do you remember how i told you i think they assault me with technology. i think they assault me with technology. is it possible? i think they would tell you no. that it is crazy. but i think they do that. but do not admit it is possible.

do you remember how i told you i think they assault me with technology. i think they assault me with technology. is it possible? i think they would tell you no. that it is crazy.  but i think they do that.  but do not admit it is possible.i do think i am in a trafficking ring. no one will admit it. to me it is the only thing that makes sense.i met a guy recently that said he was trafficked but that the traffickers kept their distance. i didnt understand what he meant completely. but he suggested they trafficked him for photos videos and things like that to sell. i remember when i did the volunteer thing. everything was fine. then shortly after i woke up to what i thought was some kind of supernatural fornication experience. but actually, it may have been being drugged and waking up to rape then not being able to stay awake and passing out again.  i was disappointed this happened and it is one of the main reasons i disappeared. it is kind of like i am still there in the bed that it happened.something that is alarming to me. i didnt put those things together until a day or so ago, but i remember kelly told me she went out with someone and woke up to being raped on a date.  then this later happened to me. was she suggesting it would happen to me? and maybe it didnt actually happen to her?i had never been through anything like that.   but after meeting kelly, strange things happened.  she seemed like a perfect person.  but are these people actually traffickers or something pretending to be something else?  or is it problems because of people she knows?