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MDAK: UNFILTERED

by MDAK

Welcome to "MDAK: Unfiltered," where authenticity reigns supreme and truth is the ultimate currency. Join Michael Keene, aka MDAK, as he fearlessly explores the depths of the human experience with raw honesty, empathy, and humor. From trauma to current events, no topic is off-limits. Whether sharing personal stories, interviewing thought-provoking guests, or challenging societal norms, "MDAK: Unfiltered" invites you to embrace the messy beauty of being human.

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Episodes

  1. On Hope

    it's been a while. Life hasn't exactly gone according to plan, and I've spent a lot of time trying to figure out where to go from here. In this episode, I share a poem I wrote called On Hope, talk about some things I've gotten wrong, and what it means to keep moving forward when you're still...

  2. Episode 58

    In this episode, MDAK delves into the complexities of emotions, reactions, and the journey of self-improvement. He shares personal experiences of navigating anxiety, accountability in relationships, and the importance of understanding one's emotions. MDAK emphasizes the significance of being...

  3. Episode 57

    In this episode, MDAK and Alex engage in a candid conversation about personal growth, family dynamics, and the challenges of navigating relationships. They reflect on their childhood experiences, the impact of their upbringing, and the importance of self-care and discernment in their lives. The...

  4. steady

    MDAK reflects on his journey through mental health challenges, the impact of love and devotion, and the importance of self-discovery. He discusses the trials he has faced, the wisdom gained from pain, and the role of creative outlets like writing and poetry in processing emotions. MDAK emphasizes...

  5. anything worth holding

    Summary In this introspective episode, MDAK shares his personal struggles and reflections during a challenging time of year. He discusses the emotional weight of the holidays, the complexities of love and relationships, and the importance of self-reflection and growth. Through candid…

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  6. Refiners Fire

    In this episode, MDAK reflects on a transformative year marked by personal struggles and growth. He discusses the metaphor of the 'refiner's fire' as a catalyst for change, emphasizing the importance of embracing growth, accountability, and positivity. MDAK shares his journey of overcoming...

  7. Still Here

    In this episode, MDAK shares his personal struggles and reflections on life, relationships, and healing. He discusses the challenges he faces, including misunderstandings, rumors, and the weight of expectations. MDAK emphasizes the importance of self-discovery, the desire for family, and the...

  8. Rambling Confessions

    In this candid conversation, the speaker delves into the complexities of authenticity, vulnerability, and the emotional struggles that accompany personal growth. They reflect on their journey of self-discovery, the fear of being misunderstood, and the challenges of navigating relationships...

  9. Two Brothers, Two Mics, and No Copay

    In this conversation, MDAK and Alex reconnect and discuss various life challenges, including job hunting, family dynamics, and the impact of AI on creativity. They share personal experiences and insights on navigating these challenges while emphasizing the importance of personal growth, hobbies,...

  10. Letters From the Fire

    In this episode, the host shares personal reflections and writings, exploring themes of self-discovery, relationships, and the challenges of vulnerability. Through a series of letters, he delves into his past struggles, the importance of privacy, and the journey of healing. The conversation...

  11. A Complete Unknown

    In this episode, MDAK explores the themes of resilience, self-discovery, and emotional awareness through personal anecdotes and reflections. He discusses the importance of five pillars that support him during challenging times, the journey of navigating directionlessness, and the significance of...

  12. The Pillars I Stand On

    In this episode, the host explores the concept of personal pillars that provide stability and strength in times of turmoil. Through a blend of poetry, personal anecdotes, and reflections on love, voice, and curiosity, the host delves into the importance of self-discovery and emotional resilience....

  13. Built to feel

    In this deeply introspective conversation, the speaker explores the complexities of emotional vulnerability, the weight of memories, and the struggle of being soft-hearted in a world that often rewards numbness. They reflect on their journey of rediscovering creativity and purpose, navigating...

  14. The Cost of Staying Silent

    In this deeply personal podcast episode, the speaker reflects on their struggles with emotional pain, neglect, and the complexities of their recent divorce. They share their journey of healing and self-discovery, addressing the impact of emotional abuse and the role of therapy in their...

  15. In The Middle

    In this episode, the host reflects on personal emotional shifts, the importance of routine, and the evolving understanding of discipline. They explore the healing power of hobbies like gardening and playing guitar, emphasizing the significance of self-expression and spiritual growth. The...

  16. Emotional Graffiti

    In this episode, the host shares personal updates, including a recent haircut that symbolizes a spiritual transformation. He discusses the challenges of job searching, the importance of intentional living, and the process of healing from past traumas. The conversation delves into the complexities...

  17. Be Here Now (Even in the Hurt)

    In this episode, MDAK explores the intricate journey of healing, emphasizing that it is often messy and complex. He reflects on the importance of feeling emotions deeply, the impact of negativity and gossip in relationships, and the struggles of self-sabotage stemming from fear of abandonment.…

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  18. This Isn’t a Justification. It’s My Story.

