saoirse dream

Until you hear from me next,

track 4 of 10 off my self-titled third album. lr-d.ffm.to/saoirse-dream coproduced by @can-of-bliss

track 2 of 10 off my self-titled third album. lr-d.ffm.to/saoirse-dream

track 10 of 10 off my self-titled third album. coproduced/arranged by @leastfavorite

track 9 of 10 off my self-titled third album. viola by @americalovesme

track 8 of 10 off my self-titled third album. lead guitar by elle archer

track 5 of 10 from my self-titled third album.

track 3 of 10 from my self-titled third album. ft @angeljellycore

track 1 of 10 from my self-titled third album.

mixed & mastered by @st1cksyea s/t out feb 28

remix i made for honey creek's "Self Preservation (The Last Act)" :3

Ok let's go like download on bandcamp https://saoirsedream.bandcamp.com/album/power lyrics https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-fr3ak-lyrics

No one else can tell me shit download on bandcamp https://saoirsedream.bandcamp.com/album/power lyrics https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-die2222night-lyrics

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So... that happened!

found out i have covid soooo wap remix

update 3/3/23 - house music

where i'm at mixed by @soupandreas mastered by Ryan Schwabe cover art by @daywaiter, photographed by niko olivo

11 of 10 mastered by ryan schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ You came to my party with that girl you fucked Who had a fiancee when you fell in love All my friends are sick of hearing your name Every time i get a little bit lonely I made a promise to leave it alone But i don’t think that’s possible I want your hands on me I wanna say sweet things I wanna make you laugh And see you smile so big I want your hands on me I wanna say sweet things I wanna make you laugh And see you smile so big Sometimes i feel too crazy Especially lately You’re calling me catie I’m calling you baby Freaking out daily Feel like i can't breathe But i can't say no Cause i'm afraid you’ll leave Cause i'm not like you Cause i'm not like you at all Cause i'm not like you Cause i'm not like you at all If i had found the key and just stopped I would define myself by the lock If i could wait for it to turn out like you want I wouldn’t have written everybody’s favorite songs

1 of 10 additional guitar & ambience by @wishlane mastered by ryan schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ go break your silence while saying some shit that no one will remember 'less they ratio it at least you're being honest for once in your life 'til you beg and you promise "[you're] such a good guy" and i'll hate you as long as i want but that doesn't mean i won't cry when you're gone it's not like i can take your name out of my songs i just won't sing along

6 of 10 mixed by @soupandreas mastered by ryan schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ i saw a boy turn into smoke convinced myself i’m dreaming he gestured back shot a pointed glance at a cycle still repeating oh it won’t be easy catie you just gotta try if you don’t see yourself in me just look in my eyes i knew a girl who took so much she couldn’t stop the bleeding 19 years old with no map and a skill for self-defeating she's tellin' everybody she fucks that she doesn’t feel anything when she gets touched and she’s bargaining one more month against one more drink or one more cut yeah she's tellin' everybody she loves that it’s their fault she isn’t growing up yeah she's tellin' everybody she trusts she’s just having fun and they care too much oh it won’t be easy catie you just gotta try do you still see yourself in me when you wanna die i've been a girl who gets so choked up every time she’s speaking pretends the awful things she put behind her won’t be creeping up again again again again again again again again again again again again again again again oh it won’t be easy catie you just gotta try you haven’t been yourself lately what does it feel like if it was easy catie you’d just follow the light promise you’ll never hate me just to dull the bite

8 of 10 coproduced & mixed by @can-of-bliss mastered by ryan schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ you didn't wanna be seen with me told everyone you wanted to fuck i never said i wanted you in me but i never said i wanted to stop you can feel so old when you're fifteen but at 22 you're not grown up keep the memory but not what's in between i don't wanna be stuck in your passenger seat just let me out, i've gotta think a bit, you know told the only person who'd hear me she said the thought was making her sick sarah doesn't hate the person within me but i'm not being a good catholic she thought she'd get the perfect boyfriend look at how i'm proving her wrong i don't ever doubt she remembers i don't wanna be stuck in your passenger seat just let me out, i've gotta cry a while, and i can't tell you why can you pull the car over i've gotta throw up as if to remember it wasn't enough a perfecter person could just let it go but i'm stuck reliving what nobody knows

