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is this mexico city?  when i think of mexico, i dont think it looks like this. you all should realize that i have not be able to go here because of the cultural conflicts. that also includes cultural conflicts that lead to poverty in the united states.  but if this is mexico city, i can see why they all think they are better than people in the u.s. when they travel here. when i think of mexico, i think of dirt roads and stuff. ive been to monterey i know they have some development.  grocery stores and stuff, i didnt see anything like the video though. just houses grocery store paved roads. not the kind of development in the video. i am just being honest because i was kind of like turned in to one of those kids that get locked in or whatever when it comes to mexico. i remembe people from mexico would hassle me about mexico then now i am realizing they would disappear to go back. but when they spent 20 seconds with me they were in my face about viva la mehico. very mean stuff.  this is very pretty.  it is kind of strange that i wasnt allowed to be a part of this. https://www.msn.com/en-us/travel/article/colorful-houses-stacked-along-a-steep-urban-hill/vi-AA21KXIS?ocid=socialshare

i am actually kind of upset that it got to this point, but to me it seems like they are hiding something.  but actually, i am starting to wonder if they are trying to move like everyone to the north and south america because of "climate change"  supposedly, in the news, i saw that a lot of people are dying in france because of the heat.  are they trying to move everyone from europe and asia and probably africa to north and south america? i saw a video of an "influencer" walking through paris recently, and he was pointing out that it looked like downtown chicago, instead of what you think france will look like.  restaurants , etc. i asked the internet:  Can North and South America Support Everyone Alive Today?"North and South America together have the geographic, demographic, and economic capacity to support the current global population, but whether they can do so sustainably depends on how resources are allocated, environmental limits, and global cooperation."that is bad news, because it probably means they are migrating everyone to north and south america but they are not telling people   i think everyone from europe asia and africa would rather live in north and south america.  that is not good news for the people that live in north and south america, it is good news for the people that they want to migrate. but i feel bad for the heat wave     if people are dying  i think this is the kind of people you are dealing with  , with elon etc.   this is probably who they are.   no one appreciates that kind of stuff.   arent you canadians?  would you do that to canada?  has canada ever considered you a traitor? or is canada not allowed to consider you a traitor because it is part of the common wealth?   maybe instead of ignoring the soveriengty of all those countries, you can tell everyone there is a humanitarian problem and people from asia, europe and africa need to migrate due to "climate change" and then the soverign countries can accept hte people.   except, i bet you know that those countries will not take in all those people   that is probably what is going on

im sure elon musk is a very big fan of this. probably wrote on state departments website himself. im surprised they didnt play rap music when they congratulated this lady. elon always gets what he wants i guess.  talk about a terrible first introduction for myself concerning elon. this guy has been steamrolling to always get what he wants.   i doubt americans will be able to visit peru now and elon will move his japanese partner and children to peru  i am guessing it is their new playground permanently.   i think everyone should probably be very afraid.   kinda seems like the technography thing they were talking about.  not sure if this lady realizes, but it looks like her election was fixed by elon himself. so because of that, she looks like an illegitimate winner. and if you are an illegitimate winner, people wont really like you.  kind of dictator vibes.  she gonna samuri sword me now.  yes, that is a reference to japanese culture, from which you are a part of 100 percent. your parents were japanese immigrants.  last time they jailed her family and something like that i guess because they disagreed with the election.  that is pretty serious allegations against their family.  so if she is back, and it looks like a fixed election, then its kind of like, looks like dictatorship.  why does it look like japan is suddently trying to take over everywhere.   they tried to force ownership of a u.s. company,  they arranged to get a marriage and child out of elon,  looks like they fixed an election in peru to take over there.  the. u.s. hasnt really even seen many immigrants from japan for a couple of decades.  so why does it seem like they are suddently taking over?   even one of the japanese comedians made a joke, that if someone from japan moves to the united states, something went very wrong. they were saying that no one from japan moves to the u.s.  that actually seems to be true to me. you rarely meet someone from japan in the u.s.  it has been that way for a couple of decades.  i expect nothing but samuri sword on people from this lady.  it would be unthinkable for peru to violently remove these folks in 2026. that is why i know elon is part of it. he is literally just kind of like a nesting hen looking for a house for himself and his offspring. which involves taking over like countries and stuff. kinda gross.  keiko and elon look like nothing more really than nesting hens to me just looking for a home.  because i guess it is too difficult for their third culture ? being part japanese and part non japanese is a third culture. that is why they took starbase and now peru ?  only his family are welcome at starbase and now peru.  they are just nesting look for a place because it is hard for their third culture.   my paper on elon is: he has rejected colonialism, and is the kind of the savior of the third culture people now. if you are 3 or more races, he is your savior. unless your ancestry is indigenous to america.  i think mexico is a good example of this problem. mexico does not accept mexican americans. even anna paulina luna wouldnt have enough street credit to be accepted in mexico, because she is american. but if you remember, i posted an article about people with mexican ancestry. one of those people that were highlighted was part japanese i believe.  what it seems like to me, is the people that are kind of third culture like this, the japanese and mexican girl, they are the ones trying the hardest to kind of integrate.  if they dont, they will just be like all the other mexican people born in the u.s.  they are just not accepted by mexico. and so they live in the u.s. kind of between mexico and u.s. cultures.   my guess is elon thinks he is doing people a favor, but he is actually kind of euthanizing all the people who didnt get accepted by mexico, or  peru. and he is forcing his own third cultures integration.  which seems that it will be asian.  all of this stuff is kind of an abomination to me.   the u.s. and mexico, for example, basically, instead of helping generations of people caught between the two countries, they are letting those people die, and instead are forcing integration with even further mixed third cultures.  this time it appears elon favors a third culture that is asian. not european.  he kind of acts like he believes he is an emporer.  unfortunately it looks like they plan to take over peru for the next 20 years at least. enough time to raise his children in peru.  what is interesting about that kind of mindset. is in the u.s. employers tell employees that they are not able to plan to keep their jobs for even 1 year. there are no guarantees for the american employees. but these people are going around with 20 year plans to take over places to raise their children kind of at the expense of others. https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/state-department-congratulates-keiko-fujimori-as-peru-s-president-elect-following-razor-thin-vote-count/ar-AA26WlGK?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6a4480d5f4804429990d375735b48fda&ei=66  

no more love triangles for me. i will be happy to be out of that.  i am not sure why but i already get this feeling elon is making connections with amanda seyfried. it looks like she is married too. but you guys do all of that stuff up there. which i wouldnt be with.  you never know who is together and who is not.    so to me, this is not what the internet is for.   love triangles    is the internet one big dating app called internet she does have children, elon may only exclusively date people with children these days   but hopefully this will be the last love triangle.  im sorry elon     i cant do that anymore 

these people believe they are the final authority on the truth so that is why they are following me around: kari jobe, all those people i was talking about earlier.   i dont agree with their worldviews. so i am out.   i hope they will go away  and not do anything creepy like pop up on my front yard or   in some way that is an overreach.  i have written them off completely personally. and now at this point, it is very scary.  if i didnt write the name here  , it is just the people i was talking about earlier any of those people.  

its your journey elon. not mine. ok?  you gotta go on your own now. i will be around like all the other people somewhere else.  but i still will watch the space stuff.  doh! face slap!  you thought you were being nice to me doh!  what an idiot.  bye idiot. finally shit it took you way too long.

i am a bit sleep deprived, but i do wonder how far this will go with them.  i dont have any money to do anything. 

im not really intersted in including kari jobe or gateway in to my conversation from this point on. as far as i am concerned, i dont have anything to do with them. they will not be able to go from city to city to find people there to reach out to them about me though.   that would mean they are using a lot of money to follow me around to humiliate me which is not church like, 2  it is illegal to run people out of places    it does seem to matter to these guys that i am what i am   all they care about is their reputation i think      they are sitting big up there but it makes me kind of gag i dont know elon, but i would tell him, it seems all those people that were crowding around you  are glad that i cut ties with you  because they want to be around you and support you    they dont want me there     i guess elon is probably the one that reached out to them to ask about me being on twitter    that is the only thing i can think. then when he reached out, it just became a country club for them. that is the  vibe i get   its fine if elon wants support   but maybe im asking you all to stay away from ripping out my nails or whatever ripping everything off or out  anything that can be ripped out or off  you rip 

