Episode 305: Manifesting

I should have gone to bed hours ago and here I am. I didn’t make it to the gym today, but I did make it to the dentist. Deep cleaning is coming, and yeah… shots in the mouth. We’ll deal with that when it comes. I also spent time at my dad’s office, kept reading Shadow and Bone, and found myself spiraling in a curious way: asking questions, cracking jokes, even asking my AI what it really thinks of me. The answer? Hit me in ways I didn’t expect.I talked about growing up never thinking I was “smart,” how people see me now, and the strange ways life affirms us when we stop seeking permission. It’s Day 4 of 30 Days of Pleasure, and today’s prompt was Yoga Nidra, a nervous system reset. I yawned through most of it. Maybe that means it worked.I did my mirror work, gratitude, and 555 manifestation ritual. I imagined my new place: not from the outside, but from the inside. How it feels to be in it. What it’s like to open the fridge and see food I chose. The colors, the quiet, the joy.I put things in motion today. Some for now, some for later. I even had a follow-up with the healer I saw last week, and I’ll keep seeing her quarterly, because healers need places to rest too.The next place I live is calling me. And I believe it’s already on its way. Somehow, some way.