2 of 10 cowritten, coproduced, & featuring @wishlane mastered by ryan schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ (sd) i can taste the menthol in your spit i'd probably complain if i was really tryna quit tried to do the math on what it means when you commit cause i'm only ever underneath, you love how i submit i don't get much more direct than this if you wanted to know me, you should've known me when we were kids naming everyone i walked all over in the stupid emo songs i wrote why does forever feel like just a couple years ago less than enough, less than enough, less than enough for ya less than enough, less than enough, less than enough for ya less than enough, less than enough, less than enough (wishlane) do you mind if i want it do you mind if i want it do you mind if i talk in half measures to fill up the space in between (the lie and the truth) is it really the sorrow and the pity thats keeping you wrapped in the sheets (like every night) cos sundown gets your stomach in knots do you excuse yourself just to get what you want like every time you get hurt, its someone elses fault and i dont think you even know what it costs so make me think im less-than just to kill some time you can use it as a weapon any time you like keep me wrapped between your fingers just to keep your lie intact you dont know the half but you do it right back cos now im falling so carelessly just to please you you turn your shoulder so callously, did you mean to let me in on your secret, i see the real you oh, was it all so one-sided, or was it me too

10 of 10 featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss mastered by ryan schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ (sd) i am the target i’ve been trying to reach but all of my verses feel shallow to me the only words i believe in are too painful to speak make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town while all of your parents are just flying you out give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth but i play games to make being broke feel fun wondering how much money can i waste this month spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up i could go back to california anytime that i want i am the target i’ve been trying to reach but all of my verses feel shallow to me the only words i believe in are too painful to speak make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe (can of bliss) i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb make discussion, tell you where i'm from i get so frustrated every day of the month cause i'm not getting all the attention i want doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long (sd + can of bliss) i am the target i’ve been trying to reach but all of my verses feel shallow to me the only words i believe in are too painful to speak make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe i am the target i’ve been trying to reach but all of my verses feel shallow to me the only words i believe in are too painful to speak make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe (sd) don't take it serious i've been doing so bad lately don't take it serious i've been doing so bad lately i've been doing so bad lately (sd + can of bliss) i am the target i’ve been trying to reach but all of my verses feel shallow to me the only words i believe in are too painful to speak make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe i am the target i’ve been trying to reach but all of my verses feel shallow to me the only words i believe in are too painful to speak make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

5 of 10 cowritten by & featuring @prodmusa coproduced & mixed by @can-of-bliss additional guitar & production by @wishlane mastered by ryan schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ (sd) I think I get what that Kanye song means If I put my hand on a stove will I bleed If I cut again can I even go deep Picking away at the body beneath Grounding by naming five things I can see Five things I can hear Five things I can touch Can tasting the back of my tongue be enough Yeah with my luck, you’ll tell me I’m so beautiful, so beautiful You’ve got front row seats to the dream To scream my name back at me, pretend I’m in control, I’m in control All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on Five more steps, fingers around my neck Five down and one ‘til I’m dead Five counts and I’m catching my breath Five more steps, fingers around my neck Five down and one ‘til I’m dead Five counts and I’m catching my breath (musa) Sometimes I think I’m on top of the world but I’m missing their words when they’re talking to me, Fucked up the details everything they told me I thought that their birthday was the seventeenth And I don’t know why I just act like I have so much energy, when I don’t even get sleep My words just compress out my mouth now it’s hurting to breathe, It’s hard to accept you’re relying on me I’m burning this bridge it’s not holding up My patience ran thin yeah I called your bluff I bottled my feelings the day that you left Yeah I tried to be cool, I’m not cold enough It would be funny if I ran into you on a corner, street, or party If I’m just telling you the truth, My heart already broke before it started (sd) I’m so beautiful, so beautiful You’ve got front row seats to the dream To scream my name back at me, pretend I’m in control, I’m in control All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on Five more steps, fingers around my neck Five down and one ‘til I’m dead Five counts and I’m catching my breath Five more steps, fingers around my neck Five down and one ‘til I’m dead Five counts and I’m catching my breath Five more steps, fingers around my neck Five down and one ‘til I’m dead Five counts and I’m catching my breath Five more steps, fingers around my neck Five down and one ‘til I’m dead Five counts and I’m catching my breath