i think  there are all these religious people talking to elon, that turned him away from being interested in me.  i dont really want to write their names, because it gives them more attention, but the way this went, with all of them acting like they dont know me,  to me it is kind of like a gang rape. but it is pretty much any famous religoius person you can think of.  robert morris, kari jobe probably gave him advice on how to marry shivon instead of grimes, i get that vibe, kind of girl  competition like that, i dont think kari jobe believes she did anything wrong  , it is the only explanation for why they are still doing these things,  probably pretty much any famous religious person. i think francis chan,  matt chandler who is discombobulated from brain cancer, lecrae, may be the worst of them. any of them, joel smallbone all those guys.  just kind of they all ganged up to give advice to elon  but were like    yea  you shouldnt talk to that girl that got on line   after gateway           the reason lecrae is listed is because he is friends with someone named tedashi.   i lived with a lady named barbara douglas a long time ago. it was a very bad situation. but after awhile, she told me she knew tedashi and his family because they lived down the street.  she asked me if i wanted to meet them.  i told her no.   i am not sure if she followed up with tedashi to tell him i didnt want to meet them, but if tedashi and his family noticed me, and asked barbara to ask me if i wanted to meet them, and then i said no,  i have thought maybe tedashi may have targeted me because of that.  she told me that tedashi and his family lost a child to drowning in a pool. and after the gateway thing happened, i wondered if they lost their kid because of some gossip they were doing about strangers they didnt know.  at that time, because my belief system was different,  i did wonder if their gossip about me   got their kid killed   as some kind of payback kind of thing for harming strangers like i think elon is a gimpy armed retard at this point    i didnt think that before.  but with all these folks like being in elons ear for all this time now and he kept like hurting me because of what they would say or tell him to do,  it has gotten to that point though.   elon is not a child,  but i think they treated him like he is a child. and maybe he is kind of intoxicated by how they treat him    but it doesnt work because he goes out there to like hurt people   when they treat him like that

i asked the internet a couple of days ago if oliver trees body was burned so bad that it couldnt be identified. then the internet told me that oliver tree was alive. and that there was no report of any accidents.  i had never heard of oliver tree until news about the accident. i had heard the song miss you , but i didnt look up the artists. 

latin america is kind of weak, that is why they can invade venezuela, and probably rig the election in peru.   maybe watch to see what happens to sanchez. if they rig the election in peru, it probably is a very bad sign for the indigenous people. and also watch to see if kari jobe is in the entourage of the people invading venezuela and peru.  i dont trust that girl now even more.   remember how i told you sometimes images come to mind. today i think of an image of kari jobe running around as if she escaped something. but not in a good way i dont think.  you know, a lot of those people she runs with ask congregants for thousands of dollars in donation and stuff. most of the people i met, couldnt donate 5 dollars. https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/perus-sanchez-claims-fraud-as-fujimori-holds-narrow-lead/ar-AA26pP6U?ocid=BingNewsVerpin my lifetime, as someone who i think is part of the group that is kind of dual citizen of mexico and the u.s.  but only with citizenship in the u.s. ,  i was kind of taught that central / south america were sort of off limits because of the cartel.  but now, because the cartel ran everything, the cartel is dying, and guess it looks like  non countrymen are going to take over their countries.  it looks like the cartel back fired on the cartel, but also now they are gonna kill and rape the indigenous i think.i asked the internet: "what groups in history could not find a partner so they invade to rape and take women"  this came back: "The Spanish conquistadors sexually exploited indigenous women as part of their subjugation of native societies in Mexico and Peru. French and English colonists also exploited native women, although they imagined themselves as victims of Indian sexual abuse."   but this time it is americans. 2026.   who are actually mixed often with  indigenous ancestry too, so to me, when i see americans taking over central or south america, i think like the comanches are taking over the machu pichu etc or whateverits real gross for it to have its origins in gateway and kari jobei just want the punishment from gateway And kari jobe apparently, to stop.   it is like they have a leash around my neck like a dog at a dog park. they want to take me on a leash.  that is what i think i feel like a human shield for.  i also had an image like that, but it was actually elon musk who walked me on a leash around a dog park.    its just kind of that red and black  hate  if you imagine the dog park, i am saying it is in red and black colors. that kind of hate. i spent like all this time trying to figure out if elon or these guys hated me or not. but i think so.  i think they saw me as the person with the love me or love me not flower.  do you know that flower?  it is a cartoon, where a person sits with a flower, the take the petal off and they keep saying "he loves me, he loves me not"    i think they see me as a person sitting there like that with the flower.  well im pretty sure all it was is that they walked me around the dog park i actually think this may be good news for elon, that he knows, that I know or finally understand that he kind a doesnt like me.  i think this is good news for elon.    but the thing is,  i will still watch the space industry and stuff. regardless of what elon thinks.  like, i dont think he understood that all i was trying to do was be able to watch the space industry if i wanted to.  but it seemed like he was trying to knock my lights out so i couldnt even watch the space industry.      it didnt start out that way, but i was able to figure out he wasnt that into me a long time ago,  but they didnt let that reality come to pass, and they didnt let me move on.     in normal circustances, if you marry someone and your partner cheats even just one time, you can get divorced for that.  i have not met elon, but since i crossed the path, he has had many different partners, that is not really my concern, but it is like if you moved on to even one other person, it is kind of like, oh ok they are not interested.  this is just normal for people , if they see someone pass you and move on to someone else, they are like oh they are not interested.  that is all that i did?  so why did you all follow me around to try to punch my lights out?     is it because you wanted to take venezuela and latin america, with kari jobes help? 

department of homeland security posts r&b videos.  black white people did literally take over. they used jo jo at the age of 13 to eclipse 18 year old  pop singers.  i am and im not surprised they used this song and singer. whitney houston was a fan of jo jo because she knew jo jo disrupted the entertainment industry. by 13 she sidelined all the older singers. they used her to do that for one album then abandoned her. its actually crazy that they used this song. because this kind of singer disrupted the music industry. kind of used these kind of singers to help the r&b and black artists to completely take over.  they keep bringing in 12 and 13 year old singers these days. this is not really about what this guy says. he agrees with the video. which is kind of sad. it is about the song and the video.   i feel like donald trump is the embodiment of manifest destiny.  the best kept secret about manifest destiny is probably that the african slaves that were brought, also were used to slaughter the people that lived here.    these guys understand humiliation. and i guess whatever biden was doing, wasnt humiliating enough.      i think this attitude is the reason i am in chains.  i am basically these people in the video.  https://youtube.com/shorts/XbH6s_K4NJ8?si=e8v3EH5Mx72cnyFEthis video actually to me, its kind of like what i have wondered about donald trump for awhile. i really hope he is gone by 2028.   but , i have wondered if these people do not see a persons lifespan as to 70 or 80  but instead, these people see a lifespan to 40 or 50.   they have said that people mature by age 16, and i think they just kind of think, people start dating by 13, get married by 16, die by 40 or 50 kind of people.   that is why i was wondering if they time travelled from the 1800s. In 1800, the average life expectancy at birth globally was roughly 30–40 years, heavily influenced by high infant and child mortality. that is what the internet says at least.  in 2026, it is 73.   we really dont need people in office who see the life expectancy as 30-40.  or who will worsen conditions so it goes from 73 to 30-40this video is   life expectancy to  30-40 year vibes.  vibes of people like that.    in a way, i am glad they are letting people know their true feelings with this video.     i am not really glad to go on this journey with you all, but another thing i realized is the puerto rican, kind of taino people, because they are americans, they may feel as if they are a dominant presence in the u.s. compared to central and south americans.  like i told you, i am not completely sure, but i think my father told me he is part mexican.  to me, being this ethnicity, because it is regional, i see it as being as american as the taino.    because it is regional.  but maybe the puerto ricans dont see mexico as welcome in america.  they think of themselves as the only ones that are welcome.   mexico is a separate country, but a lot of those folks live literally 5 inches away from the border. with the whole land thing that happened a long time ago. i am being kind of serious, but a couple of questions people may need to ask politicians  or people applying for citizenship is,  what do you think the life expectancy is or should be for people. and ask them if they think people mature enough by 16 for marriage.

 where i live. the air is bitter  metallic     it leave residue on your mouth 

i think i am getting high in the unit i live in at night because. today, there is a curtain that has a problem with flying everywhere, the way i keep it from doing that is binding it with something.  last night, the curtain was flying everywhere, but i could not figure out that i needed to bind the curtain to stop it from flying. today, when its no drug use going on, i was like oh yea you just bind the curtain,  at night i feel like i am dying here. so i will probably move even though the lease is not over.  i also realize what my uncle said about the country being worse after the government pushed for diversity, i realize that it also sounds like an insult toward me too. it s more complicated than that, but i understand what it sounds like.  it definitely was not easy to hear him say that, but i understand what he is talking about. and i actually do agree with him. even though he may not have been saying it in the nicest way.  he was upset about something when he said it. but like, i dont care. i have many years of history with him, and he thought nicely of me.  but you know, sometimes things get harder.

