E90 H: Walk by Faith Not by Sight: When God's Vision Feels Too Big to Fulfill

What Do You Do When God ALMighty Gives You a Vision So Large It Feels Like a Cruel Joke?Rev. Honi Borden explore what to do when God ALMighty's vision feels impossibly large and every door keeps closing. If you've seen a clear spiritual call but resources, people, or circumstances stall your progress, this episode offers compassionate spiritual guidance, reflective questions, and mindset shifts to help you keep walking by faith — not by sight. Real reflections for tending inner resilience, recognizing confirmation, and stewarding a dream that outgrows current means.You have seen it. You know it is Real. And yet every door you knock on closes. Every resource you reach for falls short. Every human effort exhausts you before the vision even begins to take shape. So you quietly shut the dream down. Not because you stopped believing in God ALMighty. But because you stopped believing God ALMighty could do it through you.In this raw, deeply personal solo episode, Rev. HoniB shares 14 years of walking toward a vision she received during her NDE, the years of lack, anxiety, panic attacks, sleepless nights, and the slow painful realization that she had been trying to fulfill God ALMighty's vision through her own human strength. She shares what happened on January 25th, 2020, when God ALMighty asked her to step away from every team, every council, every spiritual structure she had been relying on, and come directly to God ALMighty alone. And she shares what happened this past week when the Holy Spirit entered her during a morning walk and something shifted inside of her that she still does not have full words for.And then, two days later, an invitation to speak at a women's conference in Dubai. And on the 4th of July, an invitation from NPR radio.This is what it looks like when you stay in the vision and let God ALMighty do the building.In this episode:Why holding a large vision given by God ALMighty can feel defeating, even cruel, when human resources fall short14 years of attempting to fulfill the NDE-given vision through human effort, and why it never workedThe January 25th, 2020 moment when God ALMighty asked her to release every spiritual team and rely on God ALMighty's Presence directlyNine months of sabbatical, no clients, no serving, just sitting in God ALMighty's Presence until conviction was restoredHow her faith, relationship with the Living Christ, and inner strength rebuilt slowly through those quiet yearsThe vision returning on its own as her faith grew stronger, and the life-turning realization: "I had gotten this all wrong"The Holy Spirit encounter during her morning walk this past Tuesday: the blinding white circle of light, the blurred vision, the weeping, the deep understanding that settled inside herWhy vision holders must walk by Faith, not by sight, and what to do in the waiting periods when nothing seems to be movingTwo unexpected invitations that arrived days after the Holy Spirit encounter: a women's conference in Dubai and NPR radio wanting to feature her bookThe 100th episode celebration coming on 8.8, securing the location, and an invitation for collaboration41 years since her family arrived in America from Iran, the war, the food stamps, working for $1 an hour at age 14, and why becoming an American citizen was one of the greatest days of her lifeWhy true independence only comes from God ALMightyYou don't have to carry what God ALMighty is building. You just have to walk in Faith toward it. 🌹Text the Show — We Love Hearing From You 🌹Support the show🎁 FREE GIFTS FOR YOUSign up for our Newsletter & receive a special Gift from us:https://tinyurl.com/rja3d3m5✅ JOIN OUR PRIVATE COMMUNITYAscension Alchemy Association™https://www.ascensionalchemists.com/ascensionalchemyassociation💛 WORK WITH US DIRECTLYRev. HoniB & Michael Abramson offer a full range of transformational services to support you exactly where you are on your embodiment journey.📧 [email protected]👉 GO DEEPER🎓 Self-Mastery Courseshttps://www.ascensionalchemists.com/courses🗓️ Attend Upcoming Eventshttps://www.meetup.com/meetup-group-ascensionalchemists/📕 Buy Rev. HoniB’s Inspirational Children’s MemoirThe Day I Became A Superherohttps://www.amazon.com/Day-Became-Superhero-Seven-Year-Old-Experienced/dp/1452538484➡️ CONNECT WITH USINSTAGRAMhttps://www.instagram.com/AscensionAlchemistshttps://www.instagram.c...