4 of 10 cowritten by & featuring @t0rr coproduced & mixed by @soupandreas additional vocals & production by @daywaiter mastered by Ryan Schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ (sd) if it isn't all bad but i still don't like it, ya what do u call that? what do u call that? if it isn't all bad but i still don't like it, ya what do u call that? what do u call that? i don't know if i'm prepared for anything more than this oh what am i scared for everything more than this i don't know if i'm prepared for anything more than this oh what am i scared for everything more than this when i speak with my voice at a regular tone yeah u like that don't u started telling myself that i sound like this cause i love being lied to it came pouring out of me And i don't know how i've been so good lately, honestly been too busy portaling and i wont stop now getting so close lately i'm scared of me (torr) what do u call that what do u call that letting you trade away your pulpit for a ballgag im been living apathetic to the betterment go ahead and burn a cigarette into my letterman i could be passed out dead in the doldrums letting my cup runneth over til its all gone how long did u expect yourself to keep on rising now what goes up must come down you know thats not surprising now (sd) if it isn't all bad but i still don't like it, ya what do u call that? what do u call that? if it isn't all bad but i still don't like it, ya what do u call that? what do u call that? i don't know if i'm prepared for anything more than this oh what am i scared for everything more than this i don't know if i'm prepared for anything more than this oh what am i scared for everything more than this (daywaiter) never taking days off, yeah end up with the shades on now we never taking days off yea (yea yea yea) bouncing on the lip cause i was riding too slow chomping at the bit its inevitable (oooooo ooooo) look what they gave us (if i took a little bit i’m rolling) takin a day off (just another little hit i’m calling) keeping the shades on (keep it coming till you hit that bottom) kicking the chains off (just another little hit i’m wanting) look how it paid off (if i took a little bit i’m rolling) never a day off (just another little hit i’m calling) keeping the shades on (have another and you’ll hit that bottom) but we just can’t stop there

7 of 10 cowritten by & featuring @daywaiter coproduced & mixed by @st1cksyea mastered by Ryan Schwabe art by atlas ezra! ~~lyrics~~ (sd) i recently realized i’ve been the bad guy for a long time and that doesn’t sit right i gotta take charge of my life i’ve gotta be fine for me or fine with me spend a lot of time with me cause what’s good for you ‘s not good for me at all i gotta be honest can’t be hard to be honest wait why’s it hard to be honest why’m i always stuck on it truth be told it’s been a while since i’ve been writing wish i could say that it’s been longer since i’ve lied and can’t make promises but i know i don’t wanna end up like him these thoughts can’t be intrusive if i invite them look, what do you want do you check your read receipts to see whose side you’re on no proof is enough you look past the words i say to criticize the tone (daywaiter) hey its always fun to fault when you're involved i'm so uncomfortable and i'm freezing cold reminds me of a white lie i once told of a bond that we lived on until we broke it a token, i'm all choked up tried put that act to bed instead you called my bluff its funny how its hard to find till your in inches of your life that inches further was the light that coulda broken your disguise i've told you like so many times that its all in your mind so lets leave it behind us evolved into someone your kind now i know what its like and i hate being honest i've told you like so many times that its all in your mind so lets leave it behind us evolved into someone your kind now i know what its like and i hate being honest (sd) i recently realized i’ve been the bad guy for a long time and that doesn’t sit right i gotta take charge of my life i’ve gotta be fine for me or fine with me spend a lot of time with me cause what’s good for you ‘s not good for me at all i gotta be honest can’t be hard to be honest wait why’s it hard to be honest why’m i always stuck on it

3 of 10 cowritten by & featuring @soupandreas additional production by @bbbbfc mastered by Ryan Schwabe art by atlas ezra ~~lyrics~~ (sd) and i promise you this i won’t be worth nothing to ya when i stop making hits my character’s nobody if she stops talking shit when i can’t record the verses that i don’t believe in whatever, shut up, go fuck yourself i gotta get me out my head whoever she was i wish her well before you snap her neck i bet half of you’d curse me to hell if i just think about it freak out daily, don’t stop to breathe i can’t say no, afraid you’ll leave in the right city at the wrong time making all the right moves with the wrong guys seeing all the right things with the wrong eyes living in the right ways with the wrong life (at least that’s what i think it’s like) i guess this is how i find out can i keep it up or do i wind down laughing, oh my god she’s such a sellout hold her head under the water, you should be proud she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout (soupandreas) saying all the right things at the wrong times doing all the right scenes with the wrong lines feeling like an extra in my own life can you see that i'm afraid of that or do you feel the same on the inside i can't breathe anymore making my way to the door spilled my guts on your floor don't know what i did it for i tried to sell you a lie you ripped away the disguise wish i could run back the time and make it all alright (sd) i guess this is how i find out can i keep it up or do i wind down laughing, oh my god she’s such a sellout hold her head under the water, you should be proud she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout she’s such a sellout

phone

i don't play the bitch enough!!!!! fuck u man ft @skybr34kr prod @flooddubs @trndytrndy https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-aboutme2-lyrics

