I Am Jazz's Waking Nightmare: Happy Pills, Part 2

Jazz bemoans his self-loathing of his body and mind and miserable quality of life, and does not look forward to decades dependent on medication for emotional stability. Jackie cannot understand why a 14 year old would not want to hang out with his 80 million year old grandmother. To cope with his circumstances, Jazz attempts to deprive himself of oxygen in the hopes of passing out, much like Charlie Millers. His mother and grandmother scold him and drunk him into a stupor, and then take him to a business meeting to discuss a public confrontation with a hateful organization that says Jeanette has a son named Jaron. Finally Jazz explains that his impulse control surrounding food has never been the same since he started estrogen, but of course, no one cares. He’s a girl now. Death before detransition.Now if you will excuse me, I am going to go cry in the shower for what horrors this child survived. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/subscribe