i think i am getting high in the unit i live in at night because. today, there is a curtain that has a problem with flying everywhere, the way i keep it from doing that is binding it with something. last night, the curtain was flying everywhere, but i co

i think i am getting high in the unit i live in at night because. today, there is a curtain that has a problem with flying everywhere, the way i keep it from doing that is binding it with something.  last night, the curtain was flying everywhere, but i could not figure out that i needed to bind the curtain to stop it from flying. today, when its no drug use going on, i was like oh yea you just bind the curtain,  at night i feel like i am dying here. so i will probably move even though the lease is not over.  i also realize what my uncle said about the country being worse after the government pushed for diversity, i realize that it also sounds like an insult toward me too. it s more complicated than that, but i understand what it sounds like.  it definitely was not easy to hear him say that, but i understand what he is talking about. and i actually do agree with him. even though he may not have been saying it in the nicest way.  he was upset about something when he said it. but like, i dont care. i have many years of history with him, and he thought nicely of me.  but you know, sometimes things get harder.