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EPISODE · Feb 24, 2026 · 1H 12M

Alissa: 8 Years Later

from At a Total Loss · host Katherine Lazar

In this episode, Alissa returns to the podcast to share what life looks like 8 years after her daughter Anna was stillborn. If you want her full story, go back and listen to Episode #52 — we recorded that one 2.5 years ago, and hearing the evolution between then and now is powerful.  We talk honestly about grief life then vs now, how pain shifts but never disappears, and what it looks like to rebuild identity, perspective, and purpose after loss. Alissa opens up about parenting after stillbirth, navigating layered grief after losing her sister the year before Anna, and the unexpected “gifts” our babies leave behind — even when the journey is brutally hard.  If you’re newly walking this path, this episode offers real perspective on how things can change over time… while still honoring the parts that never will. And if you’re wondering how to keep your baby present as the years move forward, her insight is deeply grounding.  Alissa has always been incredibly transparent, and I’m so grateful our paths crossed early in my own journey. 🤍  Find Alissa on Instagram @lissables  And her sweet creations @a.missing.stitch  To register for 1:1 support or Group Sessions, go to KatherineLazar.com  Find your Loss Mom Posse on LossLink.com!  *************************************  NOTE: I am not a doctor or a therapist. This podcast is not in place of therapy. The views of my guests are not always reflective of my own.  I am just a real life loss mom describing her experiences with life after loss. These are my experiences, and I'm putting it out there so you feel less alone. Always do your own research and make informed decisions!  For more REAL TALK about stillbirth and grief, hit subscribe to be notified when another episode drops!  Find me here: Instagram @thekatherinelazar   Youtube: @thekatherinelazar  Website: www.katherinelazar.com      Local to Atlanta: https://www.northsidepnl.com/

In this episode, Alissa returns to the podcast to share what life looks like 8 years after her daughter Anna was stillborn. If you want her full story, go back and listen to Episode #52 — we recorded that one 2.5 years ago, and hearing the evolution between then and now is powerful. We talk honestly about grief life then vs now, how pain shifts but never disappears, and what it looks like to rebuild identity, perspective, and purpose after loss.

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