Episode 10: Disappear

In this part of the conversation, MDAK discusses his return from his mission and the challenges he faced at home. He talks about the frustration and anger he felt, as well as the responsibility he took on to hold his family together. MDAK also shares his observations of his father's behavior, including his lack of responsibility and inappropriate interactions with others. He reflects on his own codependency and loss of self-esteem during this time. In this part of the conversation, the speaker reflects on his childhood memories and experiences, including a traumatic incident involving spilled spaghetti and his father's abusive behavior. He also discusses his father's false claims of expertise and his own struggles with mental health. The speaker then talks about his job at a hotel, his involvement in the Mormon Church, and his marriage to his wife, Hillary. He highlights the challenges they faced due to their differing beliefs and the pressure to conform to religious expectations.