alone (through the walls)

I wrote this song while an all-nighter house party was going on upstairs. I recorded the party with my 3D microphone from my basement suite. At first, I was irritated because I felt left out, and then because it reminded me of a crazy house party I was forced to host in 2010. it reminded me of the feeling that I often had of having to be the coolest guy in the room who everyone liked. I feared being disliked all my life. it specifically reminded me of a crazy house party I felt like I was forced to host in 2010. My buddy invited strippers and drug dealers and the cops showed up and my dog ran away and we had to put out a search party and strangers were making out in my closet (that's going to be a song) and we had to kick the strippers and drug dealers out... It was stupid and wild and crazy and it made me contemplate my life decisions up til that point. Anyway, this song was written, mixed and produced in it's entirety a few nights ago amidst an absolute bender of chaos going on upstairs and thus includes some of Calgary's finest broadcast and music industry professionals in the background if you listen close. This one goes out to Kelley, sending love and prayers, my man.