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i would still like to meet oliver tree. but it seems like i get busted up everyday in this situation. every day i feel like a worse person. so i may not have the same kinds of things to say to you.   i am not sure what to say about the girls involved because i havent been in a situation like this but i imagine you all want people to capitulate. i was like stuck waiting around. this is kind of different. but i am glad to have learned about oliver tree. no hard feelings, my friend. 

you guys are in the entertainment industry. there are plenty of beautiful women. i am not able to be in the middle of this. i am ready for this to be over.

they arent telling you but they are still trying to traffic me.   and the reality is, i will not sleep with the african people.  so it will never be.     i will die first probably with the pressure they keep putting out there.  but it wont happen.  the only way it would be is through force.  it will never happen.   if you visit the united states, you will face severe pressure  in this way.   this is why i believe the american african  should be blocked from freely traveling.  and should die out. 

i am concerned oliver tree and the girl are going to try to physically force me to be in the throuple.   i am telling you it wont happen.  the lady seems crusty. and also i would call the police as soon as i can tell what is happening. that is what i am saying, it was over before it began. i dont like the thought of that crusty lady thinking about me with oliver tree like they are brainstorming together about me. would you want that for yourself?  if you are in a relationship, what would you say if someone wanted to be with your partner to form a throuple, but you were not open to a throuple. i am not open to a throuple. but i think the lady is. i just want you to understand that there is no me and them, or them and me. or throuple. it just isnt a thing and wont be. 

so, i think oliver tree is in a dangerous situation where some of the people around him stage things.  so, if he married someone that his parents suggested he should marry, but he kind of didnt want to marry them, then i think he is in a losing situation and it will become a domestic violence case pretty soon.  if he was forced to marry someone he didnt want to marry. so, i think because he is around a lot of people that stage things, he should probably seek to live with people that he knows wont kill him.   oliver tree is in serious danger.  i wish i had known before i would have said he should seek to live with people that he knows wont get him killed.  that probably involves less traveling and stuff. i would hate to find out he shot his partner or something after realizing he was forced to be with someone.  but i hope he isnt that kind of person.   but i can see something like that happening.

im guessing trump is using the girl and oliver tree against me. he knows everything i say and will make sure that oliver tree keeps the girl in his life, it is because trump wants to punish me.   oliver tree may think this is a joke. but i am preparing for the person he will become once the girl has been removed. i am afraid oliver tree is not able to comprehend what is happening.  a disclaimer  is though that i dont know if the people are real. i am not sure which girl i am talking about.  but this is definitely a failure of seeking me out if oliver tree was trying to reach out to me. this is a severe failure.  but, i did not start it , oliver tree is the one that reached out to me.  it was over before it began looks like.  if his parents encouraged him to do the prank or live life this way or even encourage him to get to this point, they should be ashamed. i just need oliver tree to keep his domestic disputes away from me.  i see it as a domestic dispute at this point. 

they could start sending fake information about oliver tree to change his story which means he may be the only one that could moderate his own content.  i guess famous people do that all of the time.

i think they were only prepared to show me oliver tree when it was already too late.  i get the impression the girl is the point. they are telling me it is too late. that she is the winner or something.   but also today i was asking myself, how did i get into a situation where a girl is the bigger problem in the room. i thought it was very random.  i said, it is about as random as having an infected spatula in the kitchen, or a giant bowling ball in the living room. then i said, i would love to have a giant bowling ball in the living room, but it would most likely be too heavy.  but i was trying to say, how did a girl like that become the bigger problem in the room. it is random to me.  if there is a girl though, she will probably look for anything to help her keep oliver tree. including the things i said.  i am scared she kept tabs on me.  which girl am i talking about? i dont know. 

