more than you can see Your heart is worth far more than Gold Not the words you have been told Brokenness is at the core But Freedom’s standing at your door Follow me into this place Feel my Love, my Hope, my Grace There is a purpose for this Season Though you cannot fathom reason Stuck inside within your Pain I AM Breathing LIFE, Again Listen to the Voice that Calls Living LIFE outside these walls Walk beyond your Broken Heart Tomorrow, is a brand New Start Believe the Beautiful!