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EPISODE · Apr 14, 2026 · 35 MIN

From addiction and living out (or acting on) same sex attraction to redeemed by Christ

from Redeeming Love Podcast · host Matthew Richardson

Haley lived both lives… and one nearly destroyed her.For years, Haley Burns walked a double life, faith on the outside, chaos on the inside.Same-sex attraction. Pornography. Alcohol. Shame. Suicidal thoughts.She tried everything the world said would make her feel free…
but instead, she felt like her spirit was suffocating.Then one moment changed everything.This is a raw, honest conversation about identity, addiction, grief, and what it actually looks like to come back to Jesus Christ when you feel completely lost.If you’ve ever felt stuck between who you are and who you want to be… this episode is for you.Timestamps:0:00 – The emptiness of chasing the world1:45 – Growing up LDS but feeling different6:00 – Same-sex attraction, secrecy, and early addiction12:30 – Living a double life and leaving the Church18:00 – Hitting rock bottom: loss, grief, and numbness25:00 – The moment she surrendered to Jesus35:00 – Life now: freedom, identity, and healingThis episode is just the beginning. Over the next few months, we’ll be diving deeper into topics like sexuality, pornography, identity, and how to actually walk with Christ in a real way.Sponsored by the Stay Mentally Strong FoundationIf you or someone you know is struggling with mental health or suicidal thoughts, you are not alone.Learn more or get help here: https://staymentallystrong.org

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