i dont know if oliver tree is alive. but if he is, i would imagine he cant break up with the girlfriend because it may get him killed. im not calling for abuse but im not trying to help the girl either. kind of sucks to be talking about a girl. i get the impression she is a political point for some people out there.  i dont know if any of these people i am talking about are real or if it is all fake.  i dont say that to make a joke, i am just saying it could be possible some of these people are not real.   i have not met oliver tree.  three months is kind of looking like the last place i kind of stop/keep wondering if oliver tree will reach out.   to me, i am kind of thinking that all of this can go away with the 2028 election or even 2026 who knows.  with a new administration and stuff. i think oliver tree put himself in danger with this prank. if he is still alive.

african slavery is a chapter that should die in history. the algorithms should be cleared of memorializing it to minimize it

i sometimes wonder if the internet still needs to be tweaked so the algorithms dont compare people to monkeys and animals.  i hear it is because they learn that from people. but maybe it can be changed.   i think they should take the current internet to put it in someones pocket then throw it in to the incinerator

i hesitate to talk about a 5000 dollar incentive, but most likely if they win the mid terms the u.s. cannot afford to give every american 5000.  i dont think you can believe anything he says anymore. i think all of you should continue to protect your own safety. 

i dont want to sleep with the invisible person.   it already ruined the day  , it is only 9:30 am.   it reminds me of a spell. the united states was so desperate that you had to put me in a jail to cast magic sex spells so you could take that part of my life to give it to someone else?    i am just going off of the story you all put out there.  but i keep in my mind what you said in the story.   if i could see who was there or what was happening, i could consent to it and there wouldnt be a problem.   but this is invisible.  i have no idea who is there or what it is being used for.  my guess is it is to take that part of my life to give it to someone else.   very bizarre to choose this for me in order to take people from my life in this way. the u.s. is that desperate?  if the physical person were here, there wouldnt be a problem.    it really reminds me of a spell to take that part of my life to give it to someone else. 

in my previous life up until the age of around 30, no one questioned my ethnicity really. i do sometimes think i was lucky to be able to live the life i had then. but for the last few years or so my ethnicity was under scrutiny more.  but the thing is, i think this is kind of an export of american culture.  so , for countries that have no history with slavery, i think you should be careful importing so much american cultural problem.   it wouldnt make sense for anti slavery sentiments to be exported to countries that maybe dont have much of a history with slavery. especially the american kind.   i may need to reword that. but  i am trying to say this back and forth or discontent you keep seeing with me having to talk about race all the time, was not the way i lived up until the age of about 30.    but it became more common for people to get in this trap of always having to explain their ethnicity as of lately here.  so , i dont think this is something that should be exported much.   that is why i think it could make sense to maybe give americans like refugee visas or whatever. that is kind of a joke, but i am being kind of serious that sometimes it isnt taken seriously enough   when people are questioning your ethnicity to the point it harms your life. 

i still feel bad about saying w n.   why would i insult a community that i more so align with.  that is going to be debated , but i do.  but i did not mean to insult everyone like that because i didnt mean it like that.   i think i use the n word because it is the worst insult i can think of. so pretty much i call everyone the n word    in mental illness  there is more to this story but i dont really want to add it. but i realized, no one probably cares or will be able to fill in the missing information, so if i would like to tell you something, i will need to tell you specifically. because other people will not be able to fill in the gaps.i started using the n word against everyone after i quit my job in 2024   i did that because i have been monitored  24/7  for many years. so i decided that if they are going to monitor me every minute, each time they catch me, they are going to hear me calling them the n word. does that make sense? some of you may not understand.  also during that, biden and harris were in office. so i knew that if i said the n word in their direction, that harris  would not be able to tolerate the phrase.  and that is why i started to assume she was going to work up an operation to get me back for calling them the n word.   which is probably why i had a guilty conscience that one day and thought i overheard someone say the n word under their breath.   but  the reality is,  they may not have said anything.  around the same time, i may have been dealing with worse mental struggle because i had quit.    that is real. but i mean, i guess i will talk about the n word for you.  as far as i know, i dont have any proven african ancestry.  growing up i was not told anything like that, then i met my father at the age of 19 and he said in passing that he could have an african ancestor from way way back. i asked him to explain what he meant but he didnt have much to say that it just could be. then he showed me family pictures but there were no family members with african ancestry. that is my account of the situation.   i only met my father a couple of days in life as an adult.  he was semi present when i was a child i think until the age of like 4 or 5 then i did not meet him until i was 19 and only met him a total of a few days as an adult.  i havent seen him since.  he did not look like someone with african ancestry to me.  his friends and family members do not look like they have african ancestry.  so, that is all i can tell you. but anyway, i was calling everyone the n word starting in 2024.  mostly because i was bitter that they jacked up my job so much that i quit.  most people are not able to use the n word.   even i was not able to use the n word.  but because of this situation, i started to use it. i have a feeling that harris could use this point as a wedge against me in a run for 2028.  so i thought i dont want to be a wedge again.  so i am telling you more of the story. for the record though, no one calls me the n word in real life.  i feel as though that  could be proven because i mistakenly thought i heard something like that for the first time in 2025.   hear someone use that word against you for the first time.   chances are, that is not what the person said but it was a guilty conscience.  but because i described it on here, i kind of immortalized it.   even though, it has never happened in real life. 