9 of 10 cowritten by & featuring @cmten mastered by Ryan Schwabe art designed + edited by @daywaiter original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me ~~lyrics~~ (sd) Acting out of malice Circle pain on the diagram Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaky hands I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am You only reach out at your weakest And I do it right back back back back back And I do it right back back back back back Let it circle in my head head head head head Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed And I do it right back back back back back And I do it right back back back back back Let it circle in my head head head head head Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed I think I found what you were looking for I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern Water down the drain until I'm clean I create the image of myself I let you see The things that make you pretty never look as good on me Me my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green And I do it right back back back back back And I do it right back back back back back Let it circle in my head head head head head Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed And I do it right back And I do it right back Let it circle in my head (Let it circle in my, and it circles in my head) Burn a hole into my bed (And it circles in my head head head head head yeah) (cmten) Downing the drink that you made for me Carve a space in the walls so that I can see I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe When you’re not with me, when you’re not with me Sometimes takes a little more to come apart Waiting for you to come back in the dark now Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop I don’t really give a fuck about what you want now Bout what you want now Bout what you need now Bout what we had, 2am and I’m homebound Kissing your neck, I forget all the past Til I stand up too fast and I do it right back (sd) And I do it right back back back back back And I do it right back back back back back Let it circle in my head head head head head Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed And I do it right

>:) prod me ft + art @daywaiter samples ought by @sadkey https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-ought2-lyrics

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✱ track 9 coprod @can-of-bliss ~~lyrics~~ everything you said, everything you did brought the shit back up from when we were kids brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad. can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad for yourself or mad at yourself don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health" but you said "it's different now" cause you got a new crowd and they're all too young to be calling shit out i don't wanna freak out again i live in the real world, i guess i live in the real world, i guess honestly i'm disappointed but i'm not tryna shut you down you didn't hear a thing that i said not that it really matters now we're all adults, i guess i don't wanna hear you cry again i don't wanna hear you cry again oh our words hurt? how does it feel on the other side? don't you hear yourself talk? don't you hear yourself lie? but you said "it's different now" cause you got a new crowd and they're all too young to be calling shit out yeah it's pretty different now cause we made a new crowd and we all found out you were bringing us down no more, i wanna see you at the front door no more, i wanna see you at the front door no more, i wanna see you at the front door no more, i wanna see you at the front door you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag" i had your back, didn't have to do that when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad" no more, i wanna see you at the front door no more, i wanna see you at the front door no more, i wanna see you at the front door no more, i wanna see you at the front door honestly i'm disappointed but i'm not tryna shut you down you didn't hear a thing that i said not that it really matters now no more, i wanna see you at the front door no more, i wanna see you at the front door

✱ track 8 ~~lyrics~~ oh pity you got what was coming no pity you got what you wanted no pity you got what you wanted no pity you got what you wanted no pity you got what you wanted oh pity you got what was coming no pity you got what you wanted no pity you got what you needed yeah, no, no pity watch it burning from the front row you're sitting pretty in your chateau it's too late for "hi, hello" cause i'm jumping out the window say it with me you need something checking all your power i could compromise a quiet life if i spoke a little louder guess i'm back in the backrooms crying holding on a bottle in the bathroom promise that i had nothing against you i just cut you off because i knew i fuckin had to oh pity you got what was coming no pity you got what you wanted no pity you got what you needed big city no friends in sight and i start telling people that you died and i'm too busy building up my pride and i'm caught up in all these lies and oh pity you got what was coming no pity you got what you wanted no pity you got what you needed now you're better in a bad way you learned how to better hurt me you take your time tryna get around me knock me down when i find my feet, yeah you're breaking down every wall you see one one more door and you open now you're staring at me wide eyed you think we're talking just because you needed my life? no more looking on the bright side i'm being very fucking clear when i say that you get NOTHING

