Double D's! Dopamine Disturbance: Day After Play High so many thoughts...

Dopamine drops means Taylor Swift songs, ugh I need oxytocin another way! Missing someone isn't suffering nor does it mean I want to absorb or be absorbed, just fucking means I like your person, settle down. Also never have I ever been in a 1.5 year dynamic and can say my sex life with this person is getting better. I don't like templates, anywhere, including after care, his is to rub his feet; it keeps me in his car long enough for me to calm down to drive home safely. He knows what he's doing, and I see it. I had a flash memory of him smacking my ass as I was cumming. Oh my! Some quick thoughts on emotion regulation and body sensations. My introspection has me learning so much.