i am going to say these things on here because i am not sure if i will get the chance to meet oliver tree. because i am not sure if he is still alive.  i think so, but i am not sure.    1.  i would like to ask. is oliver tree still alive?   2.  if i had known about oliver tree many years ago, i am not sure that things would have gone the way they did.  i would like to apologize to oliver tree because i do not think i would have behaved the way i did if i had known about him.   and in that fact, i do not think he would have suffered what he did.   i think he deserved better.  so, i would like to tell you that i think you deserved better. and i am afraid you went through things you did not have to go through because of me.   i would have probably liked you if i learned about you many years ago.  i am just saying this because i have gotten some stuff suggesting oliver tree was trying to reach out.  but like i said before, i could have misinterpreted those things.  3.  i would also like to say that i am not sure if i am just strange, but i completely missed the beginning of internet culture.  so if the internet culture was strong by 2015, i was not part of it.  i did not start using a smart phone until around 2015/2016.     was there a strong internet culture by 2015? if so, i didnt even use the smart phone until then.  so  i am probably not from a different timeline. i am probably just one of those kinds of people that didnt really get in to technology.  

 i feel like i need to explain a little bit more. i used the phrase w n  because it seems that djt  doesnt understand that he is socially higher than other people   and cuts people down anyway.   i used the phrase w n   not because of his skin color but because he is socially higher than people but still cuts people who are lower than he is down.  sometimes it feels like i am competing for the same musical chair as he is . which doesnt make sense to me,   i didnt realize how what i said came across  so i would like to try to explain    i dont think i would have said something like that  if he wasnt cutting people down    i do think he , their family is socially higher than me  

who is going to hang you if you lose the war. what would losing the war look like. hopefully russians and ukranians just stop dying. https://youtu.be/a4bjBurg3_E?si=21Bnaqlb4Z2290S5

w n   was meant for    trumps   but may have been just as harsh to everyone else    which is not what i meant to do 

im sorry oliver tree. i hope you dont hate me now. 

i would like to tell russia that russians are too precious of a gene pool to keep sending in to war. same for ukraine.  you guys do not understand just how much you should not be dying.

the last two groups of people that should be dying in modern day  are russians and ukrainians.    the gene pool cant survive losing russians and ukrainians.  that is why i think they should stop fighting.   supposedly 35000 people are dying each month.  no one knows if that is true . hopefully not. 

