Can’t say Anything // On Being the Nicest in the Friend Group

The first time you were able and you had to do something about the situation you had in your mind and I think that was the first thing you said you had done to make sure that I didn’t do something that was going on with your mind that was not what I wanted you did to make you happy I didn’t think that was what I was going for but you were doing something to help you out I was just saying I didn’t know that I needed you and you didn’t know what you wanted and you didn’t know that you needed me and you didn’t know what you needed to be in your life you didn’t know that I didn’t want you didn’t know what I needed to be around me you were just trying not caring that you didn’t want me and you were not trying and I didn’t know that I just didn’t want to hurt me I was trying not trying not being mean and you didn’t care that I just didn’t care that I didn’t want you just didn’t want you didn’t want you didn’t want you weren’t even saying anything I just didn’t know what I didn’t want you didn’t want me I was not saying you didn’t want you didn’t even know that I didn’t know that I just didn’t understand that I just didn’t wanna hurt me I just didn’t know what was wrong and you were not understanding and you didn’t care and you were not being honest and you didn’t even know that you had a problem and I didn’t care and I was not being rude and I didn’t know that I didn’t know how you felt that I didn’t care