An artistic gift

This is how strange insight is I've been thinking about not having inside and leaving inside alone and I was singing a little bit. And then realizing I was having an insight into how I'm waiting for the vibrato to come in. And it's not something I can do or Command now, but I can invite it and maybe it'll eventually happen. And then I was thinking about certain symptoms that I've had of like shaking and being cold and that sort of vibration. And then I had an insight into how maybe some symptoms can actually be signs of what our, our talent or gift was, or should have been, had we gone along that path, as opposed to going along a path of being mechanized and to some kind of function as a cog in the machine of society's commercialism. So I was having an insight into the possibility of how symptoms are, of suppose that illness are signs that might point to what our artistic gift was, and might have been. And still could be. And maybe talking about insights when I have them is good. That's why I'm just doing it now. And I haven't had a shower yet. I'll talk more later, I'm going to go back to singing while I have a few minutes of space to myself. finally made it out to the park. After procrastinating. I wanted to charge my spire and then put it on, but I forgot to put it on before I left. Support this show http://supporter.acast.com/bipolar_inquiry. See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.