big red button

9 times out of 10 I do the same damn thing again Well tonight I stop the cycle Say goodbye to chains that we’ve been swimming in Are you feeling happy I’m not doing alright You’ve got boundaries I’ve no damn pride Please take my fucking head and flush it Push that big red fucking button Turn me into rain Something that doesn’t have a face Something that doesn’t have any eyes No matter how hard that I try There's a big fat hole and it’s always leaking My fucking heart just won’t stop beating There's no trust But trust this statement I want to be someone that you put faith in Things like people, I refuse to like Big birthday party, but no invites Anger manifests in the shape of a knife I’m in the kitchen, looking for the light