Bipolar and getting caught up in special powers

I woke up at some point because I thought I heard a knock at my door. And I just heard like one knock like knock, but maybe a couple other faint knocks. But the one knock woke me up. And it was sort of similar to how that scary heart energy wakes me up. But I didn't feel afraid. But I woke up and as soon as I woke up, then I could hear the Krishnamurti talk that I was listening to. And right at that moment, he was talking about telepathy and being able to read people's thoughts and how when the body becomes extremely sensitive, we can get connected to those types of powers and psychic powers and things like that. But he is one to also say that it's important not to get caught up in those things. Because it's kind of like playing with a children's toy. You can just get stuck in that. And there's something that could be even beyond all that. Like by focusing on one thing, if I could often read people's thoughts, and then I decided to devote my whole life to that I wouldn't be accessing the richness which might include reading people's thoughts every now and then. And then a whole dynamic thing of other aspects the rest of the time. And I don't know if that's what he's saying exactlyextrapolation, movie, brain, sensation, feel, truman show, thought, woke, create, powers, synchronicity, people, consciousness, krishnamurti, watching, krishna, read, hallucination, called, nutritionalstruman show, feel, consciousness, ego, belief, constricts, sing, universe, insight, changing, terms, unrestricted, mental illness, celebrities, experience, structure, form, create, brain, entertainmentbrain, ego, possibilities, thought, memory, talking, movies, state, produces, frontal cortex, phone, buy, video, making, mania, information, narrowing, reading, gigabytes, structuremoment, nutritionals, lithium, memory, brain, created, ego, story, creative, dialogue, flies, consciousness, mimetic, energy, mania, emp, recall, process, person, labeledSupport this show http://supporter.acast.com/bipolar_inquiry. See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.