i had an uncle that worked for lockheed martin.  i dont think he was rich. the rumor that lockheed martin is doing things  too complicated for people is probably not true.    he one time told me the country used to be mostly white. then the government was behind making the country more diverse.  he said the country was a lot worse off after they did that.  my aunt and uncle were white.   i agree with them.  now that i know black live matter can traffic people and the creepy rubio effect.  these people are entitled.  whether you realize it or not, because of their race, rubio types and black lives matter have been told they have the right to harm others because of the inequality they deal with.   their names were aunt kathleen and uncle gerald.  these two were kind of like second parents to susan.  because their personalities were good for each other. one of those things people werent jealous, because you could tell they liked each.  susan kathleen gerald. if you talk to someone over at lockheed martin. can you ask someone if they can find out if rubio has been sneaking in my room or watching me on the screens, do you know what i mean. does anyone know where rubio spends time?   vance, trump. like i literally think they are kind of goofy and have some fixation on watching me on a screen for a humiliation.   can you locate rubio and find out what he is doing. do you think you could let them know the election is going to be regular election they probably thought i was going to run for president, rubio etc.  if they thought i was , they used some kind of lsd or something to make it so that i could even like do anything. then i became homeless. i remember like twisting my head around a lot  and couldnt hold up my head. i couldnt really do anything.  that disappeared over time. just ask rubio trump, when i went to the all womens college. i was doing that  i remember noticing i was doing that in the library for the first time really. kind of didnt realize i was doing that. when i was at that school i believe i did zero homework. because i couldnt do anything. 

it is full rape. they are looking forward to the white parties again when p diddy is release from jail. i am afraid they plan to keep me jailed and then try to abduct me for a white party. probably would die.    there also was a plane crash in china in to a building. reminds me of 911.   probably the same thing they did to the u.s.   and xi is probably going to die soon      but  it seems likely the same traffickers involved in the nba  will probably  take over china   they are going to have a black president soon, china will. 

could it be that rubio and all those guys came back because they wanted to rape me secretly   does anyone know where they go   the rape happens over over over today always painful i move around a lot or leave to try to fix it.  they are capitalizing on that i am homeless and cant really leave     for rubio to rape  married with children    that is what he is doing   sometimes i worry vance, any of those people do this  trump, any of themi kind of see rubio at this point   as someone that would rape a female  candidate for president   to keep them from running.  he has got the good guy personality, but i think he may be the kind of person that would rape a female candidate for president.       do any of you know how long rubio has been following me around?  its been a long time.  when this started for me, i was mentally ill to the point i could barely keep my head up or do anything.   like it would be really gross if rubio had something to do with what happened ot me, and then he took the opportunity to watch me or whatever for a couple of trumps terms, i think he even would have been able to do that with biden. i am gonna point fingers

the competition is real. there once was an african american girl in seattle that told me "oops we took your land"  she was saying an insult. that is what she said. so if you didn know, even african americans see themselves as taking the land of native americans.  which if you think about it historically, it is probably accurate.  they probably helped the settlers take the land. but at the same time were dealing with slavery.     it kind of explains a lot to me now, that that girl , who was african american said "oops we took your land"         i think everyone is past that. but based on what htat girl said, i am going to say i dont even think the african americans are past that history. they still see themselves as taking land.   and to me, it actually explains a lot about what is going on now.    there is just a real unsettling going on about land.  that girl even said it in a town named after a native american.  so, no one is perfect these days.

the fumes and stuff happen now, kind of morphs in to a feeling of rape  had to leave for awhile 

an image came to mind where you all consumed my life like a roasted chicken. you had as much respect for me as you did a roasted chicken.   that is a desperate group of people.  that means you over reach. i heard one of you say a joke about a girl one time that "everyone touches her but no one wants her"   i dont think the kind of thinking is very smart but i understand what they meant. it is that they had no respect for her and put their hands on her.   every time i tried to walk away. it was like being roped back in to be consumed again like a roasted chicken. that has happened continually for 12 years. at some point when i lived in shelters there were more hands off. but then like for instance, when i was a ride share driver, i started to get ahead, and they shut down the ride share accounts. or that guy proposed to me, etc. then things got shut down.  i started to do better at a job, then the company reorganized and all of that stuff about losing my title, but still being able to log in. these are just a couple of examples. with the job i am talking about, they had actually kind of promoted me, then all of a sudden some girl came in and revoked the promotion.   if i had been able to keep the promotion like the normal way, i would have started making more money etc.  it seems like i was in a semi normal state at the job for about 1.5 years, then i was promoted, then the wierd stuff started to happen. that involved losing my title but then still logging in to the company but had no job, but was still getting paid.  i dont think that happens at companies. these are just a couple of examples.

i would tell savana guthrie. i think we were both captured by the same people. looks like it is the youth. and a lot of them are monkeys.   i got this image of donald trump just minding his own businesses playing golf. and then there all this racket is coming from the west coast .  it reminds me of people who used the smart phone to survive. like secretly, they used the smart phone to dox other people, but secretly it was because they were trying to find themselves.  i am old enough. i think these are people similar to what i remember being marginalized people when i was growing up.  i was not marginalized like that.  i think this is similar to this kind of people.  i think we are both kidnapped. we are older. they are basically youth. but the thing is htat a lot of people that commit serious crimes are usually younger.  if you saw the video i posted about that girl talking about boomers. she was showing a graph that boomers are the only older category that are repeat offenders otherwise it is younger people. it is what it is . marginalized people have started kidnapping others. kind of like cartel style.  now its going to be the question, are they going to rape everyone, and hack people to death like the cartel.  i once met someone at a volunteer event. they said they were in ms13.  but they were at the event and said that they were not doing that.  but they said ms13 did terrible things , including hacking people to death.  so if they are starting to kidnap people like that, i think it is the cartel.  i dont know what happened to me 12 years ago, but i was not hacked to death. it was more like the blm protest kind of thing, and something may have happened in my room, not long after i would say i got in trouble being exposed to the media. but i was not awake or able to stay awake to find out.  maybe the vietnam war stuff has something to do with it.  like the people that were pushed in to the vietnam war, they said it was very wierd.  they just sat there and were like, what was that, that was wierd.    to me the smart phone thing was kind of alien.  but actually i just think it has something to do with the marginalized people. smart phone thing, vietnam war.  the doxers (who i also think are marginalized people) they started doing some wierd stuff to get that mansion or whatever.  they were not going to wait 20 years to get something, they got it tomorrow kind of thing. so that is why there has been a lot of abuse.  the whole doxxing thing  is thievery     it really is.  if they can dox someone, they instantly inconvenience the victim, and the doxxer may get paid , or get like freedom of some kind because they doxxed a person. there is nothing to romanticize about kidnapping people. 

the last people that are probably hitting out the worst, is chris pratt , his wife and the swazenagers.   i would say to gavin newsom,  like man, i am not from california, but it seems like if i could compare chris prat his wife and the swarzenagers, they kind of are like an octopus effect where their body is in california but their tentacles are out everywhere working to be territorial to keep people from moving near them.  that sort of thing    really gross     i was involved before they got married   it is just kind of crappy their lifes purpose is to be an octopus    chris prat is mad because i said i didnt think he was attractive  8 years ago    can you find a way to eat his cancer of being mad at me for saying he was unattractive   eat his cancer  eww  how did they know about that account anyway    and why did no one pay attention to the whole reason i had the account   it wasnt because i wanted to be online   it was like the only way i could see if i could get help    no one got it?  are you a simulation  this is one shittttttttttyyyyyyyyyy simulation   to me the account was so private,   that it would be like walking outside to talk to yourself   this is supposed to be private   there is probably better example chris prat is looking for a compliment. well in this article there is a nice looking photo of him.   so why, if he is a good looking person, would he follow me around like that , gavin.  Inside Chris Pratt And Katherine Schwarzenegger’s $20 Million Pacific Palisades Marvel there are other unflattering pictures of ya chris prat.  like you too full of yourself to be a hit man on me  cuz i said you werent good looking   fyuuuuck youyou do realize they are running me around chris , right .    i can feel katherines energy.  you guys should probably stop talking bout religion  cuzz  she is a killer \you and katherine belong right in the middlez of gateway with kari jobe  this is your religion which is killer religion   then someone need   to get rid of your killing   you all too full of yourself    trying to kill me for no reason    i heard chris prat has some connection to washington so there is probably some west coast thing i dont know about like. if you live in california   you also live in oregon and washington    and then if you live there,  you become an octopus and then keep people you dont want to live in california, oregon , or washington out  since you all cant ignore homeless criticism     ive been homeless for like a long time     because i got raped o related to gateway i think chris and katherine would be the people to tie me up and then drag me down the road.   then if i survive,  it would be justin bieber to turn me in a slave on his compound. but they would sell me to him for free.  then when i am on his compoud.  lets see i would have to deal with haily and justin   they would probably bring in their friends  probably including megan and harry who knows who else   to shoot me and then probably hang me.   thats kind of what this seems likelike you are even uglier to me today chris  like weheeeeet.  your picture actulaly looked ok. are you not able to ignore if someone said they dont like how you look?   you chasing me around even today on 6/26/26?  do you see the 6 6 6  there   oo you and katherine look way way way more ugly to me today  ewwww 

