Blood For Wine

50 lashes to the back Skin the flesh, expose the bone It’s the same as 15 minutes Where I’m at, dine on fact I travel alone Kneeling before the mirror So I can watch as I Eat myself alive With digested sap depriving my eyes I chew and swallow bitter pride And vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I’m blood-soaked and gutted Graphically I don’t smile anymore With jugular in my teeth Anatomy across the floor Wallowing in a sticky pool Of my humiliation A tapeworm seething in shit Diluted determination Languid immolation I hate myself, I ate myself Blood for wine, hack the vines A tapeworm seething in shit A tapeworm seething in shit With digested sap depriving my eyes I chew and swallow bitter pride And vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside I vomit up the man inside Words can only outline When I strip the arteries From their muscles Slather my plasma Upon my chest Feast on my ignominy Spoil what was a mind Spoil what was a mind That’s fine Spoil what was a mind That’s fine That’s fine That’s fine