Day 74 - Why You Feel Torn

You may want peace and vindication.Honesty and avoidance.Understanding and control.When several protective goals operate at once, the mind feels divided.Lesson 74 asks us to look beneath them:“There is no will but God’s.”This does not remove choice.It reminds us that not every fearful demand represents what we most deeply want.Today’s practice is to let the competing voices settle before deciding what comes next.Practice for TodayRepeat slowly:“There is no will but God’s.I cannot be in conflict.”Bring one situation to mind and say:“My conflict about ______ cannot express my deepest will.”Or:“My deepest will is not against Love.Beneath this conflict, I still want peace.”Do not force an immediate answer.Let the competing demands settle.Notice whether one honest next step becomes clearer. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit farheenn.substack.com