i am gonna say that i am not really a fan of getting on twitter, not knowing anyone, learning about elon first, then learning about grimes, then being competed with by grimes, then she has children, i watch the whole thing play out with elon, and now lik

i am gonna say that i am not really a fan of getting on twitter, not knowing anyone, learning about elon first, then learning about grimes,  then being competed with by grimes, then she has children, i watch the whole thing play out with elon, and now like she lived her whole life in front of me, and is now preparing for retirement, with her life plan.  and i was sitting there , didnt know elon, but found out about elon. then just was interested in a date or something. then got drowned out. and now several years later. was just siting there waiting for a date. but ive got grimes in my face with children , and ready for retirement.  what kind of time warp was that. you people feared "my rise"  and would have been insulted by "my rise" so much, that you had to do all of that and get to the point of being prepared for retirement in my face, before you would let me "be over you" or something. i am actually not sure what you were afraid of.the internet and social media kind of remind me of. like some thing.  for example, if 50 people walk in to internet/social media with the same idea for a career. the internet/social media,  kind of seems like it will look at all 50 people with the same idea then choose who gets to be "the one" to use the idea for a career.   so , all these people put themselves online. but they dont know they are getting blocked. because the internet knows there are 2500 other people with the same idea so there are 2501 people with the same idea. the internet blocked 2500 people to give the idea to the one person it chose. does that make sense.  this is why grimes and I cannot be friends.  because she took steps to prepare for retirement while taking steps so i would be stuck somewhere. you all need to understand, that i do not know any of these people personally. they could be bad people. and they hide. so grimes true opinion of me could be that she did things secretly to keep me stuck and at the same time she prepared for retirement.  i am not foolish. i know that she would not want me to have even one date with elon. even now. at a place where she is prepared for retirement. but when i got online, i did not know who elon, grimes, or donald trump were. you need a "screw someone over to prepare for retirement" meter on the internet.  every day counts. does this guy on the internet look like he is screwing people over to prepare for retirement ? i was looking for a video about L.A. but didnt find it. but basically it is about how this one girl gets 100 phone calls a day asking for dates or things like that.  i didnt know L.A. was like that.  but to me it kind of changes my view on people that live in L.A. . if they are living there and getting hit up for 100 dates per day.  their way of life is not average. it may harm others if you dont know about their lifestyle.  this is something i am not able to explain completely right now.   but i think grimes lives in l.a. and probably gets hit up like that every day.  but on the internet she looked like she was really really down. one thing interacting with the media has shown me, is everyday life for people who do not live in the media is different than for people who live in the media.    kate middleton is not going to like that i say this, but i read that she started dating william in 2001.  there was also a rumor that britney spears was possibly going to date william. so, i mean very seriously, i never considered kate middleton and williams relationship as a factor in why britney started to deal with problems, but like, was everything that connected that william being interested in britney could have gotten her destroyed by kate middleton and her family.   and i say that because i am actually wondering, did kate middleton have something to do with keeping me in a time warp. i am dead serious. that would be some crazy skills.  all of it is surprising to me too, because the internet is not that old. and film is not that old either. but back in the 90s, it seemed like film and media were second nature, like they had been around forever. but actually they havent.