im sorry i said i would scalp you and cut off your nose elon.  the place i live in has toxic gas floating through at all times. i actually am dealing with an emergency , i moved to this place believing it would be clearner but the fumes turned out to be more dangerous. i said that to you when i was about to fall asleep and spent hours being exposed to toxic fumes. it comes in waves. it is not 24/7 but the waves are the worst at night.  so i am actually concerned about my health because some of the symptoms are too noticeable. its like i am either rapidly developing dementia, or i am dealing with toxic fumes.  no one seems to believe me when i say stuff like this. but i am a homeless you know, so it is not easy for me to jump to another place.  i felt bad for what i said.  but i would be lying if i said i didnt think about why did the native americans scalp people before, like if people attack native americans mostly by humiliating them, i can see how the native americans chose to scalp people, because i think it is the ultimate humiliation tool. but actually it will kill someone too. so it is not just a humiliation tool for them. but i think they went for the head because it was like an attempt to fight arrogance of the settlers.  i mostly said what i said because i can feel that ashley st clair is a beast  and she came out of no where and has been attacking me    and so i mostly am trying to push you away with saying anything as mean as i can  so she will see that i am separated from you and so she will not attack me anymore   i said what i said because she is probably arrogant scary for sure  that is the crack related connectionshe seems kind of like a liar especially talking about putting peoples dna under her nails. when i see her segments show up, i sometimes think it is not actually her but the ai filter of her. and its some other monster sitting there pretending to be her. and the monster is talking about getting peoples dna under its nails.but yes i am dealing with an emergency of toxic fumes. and i am not sure where to go.   it is actually worse than the place before.   i have several very strong air purifiers but it is not enough  , one of them has a huge 20 lb filter   it is still not enough     but i dont know where to go 

its because their culture is tacky and boisterous.   my grandmother used to say they always wore extremely bright and bigger than life clothing and that they were always boisterous.  my grandfather also said they always bobble their heads to music.  how did you and harry not know what you were signing up for. it will be  that everything is filmed and larger than you want it to be, it is their culture.  it is disrespectful to the people around them. but it is their culture.  that is why instead of letting them rape everyone, they should just let nature take its course and they will die out over time.  it happens to people all of the time over here. like currently, i can see that there are generations of people dying out. and their physical characteristics as a generation will go with them. you think it is not fair to think that, but it is happening, people with generation looks, are dying out. what is happening with your group that you married in to, is they are forcing themselves on people to reproduce, which is kind of like forcing their survival. that is how they are making it right now. i think if you can stop them from doing that, they will just kind of die out.  it is kind of sad, but in some ways it reminds me of ecosphere and invasive species in ecosphere with animals. there are these invasive species biologist that figure out if a species will cause the extinction of another species.  this stuff kind of reminds me of that.  that lady from portugal before, it seems like she was the only one from her race that was kind of elevated.  maybe megan will be the only one that is elevated. i personally dont like the culture or the looks. https://www.msn.com/en-us/entertainment/entertainment-celebrity/prince-william-is-reportedly-upset-that-prince-harry-and-meghan-markle-plan-to-film-their-return-to-the-uk-after-being-blindsided-by-oprah-interview-a-personal-attack/ar-AA26kksy?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6a3ed670b1c44b9083e461a462eadf37&ei=52&cvpid=6a3ed956ab1c486991232cb2474c7e0dif they film something, just kind of know, that not everyone will watch it.  i am not sure why it is so hard to see through things like this.  it may be advertised but maybe only 30 million people will watch it. supposedly there are a lot more people than that alive today.  probably are tiktokers and youtubers that get the same kind of attention. i would say to megan, if elon musk is directly helping you, i hope you will notice, when he wont let his children marry someone that looks like you.  if he is helping you, and has been helping you, i hope all of his kids have to kind of wind up marrying people that look like you i guess. hopefully not by force though. if he had children with you, he is already on that path, and it would be more than likely his children will end up with folks like you. if elon already did partner with you. its just like, people need to say what their intentions are so others are not confused. if elon's life is about having children with megan , and one day he hopes his own children marry people like megan, then that completely changes elon's persona. and it would completely change the way people interact with him, if they knew he was really kind of the person that will do the interracial relationship and hope that for his own children.   that would change everything for elon.  if that is what he wants, that would be fine it is your choice, but other people should know. 

i saw this and kind of became frustrated because, even though venezuela has a history of earthquakes, they are hundreds of years apart, but they are saying 40,000 people are missing this time.  to me, i wonder if they caused an earthquake . but the internet says there is  no technology, anywhere on Earth, capable of creating an earthquake large enough to make 40,000 people go missing.  but human technology can trigger small to moderate earthquakes, but we cannot create or control large natural earthquakes. did they disappear 40,000 people then cause a small/medium earthquake to cover all the people they killed. https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/venezuelans-race-to-find-survivors-foreign-rescuers-join-search-as-frustration-mounts/ar-AA26DoeG?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6a3ed646be6f40718914e5997d5920c9&cvpid=41ba48ac12c5412eaaa6af2b3da55b1e&ei=7

grimes, i think ashley st clair is a liar. i think she is accusing elon of crimes, but all she wants to do is date him.   i would like to be removed from the situation.  i hope ashley knows she is just a liar. everyone can tell she is just trying to date  i dont want to be her target anymore   because she is just using me as a target to be with elon . grimes i am not going to lie, the trouble elon and the girlfriends have put me through is enough to make it so that like, it is troubling. if any of them show up to me in person i would probably file some kind of claim and reports if they dont kill me first.  it makes it seem like elon is letting it happen on purpose. if he is letting it happen on purpose he definitely isnt worth the time. and is kind of a loser for it.

not gonna lie, i am looking forward to 2028.   but somehow i dont think they want me to be alive by then. i dont think a 3rd term would be possible.  a major reason it seems that elon chose to support donald trump, is because biden did not support elon.  the next people probably need to court elon to help him know that he wont be ostracized again.like all this suffering may be for a dumb reason, that biden ostracized elon   like what was biden thinking    they can see everything   how did biden not know that ostracizing elon   could even hurt his relationship with grimes     like maybe biden and harris did all of that on purpose  so elon would choose   shivon      they seem like back of the building kind of people like that    biden shouldnt have been worried about shivons dating life   

i just saw this video and learned about this guy for the first time. i was like, this seems kind of humbling for this guy. he seems harmless.  but with the way things are going, maybe he is interested in trying to start a monarchy in italy again.  it seems like there is a lot of struggle for the monarchies. current and former concerns about them.  also reminds me of the lady running for election in peru. this to me is a very real concern. the humiliation these people went through, and the connections they still have. https://www.msn.com/en-us/foodanddrink/foodnews/an-actual-italian-prince-runs-a-fresh-pasta-truck-in-los-angeles/vi-AA26fz6N?ocid=socialsharei really do have some resentment for the way things went for the english royal family.  i was a nobody and was probably one of those kind of people that would have showed up to stand in the sidelines if the english royal family walked by.  then harry did what he did , and it was divisive for america.   and also for the english royal family.  if the english royal family was trying to become more relevant by partnering with megan.  it really was not necessary.  the english royal family was much more relevant before the divisive things from the u.s.   maybe harry could have been in a fork in the road too .  maybe he could have ended up with pippa   or megan.   i kind of think when he chose megan,  it was kind of like the darth vader path.   the pippa path would have been the old english royal family path and it would have been the better non divisive path.  i really do wonder, did harry not understand what was happening in the u.s.?    i just kind of thought about something about obama probably about 30 minutes ago. but he was elected in 2008 and 2012.  he was probably one of the younger presidents elected. in some ways, i wonder if the working age adults in 2008, and 2012   were kind of blocked because it was a "coming of age for obama and whatever he was doing"    in a way , it seems like the 21 year olds in 2008  and in 2012, were not in the night clubs, because obama was in the night club instead because it was a becoming of age. harry was their exit plan.  but i would like to ask, is megan actually married to harry.  do they actually have children. the whole time, since harry started with megan, for me personally, with the gateway thing, i have just figured megan was gonna get me killed and trafficked.   anything, imprisoned, beaten, anything like that.  i dont see how harry cant know how they operate. at this point, im scared she doesnt have childre, and that they arent married. and that she may have children with elon secretly.  there is a lot of evidence pointing to her using a fake pregnancy.   i would like elon to know, that i see him as someone that would have had children with megan several years ago and pretended with them.  i would like elon to know, that that is how i see him now.  as someone who probably has children with megan. but it is a secret.   i dont trust you anymore.   this is why the public should be concerned about being lied to even when it comes to simple things.  i kind of stopped trusting elon back in 2021 i think it was, when he started making jokes about monty python.  his entire personality changed from nice, to kind of critical and then he looked completely different.  so i kind of backed away in 2021 also.  and i felt bad for grimes, because he looked very different and even back then i was like oh no she is sitting with a clone of elon probably. i would ask like the english royal family, if megan and harry are faking, why?  there is no one in the united states that would want you to fake harry and megan.   it has been very damaging for the country. and i know when i say harry and megan have been damaging for the country, they are going to come up with another plan to get me executed.      like i completely expect harry and megan to by physically violent with me, but i expected that from day one for them. i feel like charles had to know how painful harry and megan situation was for the united states. how could you not know? why were you not able to stop it? and why did you not ask them to live in the uk?  why did they move to the united states?  i dont think americans took megans side when she said someone in your family made comments about her childrens hair.  i think america was on your side, the english royal family side.  but megan made the whole thing about herself.  and i think that is very true. that she made it seem like people were on her side, but i bet 90 percent of americans were probably on the english royal family side. 

i would like to tell jennifer lopez, and angelina jolie, that i wasnt smart enough to realize what was going on. you two kept showing up as people i was supposed to care about. i was like, ok.   but now i realize, it was because your children have absent fathers. and you basically were being thrown at me because of your children.     your offspring are all 18  now   so hopefully   you all wont hang on me any more.  i despise you. especially jennifer lopezs daughter.   because i think she is homosexual. so i get a wierd feeling she doxxes me  but is homosexual at the same time.  which is gross.      i hope one day people will realize you guys are thieves for doxxing people . i was wondering why. i was asking, is it because you have latino nannies and you  saw me as a nanny or something. that is why you were part of it. i also wonder if  one of the reasons people like justin bieber or the others ran out of hollywood is because they didnt want to be part of the village for your offspring.  and also, i think jennifer lopez's and angelina jolies, biological children,  are not good looking people.  so it makes it even worse. because i dont think it was worth it to be doxed by them like that.  when they kind of look like that.   the mother is a lot prettier  it may sound mean.  it is because it went on for 12 years though.  where i didnt know what was going on  or get to say anything.  even though i am saying something now, it doesnt change that the children are not good looking.   so i kind of think i was doxxed by people who maybe physically couldnt survive or something.so maybe famous peoples family shoudnt be able to dox people to be territorial     their family  run other people out of the state  

and believe me.  i know grimes is very happy that i suffered the way i did. but it was only because of the jealous girlfriend thing.   i have never met elon, so i dont actually know what kind of person he is. if he is a good or bad person.   but i know that grimes is happy i suffered. and the reason is only because of the girlfriend thing.   all that stuff.   but when she kind of was in the picture, i was actually kind of scared a while back because i did think that she was going to make my life miserable  for a long time.  i think she secretly is still making my life miserable. and is possibly with these people that are giving the non black latinos a hard time.  i one hundred percent think justin bieber is like those two guys that tried to take over an island in the carribean , enslave and rape the women, but they failed.   i think justin bieber is like those guys, and i wouldnt be surprised, if the u.s. enslaved people, if he bought slaves for himself.   i think all these people giving everyone a hard time would buy slaves.  and this time it would not be black slaves.  but , i think grimes would be one of those that buys slaves too.  and to be honest, when she entered the picture several years ago, i had a feeling she was kind of like going to be doing stuff to me to increase inequality and i thought she was jealous enough back then that she would try to bother me to the point to go along with trafficking me  and maybe she would do that elons other girlfriends to turn them in to slaves out of jealousy.    i thought that about her several years ago.   the reason that came to mind, is because i saw how the blm and antifa people were basically enslaving people with their activism. but at the same time, they were saying it was because people were treating them badly.  they were protesting about being treated badly, but at the same time they were trying to traffic and enslave people with social media doxing and probably literally too.  so i guess i kind of saw grimes as one of those people , but only because she was jealous about the girlfriend thing. she would go along with them if it would make me suffer.  but if it was a different situation, maybe i was a stranger with no connection to elon, she wouldnt have sided with antifa and blm, but would have been her old self. so if i did ever deal with being enslaved, i would mostly think it was because of a jealous girlfriend of elons. and also antifa, blm, gateway, and kari jobe.robby starbuck and the project 2025 guy would be the lead slave drivers probably 

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/v1E-s5BJDEEi am like thinking like.  is this another manifest destiny?  i felt bad for all those people back hundreds of years ago.  but it looks like they are trying to do a manifest destiny again  but actually this time.  i think they are going to try to empty out africa, because it is unliveable.  and asia  may migrate to this region basically abandon their land.  that is my guess.  they want to do that in their lifetime.  they are not going to wait hundreds of years by following migration laws.  asia wants to leave asia tomorrow. africa wants to leave africa tomorrow. my guess is they are going to central and south america. and leaving asia and africa behind. because they are uninhabitable. 

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/v1E-s5BJDEE   to donald trump, this girl, aoc is winning. her main agenda is to probably make it so everyone in the future is black.  you dated people like this in the past, you kind of helped create these people like aoc.   she was willing to withhold basic food stamps from innocent people for her agenda.  but she is still winning because she is part black. i would karate chop her in the neck for sure. no one even knows if she is married or has children now. my guess is none of those things were real, and she is probably gross in real life. https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/aoc-mocks-trump-reflecting-pool-fiasco-as-dc-turned-into-actual-swamp/ar-AA26toqO?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6a3ca3c05c7f4c3890f70f9ee2befbcb&ei=66sometimes i think like, the united states is for black latinos only.   then from mexico and further down, is for the non black latinos.    i get the impression the latinos that are non black are not allowed here anymore. so they have to go south.    but then you hear about restless americans taking over venezuela   or  a former dictators restless japanese daughter   taking over peru     so it is like  the non black latinos    are being kicked out of the united states      but if they go south  then there are problems there     so where do the united states latinos    actually go   maybe the gravei would like everyone to know.  that this is the way they are thinking.  they are trying to move masses of people.  i am not sure what their goals are. when i was talking about the non black latinos not having anywhere to go in the united states.  i asked , where do they go?   i thought, many black latinos have seemed interested in moving to the united states.   i wonder, is the united states trying to bring the black latinos to the united states and send the non black latinos to latin america right now?   like , it has already gotten to this point.  where they are already talking about switching people and stuff for political reasons.   like , these people are not friendly with their politics. and if they want non black latinos out of the country, they are saying so and have already been taking steps to do this for the last year. they also seem like the kind of people that will rip the non black latinos clothes off in humiliation first  , then send them walking across the border.   that is what they seem like to me. i am like thinking like.  is this another manifest destiny?  i felt bad for all those people back hundreds of years ago.  but it looks like they are trying to do a manifest destiny again  but actually this time.  i think they are going to try to empty out africa, because it is unliveable.  and asia  may migrate to this region basically abandon their land.  that is my guess.  they want to do that in their lifetime.  they are not going to wait hundreds of years by following migration laws.  asia wants to leave asia tomorrow. africa wants to leave africa tomorrow. my guess is they are going to central and south america. and leaving asia and africa behind. because they are uninhabitable. 

maybe actually instead of me, you should ask gateway and kari jobe, what they think of those folks taking oil / gas industry.   it all started from there    gateway and kari jobe are definitely implicated in this.   they probably could be implicated in what is happening to savana guthrie this may sound wierd. i am not saying i know anything about gateway.  but when i first visited gateway, i sat in the common area. and i remember feeling like the building was more than a church.   i didnt see any double mirrors but when i was in the common area, i remember thinking that it seemed or felt like the building was top secret building or something. i had just come back from china, and i remember going there and thought it was a wierd place.  12 years later man. i should have said something about that part earlier.  i literally wasted my life.   how could you know though that choosing one side of the fork in the road would be fatal. i guess that is something people just cant know.  i feel that my time at gateway was fatal.

now i predict sanchez will be arrested   as retribution for  her father getting arrested.  this to me is a beast. if they arrest him.  she probably should have been ineligible to run because of what happened to her father. duh.  Peru's Sanchez says he will not recognize results of presidential runoffthis to me is a beastif you think about it. this is probably  for americans or places that are extremely diverse. if you think about it.  most countries    are    ethnically    oriented.   meaning     their nation    is  also   a racial   identity     i am sorry if that will upset americans   to hear  that most countries    are racially oriented    i wont write a list here.  but you can write a list if you want to.   of the countries  that are also    ethnically oriented  there arent too many places   where   you can say your country's nationality    is not a racial categoryif you say you are japanese.  most people assume you are japanese ethnically/racially.to everyone  that would be very extremely mad   about that   statement     i am afriad to tell you     that you are the fusion children       you are actually    more    radical      and   possibly    more    interested in   diversity equity and inclusion   than everyone the countries that are the most   diverse     should probably      be recognized    that  way     and given a    special status      because most countries are not diverse    like    the united states    the united states   should probably be  given   a special status     for being   extremely  diverse if you remember    i posted a   quote from bill clinton    a few months ago    or someone like that      where they said that the united states is   the most diverse country    in the history of the world    and is under extreme pressure because of it if they jail sanchez and stuff    it is kind of the vibe i got from those people    

i dont think this is going to make sense. but somehow i think this guys facial features make sense. in  trying to  create a thing to   cause people to ignore    things like what is happening to savana guthrie.   this relationship with kendall may be fake. but they may be using this guy because of his facial features. as a way to compete against   me  or  something.   it is almost like    i am being hacked to death by   people that look like   jacob   elordi    or      travis   kelce     or which ever other  probably   man   has a similar lower face  to my own      i   think the social media  thing    kind of   reduced   everyone down to this    https://www.msn.com/en-us/lifestyle/weddings/kendall-jenner-visits-jacob-elordi-s-native-australia-as-they-make-things-official/ar-AA26sMty?ocid=BingNewsVerppeople that have this facial feature some of them are:megan markleHenry Charles Albert Davidtravis kelcejacob elordichris prattjustin bieberpatrick mahomesthese people have hit hard out at me the internet keeps showing me people with this feature that may be hitting out at me.  the lastest one is  chris mcnally this feature sometimes looks like down syndrome.   so with all of the concealment of the chemical testing done in the united states, it may have resulted in a bunch of dead people, but also people with this chin lower face feature.  my first guess is it was a vitamin deficiency.  the internet is going to keep showing me people with this feature     maybe the internet cant stand to look at the feature so it is showing me   so i can see the internets burden that it has looking at the feature.   i remember  a long time ago, before the 2008 recession,  there was a talk about how the internet just kind of mimics reality. and how sometimes the internet would do kind of insulting things. but it is because it learned from people.  so if the internet hates this feature,  it is because people currently hate this feature.   i am old enough to remember people like patrick swayze and others who everyone thought was very handsome.  i have seen his movies, and didnt ever think about his face in the way this current dislike of the feature is working out in the internet.   people dislike this feature so much they are using the internet and social media to troll people who have the feature. you are being ostracized by the internet. chris mcnally - Search

i agree this looks like a fraud.  very unfortunate for peru. and probably the rest of latin america.   it is territorial. i would like to see someone from peru go to japan to force themselves to become president there.  like, that guy on the bus telling me about japan surrendering is eerie.    that guy on the bus was older. but japan surrendered in 1945. so i am not sure how old he was  but he would have had to have been older than 81 to be aware of japans surrender. and to let you know, japans surrender was no where in my normal thoughts.  i am trying to say that i never thought about japan like that until that guy said something. to me it is kind of scary to see japan try to take over peru, when there are people/unknown pirates taking over the oil/gas industry down there too.   my guess is it has something to do with antartica and nato controlling antartica. japan must be partnering with nato.  i hear japan owns a country that everyone thinks exists, but it doesnt actually exist, because they want to control the waters.   https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/keiko-fujimori-secures-victory-in-peru-s-presidential-election-after-taking-an-unassailable-lead/ar-AA26sbCT?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6a3c61e87826459da0c14e80861595db&ei=20now i predict sanchez will be arrested   as retribution for  her father getting arrested. 

they probably figure i wont say anything. but they also probably try to make people look crazy.   it reminds me of a strategy to divide everyone.  like right now, i am actually kind of afraid to mention savana guthrie. but i would like to mention savana because she is also someone they have messed with  and now she is in the media and kind of looks emotionally distraught. i personally think some of her co hosts could have had something to do with her mothers disappearance. and she goes in and sits right next to them. and sometimes when i see that, i am like, i bet someone had something to do with it but they are sitting right there next to her trying to be nice to her.  at least though she has some situation like that , that explains why she is emotionally distraught.  i dont  , i only have the fact that all of these different things have happened for over a decade.  i dont watch the show, when i see the pictures though,   i wonder if one or a couple of those people had something to do with it. i also wonder what happens to savana when she is not on tv. if she is being harmed or something. so i think these people are freaks, and twist things people say around. but for savana, i was surprised to see her make appearances. if she has a family, she should probably not leave her house. if she goes somewhere with someone, no telling what will happen. 

not sure what to call it  but it seems like i was raped again , for a while just now  did what i could to stop it document when it happens  not sure what it is   it is horrible   reminds me of hanging someone from their neck  to die and obviously to rape them at the same time

the only thing i know to do is go outside   things dont seem to happen if i am outside   most of the time i leave  nothing happened in moving vehicles   if it is a mind game.  i can leave    but   it is the same thing that it is pathetic because they captialize on  the fact that i have to live in a field   or that  i dont want to commit suicide     it seems lazy      if i am inside  or alive   it is trafficking     if i live in a field  or am dead   there is no trafficking    i guess they could still be taking pictures of me in the field to sellmaybe you will stop selling photos    it is antifa blm kind of people that follow me around    the other day i realized those people used the smart phone for survival   i met a few people that revealed they stayed in school when the economy went bad in 2008.   i think the 2008 recession was more traumatic than people realize.  at that time, it looks like the people kind of in my age range were the losers. a lot of those people were smart and stayed in school. that means they were old students. most students graduate early 20s. because of the economy a lot of those people stayed in school until their late 20s. that is what i am saying. i did not. i was not smart.  but aside from the people in my group, the other people, such as parents with children, or older adults, they were also traumatized by the recession, and so they "hunkered down"  to make it through the recession.  so while the people in my group were kind of the age to start working, they were shocked by the recession. kind of were the losers. the parents with children, or the older adults that were already in the job market, "hunkered down"  and "weathered" the recession.  i think people in my age range could tell there was a lack of opportunity, but i dont think any of us knew the parents with children were watching us and preparing their children by watching us be losers  and the older adults were kind of blocking people for their own job security.   during the recession, you heard a parent tell their female kid, "one day you will compete with men for jobs"    then you find out those same parents were going to interviews with their children.    i think of the entire generation z as antifa and blm basically   in a way i guess i am saying i think generation z   hung me  with the smart phones    but i think the generation experiment is cruel       it may be why gen z  hung me to death with the smart phonegen z may be super quiet and the way they are because of the 2008 recession. that was brutal i think because   1. working age adults began to suffer and did not recover  2.  parents saw the suffering and probably prepared their children and probably taught their children to look at the suffering of the generation before them. to avoid the suffering of the generation before them.  that is probably why gen z is quiet. because they had to be quiet during the recession to survive.    in the 2008 recession, everyone became quiet and tried to survive.   that is my theory.  it probably taught the younger people to hate the generations before them. 3. the older adults in 2008 recession. from age 35 to 60 working age adults. they are retiring in 2026 or dead. i technically graduated in 2007.  you all think i am 100 years old, but i was in my 20's in the 2010's.  in 2014, i was 29. 

i think i am dealing with full out trafficking. they want to control my body like a trafficker would.   at this point  hopefully not forever    i think the u.s. is like a spider web.    i landed on the spider web. the traffickers are the spider.  it is online so you can see it.there are no people i am dealing with in person.  i am not sure how to tell you this, but if a person or people in real life   tell you they arranged something with me    i was not part of it.     i am talking about trafficking.     i am not talking about the stuff i talked about before.   i am trying to say the stuff that is happening, reminds me of the steps they take before they wheel you in to the big trafficker.   for the u.s. that would be the ugle greasy ayp that smells from their dna  it is in their dna to give off fumes  cant help it

they are raping me.  if the white house says they can distort time    they can probably  make it so that i cant sleep    and make it seem like i am being raped in the unit      they would like me to no longer be alive i would rather be dead than raped hours a day  knock the wind out of ya  they would like me to no longer be alive not able to sleep anymore   took a ride somewhere   i couldnt stay awake during the rides    was the first time in days that i could sleep i dont really have anything meaningful to tell you   except they dont want me to be aliverape kind of reminds of being a hog with a wire pulled through its head and nose to kill it i guess. if you kill something it slumps. rape is a lot about control i think. to make the victim powerless. so it could be the hog has a wire pulled through its head and nose to kill it   kind of remind me of people that behead humiliate to cause to die  keel over slumpit is beheading  , cause to slump    treatment they raped me today.  it made me suicidal   make ya want to cut off your organs down there  i get female genital mutilation now    the constant rape they do genital mutilation so the female will be able to cope   if you rape an area that has no feeling  a little bit better its pretty pathetic because these people are captializing on the fact that i dont want to commit suicide.  so if i am alive, they will continue to torture. if i am dead, they cant    as soon as im dead, they will forget i existed.   they already moved on.   i guess that is why they are trying to get rid of me.if you know that they are going to continue torturing me, i would like someone to do me a favor to get rid of me 

i really do think that gateway and kari jobe are responsible for carrying this on for this long.  in 2013,2014 i was involved in more than one place to volunteer. kind of at the last minute, i decided to volunteer at one place, which is gateway, instead of the other place.  if i had volunteered at the other place, i dont think there would have been a way for you to know who i am. maybe i could have been visible in some way, but i dont think the media or anything would have been able to get to know me or follow me around. if something like that started to happen at the other place, i think they would have become aware of it and probably tried to put a stop to it. because i think the other place cared a lot about their reputation.  but, i dont think i could have become visible enough for the media to find me in the first place.  since that is the situation i was in, i wish that i had chosen to volunteer at the other place. i was just a regular person. i remember going to topgolf , maybe different name, one of the last things i did before things got out of control.  that is the situation i was in, i am not even saying that was my preference. i wasnt able to find the kind of job i wanted and all of that back then too. so i just kind of wound up in that place and that was what i was doing , and it got to a point where i wanted to volunteer , i tried out to be a volunteer and, at the last minute basically volunteered with a community that i didnt really know, which is gateway and kari jobe. i am not saying the other place was my best friend. but their business is to let people in to the building. i am talking about this kinda at a very basic level. the other place, if they hear about this, they may become afraid. i did not know the people that worked there. i knew some people that went there. but ,  i think that when i signed up to volunteer it was pretty slim opportunity. there were no visible opportunities all of it was indoors private kind of stuff. i am just saying that i went there and was signing up to volunteer. but even then i was not finding you know a job.  i think it is something you should know, that i was struggling with employment and then just kind of landed going to those places. you know, one or two years before , kelly had invited me to go with her to california. but i didnt go. so, i guess you could say i was left behind in a state that did not have a very good economy at the time. 

the easiest way i can say it, is they are building their future on my head.  i think their doxing has to do with kari jobe and gateway to be honest. i think kari jobe and gateway did the best they could as their community reached out to them. but i dont think kari jobe knew their community was trying to stabilize themselves at the expense of other people. and that they were stabilizing arranged marriages for themselves. that was happening in africa. they were starting to use the church network to convince parents and those children to let their parents arrange a marriage for them. then it was turning out that, say a filipino parent was arranging for their son or daughter to marry someone from africa. kari jobe acted like she was oblivious to that. i didnt know that stuff was going on when i went there. found out the hard way. i get wierd feelings about stuff.  it is that harry and megan know their son particularly is going to have a hard time. they built their future and his future on my head.  i would say they were "trying to" but it has been 10 years they have been doing this. i think they built something on my head or built a wall and put me in the wall kind of thing. do you know what i mean.   and i was just some random person 12 years ago. it is not like i knew them.  i didnt know megan sat on the set of "married with children" "everyday"  so they are film buffs.  they do want the castle future.  and it also is something i thought about harry and william losing their mother. maybe they fell over on me because of that too.  and i also doubt what the news says, that harry will not visit william in the uk, is true.  they exploit  so i guess maybe they are lying to people   it will be because they are faking things     if they tell yo uthey will not see williiam. they will.  but he did get born in to the existing english royal family.  so because of that i think he sees himself as very important.  you did hit the lottery by being born in to the english royal family.  kind of a lottery.  maybe harry can bring the nba to the uk. like the story is old. everyone is already tired of it harry. i get the feeling you think a lot of yourself. to the point you can destiny swap others. you all kind of have that vibe. kind of destiny swappers.  i kind of caught on when i hear you guys go around in disguise. and so i am like kinda worried you have been within 10 ft or less in disguise.   i hope it didnt get to that point for you and william.   i would like to invite other royal people to be the main characters now. for sure though, i think kari jobe and gateway maybe needed to step in to stop the doxing.  but i get the feeling kari jobe just sees herself as a private citizen and not responsible. i am kind of grossed out by harry , his family, their aspirations. to raise their son up like simba from lion king    but use magic to make it look like they are raising someone else up.     i am not sure how to explain this.  but they are building their future on the heads of others.   instead, they should build their future fairly. i think i realized today they want to be big and famous like the kardashian type level.  they want all of that attention and the instability for other people that comes from that .  the kardashian show made other people unstable.  that situation was terrible. it is very wierd, but the thing that went on reminds me a lot of dana culton.  alyssa childs once fielded a call for me from her, i didnt take the call. but alyssa told me it was dana.   at that point it had already crossed over in to stalker territory because i did not know how she was getting my phone number.  i hope dana does not still know alyssa or that she knows megan now. because she turned in to a stalker or i guess you could say stalker former friend? i can tell you about dana again if i need to.    if dana is involved, this is from things that happened before my mother died. william and harry didnt do the kardashian thing when they were growing up you know. i didnt even really know about them until recently. i just remember hearing that diana died back then. then checked out.obama figured something out.   he was able to kind of change the entire culture. at the end of the day he did raise up his own community.  i dont think anyone knows what he figured out. as far as the arranged marriages. like i think you all may want to reach out to kari jobe to ask her what they are trying to do with that.    they seem to be invested in marrying people like megan off to people.  i think i accidently got caught in an arranged marriages interested people.i hate to tell you this, but it seems like i am being forced to keep bringing up gateway and kari jobe. i have moved way way way past that 30 minute experience.   i do not want to live in a world where you show your face on tv for 30 seconds and then can never escape. like i hope these people dont think it is funny or that they are doing me a favor by forcing their story back to me. i moved on a long time ago. but it is almost like they need me or something.  but that is not how things work.  if you need another person but take them against their will, i think it is kidnapping abduction. i think you know they are going to kill me. make it look like an accident.  just kinda sad it had to be because of dilbert and megan. and their fear of how they are treated because of her skin color. i dont think getting killed because of the consequences of post slavery is probably worth it.   i hear obama drowns people in shallow water.   they are asking people to die so they can live. how about no.i would be angrier. but i cant really be angry. because i think these people are the kind of people that can hide in your attic but you will never know. they could live in your attic the entire time you are there, and then after you die, they will still be able to live in the attic, mooch off of you, and you never caught them. i think they are kind of a little bit extra strong. not in a good way.  i remember i said like 10 years ago i think i said they reminded me of a parasite looking for a host. kind of like the barnacle on the substrate.  10 years later, they are living up to my guess.  i hate to remember that but it is kind of like they live up to the barnacle on the substrate thing.

i think they dox people to make them immobile. i think they saw me as immobile, 10 to 12 years later, and beheaded. because being doxxed puts you in bad shape, basically beheaded.i kinda see harry megan trying to stand next to me, holding my beheaded head.

i just listened to this song. its a good song. https://youtu.be/p-Z3YrHJ1sU?si=kgqP8fn6KBTQvctq

i do wonder why harry and megan did not go to the uk when biden was president. that looks like unresolved issues with the english royal family. that was a lot to put on the public.  there is some kind of weight in the public eye . they didnt go when biden was president . but like, excuse the narrow sightedness, but they kind of waited until i was destroyed even worse in the media. then decided to go to the uk.  harry and megan i dont think shouldered the responsibility of their family or personal lives by avoiding the uk. instead put that burden on the public.   megan and I are not one person in two different bodies.  sometimes when stuff like this happens, i feel like they are still dealing with being unequal naturally.  but they now make up for it by using the media or kind of putting their burden on me or you.   i guess i would tell megan, that it is impossible for two people to walk on the same exact place on a path.  but i think with megan she either want to walk right behind me and breathe down my neck or want me to walk behind her as kind of a symbol that i am lower than her.  kind of slave vibes.  this is why i say, if a group of people struggle with equality to such a degree, i think the natural course should take its place. this is also a self own.  but what i just said you may not be able to understand.i used to not have issues in the public, but as more people came along, and i guess tried to find their place in the world, i dropped a few social statuses. probably to garbage status. like , i see their group as the weaker link, but that they are hitting out hard to avoid extinction.  but i can see a path where they are able to thrive in the uk.  but to be honest, i dont think william or charles would want that. but william would be the only one that matters on that.  if he would be ok with harrys tribe making a life in the uk with himharry should be able to do what he wants, but i think william will block them. like he probably did for the last few years.  that was a burden to the public that you all didnt move forward. i have also heard though that william goes motorcycling in disguise. so i do think it is possible things could be different than it seems. but i also kind of wonder if william has been to the u.s. to travel around in disguise also.  i see the positive side of doing that but also see possibility of that kind of thing being sort of on the not so positive side for the public. if my parents were alive, i would probably live with them. or be with them to try to help myself out with the whole being kicked down a few social statuses.  i think i told you i think my mother was kind of taken out.  recently i was wondering about the charter schools. these are a newer kind of school. that opened in 1991.  they are supposedly schools for people that wouldn't do that well in traditional school.  but sometimes i wonder if there are networks in the charter school that kind of led to some of the uprising in the u.s.    if you dont know there are publicly available videos, of people showing up to town halls. they claim to be regular people who are concerned about their families, and then at the end of their thing at the meeting, they also reveal they are in the "cia" or whatever.  from kind of like charter school community kind of people. i think i kind of understand. you would hope harry would want to go to the uk to live the life there. but they will not want to live there. they will want to live in the u.s. and in the u.k.   they have probably been faking everyone out and harry and william plan to make the u.s. a permanent house party.   kind of a desecration.   i would like to see harry and his family disappear in to the castles of england. but they wont. i think megan had a good life , career, and husband before. that most people in the u.s. probably respected her for. but now they are in a place where they are asking for too much.  if they want a house party and hybrid living. with no standard of when they are satisfied. their satisfaction rate is always changing. they are not satisfied until their foot is pinned against peoples necks and stuff.   because the inequality is a thing.  if they are last, they instead are going to be first, by pinning their foot on your neck.  the last thing i would say about them, is i guess people will probably need to watch their children for rape or overlording people. my guess is one or both may  struggle with it.  but hopefully not and will just be able to date people normally.  i dont completely agree with everything is this video. but this video is an interesting opinion on generations. looks like they didnt really start grouping generations that much until 1946. in some way, everyone born after 1946 may be in some cruel experiment.  this video doesnt really even take race or things like that into consideration either. this girls point of view is something i am familiar with. then there is the eeoc thing that i think megan represents.  and in my opinion they are crowding everyone out now. and kind of taking double portions. somehow i think you will understand what i mean. if not, thats ok.   https://youtu.be/YVfNNPnxVu4?si=Yeai76C75Jh0o9lXi do think that harry threatens my personal safety in the u.s.  finding out that they go around in disguises is kind of not good. makes you wonder how many times they have been near you or others in a disguise.   i get the feeling they have been like right around the corner from me in a disguise probably many times. because 10 years ago i was like  i hope they dont get married on twitter.  and they didnt let it go i guess. i did you all a favor saying you should live in castles.  i would like to tell you. i think it would be a positive situation. but i think there is some kind of cultural problem that you will have. where you wont want to live in europe like that.  or physically be able to because you will physically reject it.  that is kind of a problem. it is almost like there is some kind of haywire  in the culture you live in or whatever it is that will cause the physical rejection.   im against trafficking basically. also , i dont want to be involved and dont want harry following me around. it is kind of making me angry a little bit.  i kind of dont think i have anything to do with you.  

it looks like kai trump is wearing a wedding band. they do not seem like promise ring. if it is marriage in to polygamy , if it was to elon. and they kept it a secret. americans are in trouble. maybe watch to see if ashley st claire and the others also have a ring now. kai is pretty. she could be elons 'lookmatch'. but i am dissaponted trump family is this kind of people. maybe marrying kai saved their family from something. but it is another reason i would never have been involved if trumps were interested in marrying elon.  kais mother supposedly has breast cancer, but they seem to chop up celebrities. she should probably get a second opinion before they cut stuff off. i kind f fell like it is a scam to kind of ruin confience so she will compromise in to a worse lifestyle. possibly that involves having children with tiger so he can get status out of her. if you guys are only interested in intermarrying like that, kind of bad news for america. kind of gypsy carnie. 

i appreciate the tweet governor gavin newsom. you are reading this because of the inflated attention i recieved but once trump is no longer in office, i doubt i will have the same attention enough for you to hear from me again. does that make sense? you can hear from me now because i have inflated attention. once they leave office you wont be able to hear from me again in the same way.  i appreciate the sentiment of your statement on the birthday. i didnt know dana white had so much to do with bringing the attention. and kelly faszholz is a part of the situation i believe.  the last thing i know is in 2012, she and I were roommates but she did not really live at the apartment. she spent most of the time staying somewhere else. she told me she became interested in jiu jitsu , and she told me about who the gracies were and dana white. it seemed like she was connected to all of them but she was a beginner.  in 2012, she invited me to move to california with her. santa rosa. but i decided to stay in texas.  the last thing i know about kelly is pretty much that situation. the last time i had anything to do with "ufc", was i was kellys friend in 2012. she was new to mma , and asked me what i thought about it. i told her mma seemed like it was too dangerous.  all i remember about her is she was someone that was obsessed with texas roadhouse , i went to a jiu jitsu event one time, there was some mma fighter guy there at the event, he had been in a severe accident where he was hit by a motor cycle. but somehow survived, supposedly. he had an unusual upbringing that included some kind of upbringing similar to amish.  he encouraged kelly to go in to mma.   but in 2012, i think it was the last time i saw kelly, i went to a jiu jitsu event, she was obsessed with texas roadhouse, and that is all i remember about her. she invited me to go to california. i didnt go.   she was a twitter user and would say hash tag 10 different words pretty much. i think she did it verbally, because i was not active online. i picked up on it somewhere.  she may have been aspiring to become very famous. and i didnt know that. but i guess if you go in to mma. you may be interested in being famous.  if she has been trolling me since 2012 or 2014, she is not a nice person.  to me at this point, she is kind of like on the level of my family members that kind of shunned me.  all i did , gavin, was volunteer somewhere.  then i became homeless not long after. but i think they followed me around because of cancel culture and the smart phones.  if kelly still lives in santa rosa,  i am saying she was living in texas, this is what happened before.    As President Trump Turns 80, California Governor Gavin Newsom Says, “Happy 80th Birthday To America’s Biggest Loser. He Can Blow Out The Candles, But He Can’t Wish Away The Damage”

dana where is kelly. i am not fighting kai. but look like you incite to violence. like i said 10 year ago i though you exploit people to build ufc. please stop inspiring toddlers to fight me. dana i hate to say this but you may have been a problem for me. maybe you did it on purpose, maybe it was an accident. but maybe dont do it anymore. https://youtube.com/shorts/XoicKl2bQ8I?si=n9hBwnV4EiXH88Jt

i am gonna say that i am not really a fan of getting on twitter, not knowing anyone, learning about elon first, then learning about grimes,  then being competed with by grimes, then she has children, i watch the whole thing play out with elon, and now like she lived her whole life in front of me, and is now preparing for retirement, with her life plan.  and i was sitting there , didnt know elon, but found out about elon. then just was interested in a date or something. then got drowned out. and now several years later. was just siting there waiting for a date. but ive got grimes in my face with children , and ready for retirement.  what kind of time warp was that. you people feared "my rise"  and would have been insulted by "my rise" so much, that you had to do all of that and get to the point of being prepared for retirement in my face, before you would let me "be over you" or something. i am actually not sure what you were afraid of.the internet and social media kind of remind me of. like some thing.  for example, if 50 people walk in to internet/social media with the same idea for a career. the internet/social media,  kind of seems like it will look at all 50 people with the same idea then choose who gets to be "the one" to use the idea for a career.   so , all these people put themselves online. but they dont know they are getting blocked. because the internet knows there are 2500 other people with the same idea so there are 2501 people with the same idea. the internet blocked 2500 people to give the idea to the one person it chose. does that make sense.  this is why grimes and I cannot be friends.  because she took steps to prepare for retirement while taking steps so i would be stuck somewhere. you all need to understand, that i do not know any of these people personally. they could be bad people. and they hide. so grimes true opinion of me could be that she did things secretly to keep me stuck and at the same time she prepared for retirement.  i am not foolish. i know that she would not want me to have even one date with elon. even now. at a place where she is prepared for retirement. but when i got online, i did not know who elon, grimes, or donald trump were. you need a "screw someone over to prepare for retirement" meter on the internet.  every day counts. does this guy on the internet look like he is screwing people over to prepare for retirement ? i was looking for a video about L.A. but didnt find it. but basically it is about how this one girl gets 100 phone calls a day asking for dates or things like that.  i didnt know L.A. was like that.  but to me it kind of changes my view on people that live in L.A. . if they are living there and getting hit up for 100 dates per day.  their way of life is not average. it may harm others if you dont know about their lifestyle.  this is something i am not able to explain completely right now.   but i think grimes lives in l.a. and probably gets hit up like that every day.  but on the internet she looked like she was really really down. one thing interacting with the media has shown me, is everyday life for people who do not live in the media is different than for people who live in the media.    kate middleton is not going to like that i say this, but i read that she started dating william in 2001.  there was also a rumor that britney spears was possibly going to date william. so, i mean very seriously, i never considered kate middleton and williams relationship as a factor in why britney started to deal with problems, but like, was everything that connected that william being interested in britney could have gotten her destroyed by kate middleton and her family.   and i say that because i am actually wondering, did kate middleton have something to do with keeping me in a time warp. i am dead serious. that would be some crazy skills.  all of it is surprising to me too, because the internet is not that old. and film is not that old either. but back in the 90s, it seemed like film and media were second nature, like they had been around forever. but actually they havent.