[ftbo ep04] fate, yod activations and what i've been up to

Hi there!I’m on a 3-week solo trip in Europe for the very first time. I set foot in Malaga, Espana three days ago. As I was sitting by the beach yesterday, I felt like recording this episode. This summer, I was a witness to my mother’s cancer diagnosis. I ended up being the one who told her that doctors found, out of the blue, a tumor on her ovaries. After months of being told she was alright, it was a shock for everyone. This news came two weeks after I “celebrated” 25 years since my father’s passing. He died from a rare cancer, one that attacked his nervous system.Back in January, I knew that the apex of my yod being in Pisces, I would experience some intense stuff. But I did not really expect that.Funny enough, I recorded this episode not knowing that the north node in Pisces would conjunct my Mercury in Pisces today, out of all days…I mean, this only reinforces what I now believe to be true: it was all part of a plan.I really feel like we’ve all been here before. A part of us knows. It’s just a matter of connecting to our intuition often enough to remember.I’d love to hear your thoughts. Thanks for being here. Here’s a gorgeous sunset seen from playa El Palo, in Malaga.Alexandra xxsubscribe to free to be ourselves Get full access to free to be ourselves at freetobeourselves.substack.com/subscribe