✱ track 7 mastered by @dossyx ft 7aurenner additional mixing by @daywaiter ~~lyrics~~ i make my friends upset knocking on my door like "are you up yet?" blowing up my phone asking where i've been but my room's the only place i'm spending time in what do i even tell them? i can't keep on lying to my best friends keep my mouth shut during the discussion is it still the truth if i say nothing, nothing i don't know [7aurenner] i get lost in the sound (crowd) but in the silence i sometimes drown this is the part where i run but i got stuck here, frozen with no bounds so tell me why we're six feet under in all of these lies i try to fall in love well i don't know myself, or even try guess that's my alibi [me] you showed up in my dream we weren't making out you told me it's fucked we call this our house in the blanket fort power line fell down you just held me close and you kissed my mouth i feel you breathe in deep while you're on top of me i see my arms bruising i start to count to three i'm stuck losing sleep, rapid cycling bear it and grind my teeth, no hurt in losing me i make my friends upset knocking on my door like "are you up yet?" blowing up my phone asking where i've been but my room's the only place i'm spending time in what do i even tell them? i can't keep on lying to my best friends keep my mouth shut during the discussion is it still the truth if i say nothing, nothing

✱ track 5 ~~lyrics~~ (take it out out out in the bath room room keep it in your phone case keep it close to you take it out out out in the bath room room keep it in your phone case keep it close) i wish i fuckin worked right i wanna take walks on the westside without feeling like i might die static tearing out the night sky i wish i fuckin worked right i wanna take walks on the westside without feeling like i might die static tearing out the night sky i don't wanna wake you i don't wanna bother i don't wanna fake it it's obvious i'm not her caught in my obsessions or just being honest i'm a disappointment say it's not ironic i get kinda scared to talk sometimes feel like i'm faking my whole life and all the stupid shit that makes me cry thinking i should let it pass me by better people wrote all my best lines and they're out there living their best lives i'm so caught up tryna make up lies out of people tryna have a good time sometimes i wonder if they hear me i'm quiet but i feel like i'm screaming see how long i can live without breathing and if i get it just right i can push those feelings right down, forget about it go out, get fucked up, shouting "i'm alive for now because i found a way to kill myself" i don't wanna wake you i don't wanna bother i don't wanna fake it it's obvious i'm not her caught in my obsessions or just being honest i'm a disappointment say it's not ironic i get kinda scared to talk sometimes cause i know i'm taking my own life why am i always so afraid to die if it's not even the first time i tried facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing facedown, pavement,

✱ track 4 ~~lyrics~~ we could have coffee, doughnuts we could watch twin peaks, good fun shouldn't move closer, no touch shouldn't get caught up, no feelings but that's what i want i make it obvious i'll throw my life away for one good fuck i want what i can't have so i get what i don't want i make it all no fun i make it all blow up i'm done playing fuckup i'm done playing fuckup i'm done playing fuckup i'm done playing fuckup i could take your t-shirt home and never give it back and make new friends and put it all behind me all behind me we could have coffee, doughnuts we could watch twin peaks, good fun shouldn't move closer, no touch shouldn't get caught up, no feelings

✱ track 2 ~~lyrics~~ (i'm somewhere else) find the portal, make an entrance scratch the surface of something different decide you hate it, know it hates you let it bury, let it break you life's an empty hallway lungs feel empty always stuff it in the crawlspace treat it like a mistake crush the pieces even smaller cut the loose ends, block the caller love the horror, burn the altar wake up six feet underwater "you're just fucked up like your father you can't focus any longer" discomposure ever present it'll kill you if you let it find the portal, make an entrance scratch the surface of something different decide you hate it, know it hates you let it bury, let it break you

✱ track 6 mastered by @dossyx backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end ~~lyrics~~ to a better half: (are those the words we used?) you want a better start but you know i love to lose through the bitterness you know you always win you want a better part but it's just like you said - i wanna be just like you i wanna be just like you i wanna dress like you i wanna act like you do i see you in my dreams now but usually you're just hanging around a couple of times i think we made out but we've never been in this house "if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good" is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you i wanna be just like you i wanna be just like you i wanna trust like you i wanna love like you do i wanna be just like you i wanna be just like you i wanna trust like you i wanna love like you do i wanna be just like, just like, just like i wanna be just like, just like, just like i wanna be just like, just like, just like i wanna be just like, just like, just like

updated 3/5/22 - "director's cut" og mix 8/2/21 - https://www.dropbox.com/s/ji0iszfxg3pal0r/when%20your%20pizza%20rols%203.mp3?dl=0

