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Head On A Pike
I got caught up in my own web again Had to chew off my own leg No desperate thoughts, just a calm head Whole redefined, down one piece Sad definition of heaven: Distance from pain I’m mean I’ll never understand You beat yourself right out of your skin I’m miles away hammering nails into both my...
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Peer Review
But who wants you to win? Who puts the pillow to your head? And who buries you next to the sink underneath your toilet again? Someone talked through the best part You'll have to start again Someone talked through the best part Rewind the tape back to its head I miss it but I'm glad it's over Got...
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what a loss
what a loss by Colin Verdon
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Hey new kid, get these salamis off my back. They are starting to hurt.
All the people I love are dead You have to scare what you want to protect Reject reject reject take my hand Let me teach you all I know about regret All this pain inside But I know all this pain can’t be mine A sense you’re calling My healthy thoughts sputter and stall and I tear the skin back…
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they arent heavy, theyre my best friend
Tactile sensation Carpet kiss my cheek Drool moistening my face My stiff legs are asleep I don’t want to move I give in I’m a ghost And I weigh down everything I’m a ghost And I weigh down everyone Tactile sensation Carpet kiss my cheek Drool moistening my cheek My stiff legs are asleep I don’t...
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True Derelict
Nothing nice in there I talk fast and you just stare Nothing kind inside I spit and snarl and writhe The bomb explodes Pieces of you Pieces of me High pressure crowd control There is a reason that it hurts like this Lunch in the park Ruined for us by nagging thoughts That bug crawled in deep It...
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healthy body sick mind
A sense you're called Healthy thoughts sputter and stall Day out and out again It tears the skin so full of that hate you earned I live in the shadow of the whip and await what I deserve I deserve this everything wrong and rotten survives everything we think we know is a lie Fell, tripped up the...
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this life forever
All the people I love are dead You have to scare what you want to protect Reject reject Take my hand, let me teach you about regret All of this pain inside But all this pain ain’t mine I will live this life forever Until I dream of something better When we go, we go together x2 Dismiss and deny…
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Taking Out My Garbage
There is a trace amount of that warmth that I found Keeps me from freezing over I still find it throughout I know what you said It’s been months since you left Pinched my throat And stood on my fucking chest Throw away your phone it’s just useless Throw away your computer it’s useless Well here’s...
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Full-on Ugly Feelings
Reach out to me when your whole life dissolves Reach out to me when your best friend stall Reach out to me for anything at all I’ll be reaching right back Like a fucking drunk in the dark Somethings, you can’t plan Now attached to your head
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the invitation
The way the world leans its curve its axis My satellite brain I sent into orbit The tomb, the millstone, my body left folded My time in the sun before exploded Stones I cut from mountains Mountains cut from the ice The pain that I inflicted the harm that I invite X2 The hardest part of ownership…
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Reigns
Reigns by Colin Verdon
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has beens
has beens by Colin Verdon
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Resting Dead Face
No more silent treatment You are just screaming in my ears What the fuck am I doing here? I am just dancing at the edge of the world My father was a freight train, derailed Hard not to see the appeal Remembering then , before he was dead Everything was too loud Just say the word, and I’ll burn it...
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Blossoming
Living life like an axe in a dartboard Living life like a b rated actress Yeah I’ve been a bitch and I been a bastard
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too soon for who
Trying some stuff out
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life in the ball pit
Instrumental for now
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Pity Drip
I feel your pity It’s drips right down your fucking shirt It’s pooling right by your legs A sad spot for you to be I hear you calling You think I fuck up everything Well, that might be true Chance to shine or something to prove Hold me, and tell me I’m someone you like Someone who loves me Sounds...
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suffering with interest
Had another fight now I’m back in the corner Time to think to myself, and figure out my disorder All these fucking problems find their way in No talk no touch you just pretend you’re sleeping Are we feeling sad enough? Do you think we’re out of touch? Are we feeling bad enough? Enough to say that...
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Simple Math
Don’t be confused I sit right through As I elude and erase the plot Using hopes in hopes to achieve that Hope is all I’ve got or not Chasing my tail around the sun, in hopes that I can eat soon Forget this pain in my head oh, can we please leave soon?  Stale hope, shit, job, big grudge, and a…
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closer to god
every body wants to be a little bit
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are you my mother
You got sick on the drive home You needed help up the stairs The Christmas tree was an obstacle The lights get caught in your hair I get high off the moment I come alive in that frame It’s just so rare to be needed To see light on your face Head through the drywall Fist through the side door You...
