an image came to mind where you all consumed my life like a roasted chicken. you had as much respect for me as you did a roasted chicken. that is a desperate group of people. that means you over reach. i heard one of you say a joke about a girl one tim

an image came to mind where you all consumed my life like a roasted chicken. you had as much respect for me as you did a roasted chicken. that is a desperate group of people. that means you over reach. i heard one of you say a joke about a girl one time that "everyone touches her but no one wants her" i dont think the kind of thinking is very smart but i understand what they meant. it is that they had no respect for her and put their hands on her. every time i tried to walk away. it was like being roped back in to be consumed again like a roasted chicken. that has happened continually for 12 years. at some point when i lived in shelters there were more hands off. but then like for instance, when i was a ride share driver, i started to get ahead, and they shut down the ride share accounts. or that guy proposed to me, etc. then things got shut down. i started to do better at a job, then the company reorganized and all of that stuff about losing my title, but still being able to log in. these are just a couple of examples. with the job i am talking about, they had actually kind of promoted me, then all of a sudden some girl came in and revoked the promotion. if i had been able to keep the promotion like the normal way, i would have started making more money etc. it seems like i was in a semi normal state at the job for about 1.5 years, then i was promoted, then the wierd stuff started to happen. that involved losing my title but then still logging in to the company but had no job, but was still getting paid. i dont think that happens at companies. these are just a couple of examples.