@tropes777 @heartstopmiami prod me im the transgender porter robinson... portia robinson

prod & art by @can-of-bliss <3 <3 <3 backing vox by @wishlane album ??? i think inspired by https://soundcloud.com/mrspeepeepoopoo/weeniehut-emotional

caroline polachek - door (user-177606669 flip) saoirse dream - idiot paramore - misery business webcage - actor saoirse dream - weenie hut (p. can of bliss) saoirse dream - ritual (p. can of bliss) dltzk & fraxiom - if you make music, stop it dolly - sixteen fourty four death grips - takyon sophie - faceshopping leroy - copyright my fucking nuts p!atd - i write sins not tragedies (hikeii flip) underscores - bozo bozo bozo (groovy bot flip) dltzk & kmoe - homeswitcher (sd flip) queen - bohemian rhapsody user-177606669 - can ü hear me maü5 can of bliss - closure (p. saoirse dream)

og by @janeremover @kmoethekid :3

all proceeds (on https://saoirsedream.bandcamp.com/album/let-the-sky-in) will be donated to the Transgender Law Center (https://transgenderlawcenter.org/ for more info - they're an incredible organization) tracklist: 1. moon ii (0:00) 2. shasta (3:28) 3. so separated (5:25) 4. be hurt (8:48) 5. birthright (11:29) 6. yesterday (14:44) 7. 27s club (18:01) 8. will (19:25)

prod+master @can-of-bliss VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAeVlEitFAs spotify <3 https://open.spotify.com/album/3nGTuD0VH3ezmrpPUXsvG3?si=R14w6ZMoRNqjzwliQ7qdpg ringtone mag writeup: https://www.ringtonemag.com/articles/caller-id-track-roundup-21821 <3 <3 hope u enjoy !!!lyrics!!! never at the top yeah it just feels so unreachable i dropped out of college cause i’m completely unteachable smoking cigarettes when i get sad cause it’s habitual drinking monster energy like it’s a fucking ritual and i’m jingling these bells whipping out my magic glock and shooting all these spells i didn’t see ur mom last night cause i don’t kiss and tell balling like an idiot ******* i just got my nails done now i’m smoking on a nail gun if i ever meet drake i am going to impale him ur the peak of faildom i’ll eat u like some cinnamon tre was never real he was created by the government been workin at subway i’m lookin like a subgay praying for some weed like it’s a mother ducking sunday all my work is unpaid i want to eat a grenade i get home at 3pm and hang out in my webcage u care bout monthly listeners ur mommy, i been kissin her mute and deafen cause i am about to say a cuss word f*ck yeah it’s a funny word is ur mom a table cause i think i’m gonna bussin her never at the top yeah it just feels so unreachable i dropped out of college cause i’m completely unteachable smoking cigarettes when i get sad cause it’s habitual drinking monster energy like it’s a fucking ritual

✱ track 1 this song is about being so far outside of my body that i did bad things to myself and ended up in the hospital. not feeling anything isn't good or fun. if you're self-harming or experiencing suicidal ideation, get help, because that shit doesn't just go away on its own. lyrics: i don't want anything at all don't need any attention cause i'm building up a wall fortifying my defenses and when i wake up will my room still look the same will i step outside for a minute will the world know i'm in it no painnnn i wont feel anythinggg blood drains dripping down my leg i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day take it out out out in the bath room room put it in your phone case keep it close to you take it out out out in the bath room room keep it in your phone case keep it close to you no painnnn i wont feel anythinggg blood drains dripping down my leg i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day i told them i'm afraid of what i do to myself every day

it's my 3 year (tr)anniversary so here's a song lyrics: i’m just a regular girl just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli i’m ur manic pixie dream or at least i really wish people said that to me i know my makeup looks bad it’s intentional i don’t need all these tutorials people treat me like i’m 10 years old just cause i started hormones in high school if i looked just like hunter or laura maybe lesbians would find me more adorable at least my mindset’s less horrible since i bought clear frames and moved up to oregon my last episode was in may i recorded a whole album in like three days but when i listen to it now i don’t hear me cause i wrote all the songs when i was 18 i used to really deeply hate me now i only kind of hate me i’ve been doing a lot better lately and i’m not afraid of being crazy i’m just a regular girl just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli i’m ur manic pixie dream or at least i really wish people said that to me can’t change who i am, don’t feel safe around cishets even online you’re always grouping me with men government wants to write me out of existence but in a year or two or three we’ll all fucking be dead you say voting fixes everything, i can’t help but laugh we’re all hopeless, but the least we can do is act if i live to the apocalypse i’m stealing a life raft swim to DC, kill the US president (in minecraft) i’m just a regular girl just like anybody else

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