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big red button
9 times out of 10 I do the same damn thing again Well tonight I stop the cycle Say goodbye to chains that we’ve been swimming in Are you feeling happy I’m not doing alright You’ve got boundaries I’ve no damn pride Please take my fucking head and flush it Push that big red fucking button Turn me...
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gross/alone/touched/crushed - for Shelby
Come on, just swing through I know that it hurts These people they miss you you can leave when you want What it’s like to be gross What it’s like to be gross and alone I leave a lot unsaid, and even more undone I’m no good at basic tasks And I don’t accomplish much What it’s like to be gross What...
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StareMaster
I touch myself when I think of you My hands are clumsy and I prove That I was never all that good I can be soft, for you I could I like to think that I am in your head While I am dying in my bed The neighbors called the cops again I hear them climbing up the stairs So please stay away from me I...
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noproblem
Shitty live take
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Bitter
Head in the oven
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Nursing A Stray Dog
Nursing A Stray Dog by Colin Verdon
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1,000 costumes and not one disguise.
I can't find a way, to grind your heart to a halt I tried to say this, it doesnt change a thing I don't know if I can ruin you the way I did But you're so close, I can feel you now You came so near, I could fucking taste it I have to get high. I won't be coming down for a fucking long time. I…
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The Story So Far - Clairvoyant piano cover
The Story So Far - Clairvoyant piano cover by Colin Verdon
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No clean break
Punk hardcore
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our June for keeps
Where have you gone It seems like yesterday but time has passed and you and I we can't relate But you know nothings changed But is it now time that Ill never have again Looking back endless time is what I need with no regrets I just lost today worrying about all the things that I had with you…
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no one gives a fuck about your secret (finished)
I am curious again. Ready to follow you through a door that is somehow less frightening When I arrive am I supposed to leave you behind? What if I don't want you to go? What if I want to stay? I was startled by the great height I doubted my heart now the water turns to wine I am coming apart I...
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Advanced Spellbinding For Dummies
I've been scalped Left inside an ocean of sound I've been knocked conscious and I haven't come around There was so much trouble on my mind Noone finds me spellbinding. No ones buying me a drink. Widowed and empty, our marital beds Wild and silent, I gnaw at your breast A graveyard shift, for the...
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once a ladder, now a crutch 08.23.21
I ain't afraid I ain't worried I'm loose in the night I wanna show you things It's crystal clear I’m uglier The song, the dance I should have gone with it I'm standing in the way again I can't see the road ahead I have taken far too much Once a ladder now a crutch Uppers lower me into the hive...
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prowler in the yard
prowler in the yard by Colin Verdon
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Phantom Power Limb (final)
Despite what you think I can offer you nothing I'm not dope sick or strung out I'm just tired of adjusting (trust me) I'm with you somewhere it just ain't here I'm bound to feel guilty, now is not the time I'll get what I'm due And everything will be fine Don't make me laugh, cut me in half Don't...
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Mood Swings
Mood Swings by Colin Verdon
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once a ladder, now a crutch
I ain't afraid I ain't worried I'm loose in the night And I show you things It's crystal clear and uglier The song, the dance I should have gone with it I'm standing in the way again I can't see the road ahead I have taken too much Once a ladder now a crutch Uppers lower me into the hive Lights…
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Variable 256kbs
Gnar gnar
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Mouth vs Hands redux
Another night kicking through my head Your words are nothing compared to blows that land (hard) I don't mind because I know things will go back to the way they were until it happens again I ain't scared, I'm never scared Now that youre dead I can say that I loved you I learned to live with never...
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Nofx - Linoleum acoustic cover
It's a NOFX cover, asshole. Can you dig it or what, milk?
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In the cellar with a candlestick
Metal instrumental
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everything a flat circle, again
Instrumental hardcore track
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*Nursing A Stray Dog*
*Nursing A Stray Dog* by Colin Verdon
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Anything At All
Boohoo
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Beautiful One's
Beautiful One's by Colin Verdon
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Rewinding Weeks
Rewinding Weeks by Colin Verdon
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