How Athens Left Me

Don't know what the heck genre to put this under so whatevs. Lyrics: Heavy is my head The days have worn me down it's not fatigue, it's apathy I may have to drown drown in your hair, or in despair the gap in air where I'm alone no one's th-inking in that tone let me read the story, of all the ones who lost the "hero" is a role so overplayed Romanticize the average, so I can have hope a world where I can relate We hide it all behind the wall around our hearts it's like a curse, emotionally risk-adverse I'm scared of every shadow though I don't care for my life I see myself as nothing, but never can I hide always, there is a part of me that wants to be alive not as I am now, but something new like a first time My heart is racing, all from nothing heavy is my head I speed to try and catch the light, like missing it means death And yes you think it's awful, but it's always on my mind Is life really worth living if I miss it, and I'm left behind