healthy body sick mind

A sense you're called Healthy thoughts sputter and stall Day out and out again It tears the skin so full of that hate you earned I live in the shadow of the whip and await what I deserve I deserve this everything wrong and rotten survives everything we think we know is a lie Fell, tripped up the stairs to this place Primal winds come and blow me away I’m swimming in chains, now I won’t reach out Something’s been fucking holding me down It’s made it’s way through my arms Im asleep, I’ve lost all control Wake up. I watch it live out my life I dont deserve it anymore I don’t deserve it Your eyes like old plates Dull and wide and webbed with veins You lose your thought Tongue exposed when you're turned on I see you thrilled And that swell of joy, it lasts until We catch a glance Of this sad fucked world I’m asleep, I’ve lost control I watch it live my life I dont deserve it anymore A plume of smoke around us now Hands locked on our long walk home Im asleep, I’ve lost control