Episode 4: Terracotta Planter

In this episode, the host shares his experiences and challenges during his elementary school years. He discusses feeling out of place, being bullied, and struggling to fit in. He also talks about the dysfunctional dynamics in his family, including his father's abusive behavior and his mother's complicity. The host reflects on the manipulation and gaslighting he experienced, as well as the trauma caused by his father's violent actions. In this episode, the speaker shares the painful experiences of abuse and betrayal within their family. They recount instances of physical violence, emotional manipulation, and sexual harassment by their father. The speaker also discusses the lack of support from their mother and ecclesiastical leaders, who dismissed their claims and told them to obey their abusive father. The speaker reflects on the impact of these experiences on their self-image and their struggle with body image issues. They emphasize the importance of finding one's voice and standing up against abuse and mistreatment.