Asmr after 'gasm Meditation

Processing my internal dialogue regarding an orgasm I just had. A 40 minute climb and release. I experienced a few after shocks 6 minutes after.  Not focusing on the outcome of an orgasm, being with the body, my body, as I scan from toe to head to observe what sensations I experience on the way up to an orgasm.  I sobbed as I will often do when fully connected to presence. I use different emotions, including anger, to bring me close to the hook of inertia towards my peak of orgasm. I will use romantic vanilla viewed fantasies to slow the progression, to ride out and lengthen the back end of my orgasm longer.  I experienced joy and sadness as one emotion topped with a deep knowing love. Gätê Gätê Pärägätê Päräsämgätê Bodhi Svähä (I'm certain I accidentally omitted päragätê) Gone gone way beyond further still- awareness enlightenment. Summa Iru- just be How will you show up today within the human experience regarding people, pets/animals and the planet today? Observe what makes laugh. Do one thing today that makes your heart smile. Until the flip. *** Drop me a postcard! PO BOX 1407 Lake Stevens, WA 98258