Everything works out perfectly in mania

When life doesn't conform to a pattern, and that's something that we see when we start having these so called extraordinary experiences is that reality doesn't actually fit the pattern that we've been imposing upon it and living by and I really feel there really is something to this relativity and consciousness thing. Like we, as we exist, now we exist relative to each other. We're all sort of in separate worlds. So then, depending on how our two worlds meet, that's how we manifest like the mathematics between the two. So we're sort of result of my conditioning meets your conditioning, and how that plays out. As opposed to the notion of the possibility of an actuality based on one mind and I feel that that's kind of what we go into when we Go into mania and everything works out so perfect. Because we're in this one mind, actuality, where things aren't dual. So whatever is within us, is immediately presented to us in actuality, because life isn't going to a pattern, it's going to what is there in the moment. So what is there in the moment within us, if it's a lot of energy, then a lot of energy comes towards us in terms of people and things and ideas. So I'm not sure about that. But I noticed that on Tuesday, Thursday, last week, I had a lot of calm breathing in 40 minutes plus, but I was stressed out like I wasn't calm. Support this show http://supporter.acast.com/bipolar_inquiry. See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.