    In this episode, the host reflects on personal experiences of love, betrayal, and healing. He discusses the complexities of relationships, the impact of external opinions, and the importance of self-discovery. Through candid storytelling, he emphasizes the need for accountability, vulnerability,...

  19. Honest Doesn't Mean Hateful

    In this candid conversation, MDAK shares his journey through the emotional turmoil of divorce, exploring themes of grief, accountability, and self-discovery. He reflects on the complexities of love, the impact of external influences, and the importance of forgiveness—both for himself and others....

  20. No One Talks About This Part

    In this episode, MDAK delves into the complexities of vulnerability, emotional affairs, and the journey of healing. He shares his personal experiences of feeling unloved and unseen in a volatile relationship, the loneliness that ensued, and the importance of embracing one's softness as a strength...

  21. You asked. I bled

    Summary In this episode, the host delves into personal experiences surrounding self-care, vulnerability, and the complexities of relationships. He discusses the importance of respecting boundaries, the pain of seeing a loved one move on, and the challenges of navigating fear and self-worth. The...

  22. Still Becoming

    In this conversation, MDAK explores the complexities of healing, vulnerability, and personal growth. He discusses the societal pressures to appear 'healed' and the importance of embracing the messy middle stages of recovery. MDAK emphasizes the significance of self-compassion, the impact of…

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  23. WHY?

    In this episode, the host delves into the complexities of healing from childhood trauma, exploring the needs that were unmet during formative years. The conversation reflects on the impact of family dynamics, the importance of self-love and boundaries, and the role of community in personal…

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  24. The Truth I Haven't Told: Healing or Hiding?

    In this deeply personal podcast, MDAK explores the complexities of healing, self-discovery, and the impact of relationships on personal identity. He candidly discusses his struggles with vulnerability, accountability, and the emotional turmoil stemming from his past, including a divorce and an...

  25. Unfiltered & Unfinished

    In this conversation, the speakers delve into personal reflections on mental health, family dynamics, and the journey of self-discovery. They discuss the importance of resilience, the impact of past relationships, and the significance of finding personal pillars to rely on during challenging…

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  26. Don't Force The Belonging

    In this episode, the host delves into the complexities of mental health, relationships, and personal growth. Through a series of reflections and insights, the conversation explores the importance of self-reflection, the balance between holding on and letting go, and the distinction between love…

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  27. Shit We Wish We Knew Sooner

    In this engaging conversation, the hosts delve into various topics ranging from sports, particularly NFL and golf, to personal growth and career reflections. They share their experiences with family life, the challenges of navigating the job market, and the importance of mindset shifts in...

  28. Do Good Guys Finish Last?

    In this episode, MDAK explores the concept of 'Good Guy Syndrome,' discussing the struggles of being a nice guy in relationships and the challenges of setting boundaries. He reflects on personal experiences and societal expectations, emphasizing the importance of self-worth and the need for...

  29. What Does Happiness Even Look Like Now?

    In this episode, the host explores the complex nature of happiness, self-care, and personal growth through a raw and unfiltered lens. He reflects on his own experiences with trauma, loss, and the importance of supportive relationships while emphasizing the need to redefine happiness in a world...

  30. Loving Without Losing Myself

    In this episode, MDAK explores the complexities of love, boundaries, and self-identity. He reflects on his personal experiences with trauma and the challenges of loving deeply without losing oneself. The conversation delves into the importance of setting boundaries, understanding the difference...

  31. Am I the villain or the victim?

    This conversation delves into the complexities of mental health, the therapeutic effects of marijuana, and the exploration of psychedelics. The speakers discuss the balance between self-perception as a villain or victim, the influence of societal expectations on self-worth, and the importance of...

  32. The war inside my head

    In this episode, the host delves into the complexities of mental health, sharing personal experiences with depression, anxiety, and trauma. The conversation explores the challenges of hypervigilance, the impact of past experiences, and the struggle to find peace amidst emotional turmoil. The host...

  33. Learning to live with myself

    This conversation explores the journey of self-discovery, identity, and the struggles of living authentically in a world filled with societal expectations. The speaker reflects on the influence of Bob Dylan, their experiences during missionary work, and the quest for unconditional love and...

  34. Rock Bottom?

    In this conversation, the speaker shares a deeply personal journey of overcoming significant life challenges, including job loss, divorce, and mental health struggles. They reflect on the importance of self-love, accountability, and the impact of trauma on their life. The discussion emphasizes…

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  35. Stuntin' Like My Daddy

    In this engaging podcast conversation, the hosts delve into the complexities of personal and professional life, exploring themes of job loss, mental health, and the importance of authenticity. They share personal experiences with corporate culture, the impact of freedom of speech, and the...

