I'm Not a Boy

I am surfing the lifestyle that I was shown I am riding the aftershock, a tidal wave, a boy that You have grown You have sown You have stoned Who else am I to blame, dare I say the Trouble lies in how I learned? How I was raised? How I was burned? How I was shamed? Didn't go to Harvard or enroll at Yale Wanted to grow up an astronaut Instead I got a jail cell Was a dope slut, addicted to shots Can't think for myself I'm not a boy I can think for myself now Inflated with the airs of rage Every breath is one of hate Weaned jolly green Giant field of defiance Stones for you Burns for you Shocks for you and you and you and you Not a boy I can think for myself now Now I live the lifestyle that I choose It's got nothing to do with you Threw away your noose I let myself loose Boo hoo for you Singing your blues Eating your abuse Duck duck goose I tie my shoes So fuck you