i think hegseth rubio and trump treat me like an oil reserve to be tapped. which is why they brokered the deal.  it comes down to skin color.  that lady's skin color is darker than mine. it has something to do with it. she has a narrower nose than i do. so she could see herself as whiter than me. and maybe as like that is the reason they can exploit me for the deal.  because of my nose.  i kind of feel like the organisms that turned into an oil reserve millions of years ago.  am seen like that and being used like that. they tapped me like a human shield and resource for the deal.  they use me for deals in latin america.  but i will continue to be penniless on the sidewalk.  but they will use me as the mirror in the sky for latin america.  and tap the oil reserve of my life.  it feels like a spicket being put in my side. and tapped by that lady. i could be more vulgar on where the spicket spigot is placed.  but i wont.    https://youtu.be/HiADvkspcAk?si=Q0Zua5XFxJRxvFgpthe mirror in the sky in latin america will be.  pointed at me, to compare, and they will say, look at her nose.  do we have a nose like that? and then they will look at their nose in the mirror. and it will be straight. and they will say, no we have a narrow nose.  so we will broker the deal in a narrow nose image. we will not broker a deal in her noses image. 

 seems like i was forced in to a deception for many years 

earlier i saw donald trump as an infant. i think he saw himself having a child with me.  that wound up leaving me with no one in my life.   i think he used this mentality to block others from me.    he is someone i have never met.   but also like how inappropriate is it to select a random person to do that to.    he has returned to infancy.     i feel bad.   someone else can approach him as an infant.  it cant be me.    maybe it means he will finally move out of the way.    no offense   but i never saw you that way until an hour ago. 

you gotta stop sewing discord djt   giving me a bad name here and there and everywhere stay off the phone with people calling them about me   stop giving me a bad name   get off the phone you busybody 

i have to tell you all this because americans are trying to find somewhere ot go. i am going to talk about russia and china.  and i guarantee americans are going to follow suit. because america is dumb fucked. but anyway, like, russia and china,  i have no ill will toward your leaders and would respect the ccp and  russian government.  i only have animosity toward donald trump. i most likely wouldnt try to go to russia or china though because i think donald trump would try to keep me from going there.  for some reason i feel like i am a scapegoat for donald trump.   if i could have left the united states maybe a few months ago  or years ago.  you would never have heard me talk about donald trump or say that i wanted to harm him. because if i didnt live here he probably wouldnt have worried about me.    he gangstalked me  to cause me to lose composure   to look bad    and now i am  seen as a threat because of the opinions i shared online.   i have literally been living on sidewalks and without any money for many years over the last several years.  yet i am a worse criminal than donald trump.  he is a boar. 

i think donald trump is going to try to get me blocked from going to the places i want to go     which means he is closer to getting rid of me   which for some reason is always what he wanted to do    ive never met him   it was always genocide i think   i think i was kind of the first one to be put in a concentration camp of djts movement

i think this was just another way for them to run me out of seattle.  like what is wrong with you people  what are you on.     for the last two months they went through a major plot to get my attention   and in the end it just seems like an another attempt to run me out of the city or worse    i cant imagine being a person that was like lets go through a 2 month diversion to try to run her out of the city and country 

venezuela is donald trumps way of ensuring he will be able to gangstalk americans or anyone really in latin america.      ive told you who he supports before. it is for them.   he does not like mongoloids   if you are not able to see american  media    his staff go around saying they dont want mongoloids everywhere in america    so they have been kicking them out donald trumps mentality toward latin america    reminds    me of     the american farmers attitude toward migrant workers.    they are treated like 3rd and 4th class citizens by the american farmers because they are usually here illegally.     the farmer   migrant worker    breaks people.  it breaks the migrants.   and it breaks americans with latin american ancestry.    venezuelans   dont need farmer donald trump walking in     to treat them like 4th class citizens.  ultimately to cause them to die out.    he doesnt need to go in there to force marriages either.  most likely he will ship a bunch of african americans to venezuela to get rid of them and hten to force the venezuelans to marry them.    because he is a trafficker   or he owes the african american community something.   he is trying to stay alive and not get butt raped by the big black american at the end of the day for donald trump, it always seems to be about trying to traffic people.    his family and himself will come for me.  i hope they do.  because i am tired.   i hated you folks the whole time.  and im just really tired of your secret hatred and antics.      at this point i am not sure if venezuela is trying to   take energy from american hispanic people or not.   but i do think it would be better for someone like rubio   to lead in venezuela over    djt     because djt   breaks people    rubio will be better for venezuelans   hopefully rubio  will take over the accounting and make sure the trump family doesnt get one penny from the oil      but after saying this about rubio   i have a feeling djt    will remove rubio now           maybe now you can go back in to the private sector like you wanted to ten years ago    you are welcomedjt is not going to let your family move there.  he is going to move his family there. rubio.  djt acts like they are the refugees. 

