Elleot (Pigeonsandfries) is in intensive care with septic shock

I am glad she's getting the medical care she needs. I question whether the treatment team is being given accurate information about her sex. As I've documented in her videos in the past, Elleot’s choice to identify as a male on her medical record has caused difficulty accessing pregnancy related care. She recently announced an intention to begin identifying as a cis gay man due to the political climate. So unsafe. Yet consistently, the only real threat to Elleot has been Elleot. I suspect her choices to self harm are motivated by an internal conflict. On the one hand, she can reject her childhood and adult psychiatrists, take a leap of faith and stop the artificial medications, including the hormones, and see if she stops attacking herself in self defense for continuing to consume those poisons that are clearly not helping her. Or she can continue into the labyrinth as her body continues to fall apart. She didn't get sepsis when she needed 65 stitches but this time it wasn't so bad to even mention stitches, yet she got septic cellulitis a week later? Something is wrong. Her life is on the line. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/subscribe