Episode 18 - Admitting that I am afraid

Episode Title: Episode 17 - Admitting that I am afraidEpisode Overview:In this episode, Jay talks to… well, Jay. Today he admits that he does in fact have a Fear of Failure, exploring how it ties into where he is in life, what it reveals about his habits and patterns, and what it might mean for the next stretch of his journey.What Jay’s Talmbout:Jay unpacks:Avoiding what it really is.  He had a round-a-about definition for what he’s been experiencing and doing and never really facing what it actually is. Procrastination and a failure to start has been a lifelong behavior profile for Jay and he’s gotten used to being that way or cool with those results when actually it bothered him. Admitting that he has been his own problem the whole time and coming face to face with what it’s been that’s been holding him back. Why It Matters (to Jay, anyway):This episode touches on being the change that you want for yourself.  Doing it for yourself and there is no easy way out of that. Failure is a part of the program and Jay uses it as a pulse check — a way of seeing where he’s standing and where he might be heading next.