i feel like donald trump has feet that turn inward. for that reason i would like to break his ankles.  doesnt matter what you do i would still like to put you in the ground at every turn.  

i would shoot rubio and djt  for sure. i think rubio knows that.   the jokes are over rubio.  id punch your face in to the ground so hard.  it was genocide from the beginning       letting djt  be the spokesperson looks like greasy djt nigger taking over. not rubio moving his whole family to venezuela to escape greasy djt nigger.  are you going to move your family to venezuela. is that what it is about.  i would understand.  are you going to protect the venezuelan people from being eliminated?   is maduro still alive?  was there no fair trial? 

please dont make anyone i know kill djt     there has just got to be a way to get him to resign without taking his life 

venezuela please postpone the agreement until 2029    that is what they do in the u.s. when they dont want something to pass

can you imagine a world where donald trump is no longer in charge? every second that ticks by is thick with donald trump   can we just get a break and get a breeze back    anyone else will be better    

they are making it so that the only choice i will have is to live outside in the u.s.  and so i wont do that much longer.  so i am going to try to leave.  

im just kidding  i wouldnt . but now that i said that i am not sure if i could stop someone who would want me to do that.    but djt should know like i am not kidding i could not wait another day until you are no longer making decisions.   but i do think that djt is using that agreement with secret society, like they can kill anyone, to his advantage.   he is using that to his advantage. which is why he is doing everything he is doing. and i am guessing even the secret society cant stop this beotch.  

none of us know if anyone in venezuela is even actually alive anymore.  because of the use of artificial pictures.    i would like to someone who maybe opposes donald trump to verify if anyone that signed the agreement in venezuela is actually alive.  or if it is a forged document.  i would ask venezuela if can they pause the agreement until 2029  

just think of how much less donald trump could do, if he didnt have any eyes. 

maybe some pirates need to block the u.s. from taking the oil in venezuela.   need some accountants to go over there and make sure the u.s. doesnt get a penny.  if a couple of politicians in venezuela agreed to it,  they will regret it when they see themselves die out of their own country and the u.s. take over with their own people. the venezuelans wont survive. 

every second that ticks by gives donald trump another chance to violate something else   i think he sees any boundary as a pussy he should rape  you know.   do you have boundaries? donald trump sees you as a bunch of pussies to rape.  he sees your boundary as a moist pussy. that he cant wait to get his hands in.  do you understand?

i hope someone will help venezuela to keep them from getting hosed by the united states.  it just really shouldnt be the u.s. taking over latin american countries.  

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if some time traveler came to try to change the past. sadly, i dont think you can change the past.   i feel very sad.

if i were close enough i would kill this person.  he probably did turn oliver tree against me and got him to marry someone in the last couple of weeks. it would have only been in the last few weeks if so. because project 2025 had something kin to marriage camp plans. this is who donald trump is.  he had a problem with me the moment he laid eyes on me and i have been in a concentration camp since.    this seems like donald trump sticking his penis in something against its will again. https://youtu.be/gQZ7HVQzKaE?si=PzENjnn5q6EMXQtqi dont think i am going to make it out alive.  and i will be glad to try to take this person out.   im just being very forward with you to help you understand just how welcome you are not in my life.   you dont seem to understand. you are not invited to my party, trump.  not even the glance of your eyeballs.  they are not welcome. your gaze.   in fact, your eyes get you in  a lot of trouble.   if someone were to remove your eyes,   you wouldnt be able to get in trouble anymore.your gaze is not welcome.  you need to look over there. do you understand.i would fucking murder you for sure.  do you understand.keep the border open so i can leave. otherwise.   you will take me in to custody and to court this time.    not the  invisible gangstalking courts. venezuela has the right to refuse conditions from the u.s. concerning oil at any time.  so does latin america.   you cannot impose yourself on them  because you greasy nigger.

