Ep. 1 - Christian Minister Deconstructs Her Faith & Leaves Ministry

Ep.1 - Christian Minister Deconstructs Her Faith & Leaves Ministry Former Christian Minister, Missy Gordon (The Meta Mystic) speaks about life after Christian Deconstruction and leaving the online ministry she started.  On Episode 1 we dive into themes involving personal identity post-deconstruction, difficulty adjusting to the "secular world", the loneliness that comes from losing Christian community, friends, and family, the desire to connect with other Deconstruction Christians + more.  At the end of the episode, Missy shares a clip from her personal video diary detailing her thought process during the height of her Christian Deconstruction.   DISCLAIMER - TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ This episode contains themes relating to Religious PTSD, self-harm, suicidal ideation, addiction, anxiety, depression, and agoraphobia. TIMESTAMPS 00:00-01:15 | Why I Canceled Myself 😂 Here’s a playlist of the first two “lost episodes”: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLs-WbEETB6Qjt2_oKIqNv7e1A5Zltaaad 01:15-03:57 | My Spiritual Background/Leaving The Online Christian Ministry That I Started 03:58-06:10 | My 17-Month Christian Deconstruction Process (May 2022-October 2023) & My Concept For The Meta Mystic Show 06:11-9:32 | Deconstructing My Identity & Losing Christian Community 09:33-9:55 | Round of Applause! 👏🌹😂 09:56-14:07 | The Loneliness Of Leaving Ministry 14:08-14:33 | My Breathtaking Performance of “Amazing Grace” 14:33-22:22 “How Do We Function In Society Post-Christian Deconstruction?”: My Experience 22:23-23:31 | We Need Each Other ❤️ 23:32-26:25 | Back On My Bullsh*it 😂 26:26- 32:45 | My Christian Deconstruction Video Diary Clip, June 2021 Want to WATCH this episode on Youtube? https://youtu.be/j8XqhMsCJdw