I Feel Dead Inside

I can’t quite remember when my feelings began to dry up, I only know they did. I think somewhere around the beginning of my teenage years. That’s when the weight really started to pile on. That’s when I really started to hate myself and my body. My feelings were overtaken with anxiety and depression. Food became my only relief. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: [email protected] ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive