anything

✱ track 1 this song is about being so far outside of my body that i did bad things to myself and ended up in the hospital. not feeling anything isn't good or fun. if you're self-harming or experiencing suicidal ideation, get help, because that shit doesn't just go away on its own. lyrics: i don't want anything at all don't need any attention cause i'm building up a wall fortifying my defenses and when i wake up will my room still look the same will i step outside for a minute will the world know i'm in it no painnnn i wont feel anythinggg blood drains dripping down my leg i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day take it out out out in the bath room room put it in your phone case keep it close to you take it out out out in the bath room room keep it in your phone case keep it close to you no painnnn i wont feel anythinggg blood drains dripping down my leg i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day