this video just rolled across. https://youtu.be/DHy8qIVgjik?si=akn2LgyNHSTLcVFj     https://youtu.be/R8AMXxx8-6E?si=UQLccWlXodzqKkGV   https://youtu.be/Y-6Ij2v6kTM?si=IfPiwPO_k7_rqfqw       looks like spain was trying to allow migrants to live in spain. but the spanish citizens are over it so they are chasing them out with rocks and stuff.   so, i mean i am not an expert on migration or anything. so , it looks like in general there are a lot of places that are not able to sort of protect the culture for the citizens or whatever. and that is why the spaniards are mad.   so what you should do is.  maybe be more proactive about enforcing the border not in hate but in order to protect your citizens.   you should not feel bad about keeping migration stable and not overwhelming the country.  there is no shame in that.  and the migrants they can adjust to maybe going home or being monitored more as a guest resident in spain.    so it looks like theres more than one   kind of like   ecosystem.   you have parts of the world that can travel   and then you have parts of the world   that cannot and are refugees.    and so ,   like i was talking about earlier.   with americans,  they can travel but they also can fight each other abroad.  then on the opposite end of things happening at the same time, you have migrants like these.   so it is kind of confusing  trying to     create a system  for the people that can travel    and creating a system for the people that cannot travel, the refugees.   refugees can also be people with money, but maybe they are highly disrespected in the country they come from.     the citizens are probably overwhelmed by the  problems the regular travelers and the migrants.https://youtu.be/Y-6Ij2v6kTM?si=IfPiwPO_k7_rqfqw      my opinion is you should probably stop trying to send politicians to jail     just end their term and let them go     i think it creates more problems trying to prosecute people who go in to politics than it helps.  just be like,   maybe it is not complete immunity but if they break the law or whatever,  just remove them   and like ask them  to sign the paper that says they will leave but not go to jail   

you may need to understand that there is a certain level of gangstalking coming from the united states. and if americans are looking for other americans "abroad"  most likely the sources that are looking for americans abroad will need to be verified as like legitimately from the government. otherwise, it is most likely gang activity or crime of some other sort. and i guess with that, americans may fight other americans "abroad"  at this point as well i think. 

this is how some of you see me. still biting.  https://youtube.com/shorts/stwXXMmKOfY?si=Q9TC-DQvvsCjuNr4            that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.       but each day that goes by, it seems like leaving the united states would end the shenanigans. for the record, if they had a problem with what i did, they should have used the court systems.  but no one ever reached out to me in person.  i think it may be considered kind of gangstalking.  im not really that great with using the word. but i think it could apply.this is what i am telling you that they put me half way in the ground.  that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.  that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.  that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me. that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.   that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.  that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me. that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.   that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.  that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me. that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me.   that is what i asked from the beginning. that you would not kill me or rape me. 

ukraine should probably stop hitting the oil refineries.  because you are giving room to kanye west and donald trump to take over.  https://youtu.be/DFFP4YWOM9E?si=sykmH0_vXqM09roE

i dont really want to talk about kanye west. but i think kanye west should be careful about russia.  i think he may need to be sanctioned.   he could maybe be captured  to see if he is a real person    because he seems to have more strength than most people.  both donald trump and kanye west sometimes i think   they are not real but with kanye west   he is trying to   one up the united states.    by putting his tenticles in russia     but it is because he is looking for somewhere else to live   he is a scary person to me    because he is riding on the economic down turn of russia     he basically seems to see himself as the same level as anyone  including leaders and stuff   but he is not   that is why he is so callous  to try to take over