  36. The Boyz

    In this engaging podcast episode, the hosts explore a variety of themes ranging from personal struggles with mental health and the weight of societal expectations to the exploration of spirituality and belief systems. They delve into the economic challenges faced by younger generations compared…

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  37. Episode 11: Growing Pains

    In this part of the conversation, MDAK and Hillary discuss how they met and their initial impressions of each other's families. They also talk about their involvement in the church and the pressure to conform to certain beliefs and behaviors. MDAK reflects on his obsession with studying church...

  38. Monday Message 8/12/24 - Time for action

    In this episode, MDAK discusses the current state of the world, particularly in the United States, and encourages listeners to think critically and take action. He emphasizes the importance of unity, questioning the status quo, and finding one's own beliefs and values. MDAK also addresses…

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  39. Episode 10: Disappear

    In this part of the conversation, MDAK discusses his return from his mission and the challenges he faced at home. He talks about the frustration and anger he felt, as well as the responsibility he took on to hold his family together. MDAK also shares his observations of his father's behavior,...

  40. Monday Message 7/22/2024

    In this Monday Message, the speaker reflects on attending his brother's wedding and the awkward encounters he had with family members who now know about his podcast. He discusses the challenges of being transparent and putting his life out there, as well as the strange comments and judgments he...

  41. Episode 9: Welcome home kid

    In this episode, MDAK talks about his experiences and struggles during his mission. He discusses the challenges he faced, including mental health issues, mistreatment of people, and the pressure to meet certain statistics. He also shares his frustration with the lack of support and understanding...

  42. Monday Message 7/15/2024

    In this Monday message, the speaker discusses the topic of conflict and how to handle it. They share their personal experiences and observations about conflict in relationships and society. The speaker emphasizes the importance of not trying to control other people's actions and letting go of the...

  43. Monday Message 7/8/2024

    In this Monday message, MDAK discusses the importance of self-reflection and getting in touch with one's inner self. He encourages listeners to focus on their own goals and aspirations, rather than conforming to societal expectations. MDAK emphasizes the need for communication, transparency, and...

  44. Q&A Sessions 4 - Lets get deep

    In this Q&A session, the hosts discuss their favorite alcoholic beverages and their drinking habits. They also express their support for the legalization of THC for recreational use. They believe that marijuana should be legal because it is safer than alcohol and can have medicinal benefits. They...

  45. Monday Message 6/24/24

    In this Monday Message, MDAK talks about the movie Inside Out and how it provides a perspective on stress and trauma. She also discusses the importance of daily affirmations and recommends an app called Third Eye. MDAK emphasizes the power of manifesting dreams and desires and the impact of...

  46. Episode 8: Broken Pinball Machine

    In this episode, the host continues his story from high school to post-high school. He talks about the difficulties he faced during his senior year, including losing friends and being bullied. He also discusses his friendship with Brady and their activities after high school. The host then shares...

  47. Monday Message: 6/17/24 - Fathers day

    The conversation revolves around the topic of Father's Day and the complex relationships people have with their fathers. The speaker shares personal experiences and discusses the importance of self-love and setting boundaries in relationships. They emphasize that it is not necessary to celebrate...

  48. Episode 7: Walking Disaster

    In this part of the conversation, MDAK discusses his experiences in high school, including bullying, toxic friendships, and a complicated relationship with a girl named Jesse. He shares how he was manipulated and emotionally hurt by his friend Rick, who constantly belittled him and spread rumors....

  49. Monday Message: 6/10/24

    In this Monday message, the speaker discusses their struggles with self-care and setting dedicated time for it. They also talk about dealing with anxiety and intrusive thoughts, and the importance of staying present in the moment. The speaker recommends reading the book 'The Power of Now' by...

  50. Monday Message

    In this episode, MDAK opens up about his recent struggles and the importance of self-care. He shares his experience of helping his parents move and dealing with a toxic relationship with his father. MDAK emphasizes the need for transparency, empathy, and understanding in order to show more love…

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

Welcome to "MDAK: Unfiltered," where authenticity reigns supreme and truth is the ultimate currency. Join Michael Keene, aka MDAK, as he fearlessly explores the depths of the human experience with raw honesty, empathy, and humor. From trauma to current events, no topic is off-limits. Whether sharing personal stories, interviewing thought-provoking guests, or challenging societal norms, "MDAK: Unfiltered" invites you to embrace the messy beauty of being human.

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MDAK

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Welcome to "MDAK: Unfiltered," where authenticity reigns supreme and truth is the ultimate currency. Join Michael Keene, aka MDAK, as he fearlessly explores the depths of the human experience with raw honesty, empathy, and humor. From trauma to current events, no topic is off-limits. Whether...

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MDAK: UNFILTERED has 58 episodes. Check the episode list to see recent publication dates and frequency.

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