From Addiction to Purpose: The Kosha Dillz Story

In this powerful episode of Candid Minds with Dr. T & Friends, Dr. Tamir sits down with Rami Matan Even-Esh — better known as rapper, creator, and activist Kosha Dillz — for one of the rawest conversations ever recorded on the show.Kosha opens up about his 21-year journey of sobriety, recalling the chaos of his early life, the arrests, the near-misses, the shame cycles, the broken relationships, and the moment he finally chose recovery. He explains, in unfiltered detail, how addiction became a “solution” to deeper pain — and how sobriety forced him to confront the parts of himself he spent years trying to avoid.Together, Dr. T and Kosha explore:• The real psychology behind addiction and relapse• Rock bottom and why it becomes a turning point• How sobriety reshaped his identity, discipline, and creativity• The role of service, purpose, and community in long-term recovery• Why selfish patterns don’t disappear the moment you get clean• How trauma, shame, and culture shape the stories we tell ourselvesKosha also shares how his past — including jail time, substance use, freestyle battles, and years of hustling — ultimately fueled his evolution as an artist, activist, and storyteller. His honesty, humor, and brutal self-awareness make this conversation one of the most relatable episodes for anyone navigating mental health, addiction, or big life transitions.Whether you're in recovery, supporting a loved one, or simply curious about the human side of addiction, this episode drops truth, perspective, and heart.A raw, inspiring look at what it really takes to rebuild your life — one day at a time.If you’re looking for mental health support, Mindful Care is here to help. Learn more or schedule an appointment here:⁠⁠Appointment Link⁠⁠