EPISODE · Feb 19, 2026 · 3 MIN
Coming Friday! The 44-Year Silence: Attachment, Betrayal, and the "Slow-Motion Train Wreck Episode
from Where to Find Bread with Teri Murrison · host Teri Murrison
I was an elected official, a leader, and a "superstar" at work. At home, I was a ghost. This is the story of how I found bread in the wilderness of my own marriage.For nearly a year, I went quiet. Not because I ran out of things to say, but because I was living through a story I didn’t yet have words for.In this Friday’s episode of Where to Find Bread, I take you back to the beginning—to the attachment wounds of my adoption and the 'deals' I made with God at 23. I share the reality of 44 years spent in a marriage that felt like a slow-motion train wreck.For decades, I believed the lie that I was the problem. I was told I was 'too much' or 'not enough,' while I navigated the invisible wall of Intimacy Anorexia. I became a superstar in my career just to feel seen, while my life at home felt like a series of closed doors.Then came Discovery Day.Discovery Day is when the secrets come out, and the slow-motion train wreck finally hits the wall. It’s devastating, but it’s also the first day of the rest of your life.If you have ever felt isolated in your own home, or if you’ve been treated as if your worth is tied to your weight or your performance—this episode is for you. I am one hungry beggar telling another where I found bread. And I promise you: It is not your fault.Don't miss my story on Friday. Subscribe.Please share these podcast episodes with all your friends - you never know who might be hurting in silence - and subscribe at https://wheretofindbread.us. Thank you for listening!
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I was an elected official, a leader, and a "superstar" at work. At home, I was a ghost. This is the story of how I found bread in the wilderness of my own marriage. For nearly a year, I went quiet. Not because I ran out of things to say, but because I was living through a story I didn’t yet have words for. In this Friday’s episode of Where to Find Bread, I take you back to the beginning—to the attachment wounds of my adoption and the 'deals' I made with God at 23. I share the reality of 44 ye...
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