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EPISODE · Apr 20, 2026 · 2H 2M

Grace After Chaos with Alyssa Jarvis

from Pondoff's Anonymous · host Chris Pondoff, Zoë Mendenall

Content note: This episode contains discussion of addiction, overdose, assault, suicidal ideation, homelessness, and other traumatic experiences. Please take care while listening.Alyssa Jarvis joins us to talk about faith, rejection, trauma, addiction, recovery, forgiveness, and the long road to building a new life. This is a heavy one, but it’s also full of honesty, resilience, and hope.Special thanks to our sponsors:McKelvey Insurance Grouphttps://mckelveyins.comLight Source Psychotherapyhttp://findyourlightsource.comChapters00:00 Introduction and Sponsorships01:33 Personal Stories and Connections02:59 Faith and Spiritual Journeys06:06 Navigating Identity and Acceptance11:56 Challenges of Homelessness and Addiction20:00 Support Systems and Resilience21:17 Navigating Adolescence and School Challenges22:14 The Role of Xanax in Coping with Trauma25:00 Understanding Addiction and Recovery27:06 The Impact of Loss on Substance Use33:15 The Journey of Forgiveness and Healing46:29 The Drugging Incident49:21 The Aftermath of Assault50:46 Realizations and Consequences51:05 First Treatment Experience53:39 Escalation of Addiction54:30 Overdoses and Near-Death Experiences56:18 Friendship and Betrayal01:01:10 Rock Bottom and Awakening01:11:25 The Call for Help01:14:02 Journey to Treatment01:17:00 Entering Recovery01:20:30 Finding Purpose in Pain01:24:29 Navigating Relationships in Recovery01:30:05 The Challenges of Motherhood01:34:38 The Birth Experience01:35:23 The Birth of Harley and Early Challenges01:38:01 Navigating Single Parenthood01:39:29 Finding Stability and Employment01:41:41 The Journey to Recovery and New Beginnings01:45:03 Building Community and Support01:49:01 Spiritual Growth and Connection01:57:06 Empowering Others Through Experience

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