i think they were only prepared to show me oliver tree when it was already too late. i get the impression the girl is the point. they are telling me it is too late. that she is the winner or something. but also today i was asking myself, how did i get

i think they were only prepared to show me oliver tree when it was already too late.  i get the impression the girl is the point. they are telling me it is too late. that she is the winner or something.   but also today i was asking myself, how did i get into a situation where a girl is the bigger problem in the room. i thought it was very random.  i said, it is about as random as having an infected spatula in the kitchen, or a giant bowling ball in the living room. then i said, i would love to have a giant bowling ball in the living room, but it would most likely be too heavy.  but i was trying to say, how did a girl like that become the bigger problem in the room. it is random to me.  if there is a girl though, she will probably look for anything to help her keep oliver tree. including the things i said.  i am scared she kept tabs on me.  which girl am i talking about? i dont know.