Head On A Pike

I got caught up in my own web again Had to chew off my own leg No desperate thoughts, just a calm head Whole redefined, down one piece Sad definition of heaven: Distance from pain I’m mean I’ll never understand You beat yourself right out of your skin I’m miles away hammering nails into both my hands Just take my fucking head and flush it For all the good it does me put it on a pike For all the shit it causes How best to give good rest to persistent thoughts that won't relent: To possess and exist You put your fucking hands on my face Tell me I can’t do this I swear I can just please don’t Let go of me I’m mean I’ll never understand