Faith Audio Arsenal | Not My Will

This week’s song sits in one of the heaviest moments in Scripture.Not the cross itself.The decision before it.Gethsemane.Where Jesus didn’t pretend the cost was small…didn’t rush past the weight…and didn’t deny what He felt.He brought it to the Father.And then chose surrender.“Not My will… but Yours.”This song captures that moment.Because surrender isn’t about losing your will.It’s about trusting God’s more.Lyrics[Intro – soft piano, spoken or gentle vocal]In the silence of the gardenWhere the weight of night fell downThere was a choice before the crossBefore the thorn and crown[Verse 1]Alone beneath the olive treesThe shadows closing inThe weight of what was comingPressed against His skinA path He knew was waitingA cup He had to faceAnd every step was leadingTo the place of saving grace[Pre-Chorus]If there’s another wayLet it be shownBut even in the askingHe was not alone[Chorus]Not my willYours be doneEven when the road is hard to runNot my willI will standTrusting in the Father’s handThrough the fearThrough the costThrough the shadow of the crossNot my willYours be doneThe victory has already begun[Verse 2]The silence held the answerNot the one He’d chooseBut love was never measuredBy what He could refuseThe path was set before HimThe price was fully knownAnd still He chose surrenderTo a will above His own[Pre-Chorus]No turning from the callNo stepping back in fearThe weight of all redemptionWas drawing ever near[Chorus]Not my willYours be doneEven when the road is hard to runNot my willI will standTrusting in the Father’s handThrough the fearThrough the costThrough the shadow of the crossNot my willYours be doneThe victory has already begun[Verse 3]Now I stand in my own nightWith decisions in my handsWanting easy answersWanting safer plansBut the echo of the gardenStill calls me to releaseEvery grip of controlFor a deeper kind of peace[Pre-Chorus]I don’t see the endBut I know the wayThe same God who held HimIs holding me today[Chorus]Not my willYours be doneEven when the road is hard to runNot my willI will standTrusting in the Father’s handThrough the fearThrough the costThrough the shadow of the crossNot my willYours be doneThe victory has already begun[Verse 4]Through the breaking of the morningThrough the rising of the lightWhat was chosen in the darknessNow is shining through the fightEvery step of surrenderWas not in vainFor the path that led through sufferingNow leads into the reign[Bridge – build, emotional lift]Lay it downEvery fearEvery question lingering hereTrust the OneWho can seeEvery step beyond what I can beThrough the nightTo the dawnThrough the breaking of the stormSurrender nowStand in graceThere is purpose in this place[Final Chorus – full instrumentation]Not my willYours be doneEven when the fight has just begunNot my willI will standHeld within the Father’s handThrough the fearThrough the costThrough the shadow of the crossNot my willYours be doneThe victory has already been won[Outro – soft resolve]Not my will…Yours…And in surrenderPeace comes This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit scbailey.substack.com/subscribe